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Tim Amaru Jan 2016
I remember every feeling you’ve caused me, love, anger, and pain. No one has ever made me feel those things. I thought they would last forever. I didn’t see a fault in making you my everything, because everything I’m not, I thought I saw in you. I loved you, I loved you so much. So much I lost every ounce of my innocence to you; thinking ****** connection meant a promise. I never thought that I was wrong. Before you there was only death my eyes, then one day I felt like home in yours. I wanted you for so long. The worst part is you loved me too. So why did you take apart the goodness of my heart, leaving me feeling so lost and worthless? If this is what love feels like I never want it again. My heart hurts. I’m living with half of myself in the dark. Watching you pass me by is like seeing my heart walk around without me.
& without it, I don’t even know who I am anymore....
Tim Amaru Dec 2015
I bet you didn’t realize that most of the things I told you I hadn’t told anyone, and still haven’t. I know that I didn’t end up telling you a lot of things, because I knew that telling you would be admitting to myself that everything I said was real. but now that you’re gone I can’t help but wonder that if I had told you this, then maybe you would have stayed. or if I had told you that, then maybe you would have just ended up leaving with more parts of me than you already have. I don’t believe that I’ll ever truly be able to be myself again, or at least my old self because of you. almost all of the old parts of me were shared with you and now I’ll never be able to get them back. So thanks for stealing everything that I was..
Tim Amaru Dec 2015
You ever feel like it's too much in your way to succeed, with all this pressure its makin It kinda hard for you to breathe
You dont wanna ask for handouts you wana stand on your own two feet
But you feel like the more problems u overcome the more problems that u meet
Like you barely have enough jus to get what you need & to make it worse, you beefin with the one person you wana see, & now you don't even speak
We know that communication is the key, but we never try to solve our problems we jus agree to disagree
If you decide its time to go, I won't stop you feel free
But I hope the harder I love you the harder it is for you to leave.....
Tim Amaru Dec 2015
I tried hard not to fall for you.
Then, I tried even harder to hide it from you.
I failed miserably.
I forgot how powerful and strong love is.
How it can transform you from a coward to a warrior.
How it makes you feel invincible.
I don’t regret any of it, because I have come to realize that love isn’t something we should hide.
It should be something we are proud about.
Why should we be ashamed of our love?
Love is a beautiful thing when it's done right..
Tim Amaru Oct 2015
Just be you.
You can't let people scare you. You can't go about life trying to please everyone else. You can't go through life worried about what everyone else is going to think. Whether it's your hair, clothes, car, your feelings, what you believe, who you're with or what you have! You can't let the judgement of others stop you from being you. Because of you do, then you're no longer you, you're jus someone who everyone else wants you to be, not who you want to be...
Tim Amaru Oct 2015
I’m learning to let the past be the past. It’s not healthy to hold on to something or someone that is no longer actively part of your life. A memory can only hold so much value before it needs to be let go. It’s a form of shedding your skin in an effort to allow yourself to move on and not live inside of your memories... memories are beautiful, you look back and see the smiles, the laughs, the hugs, & kisses. But now that they're gone u realize how much of them you're truly missin.
You can run, you can hide, but you can never escape the feeling of those memories deep inside.. so you have to let them go.
I know it's hard, & it'll be tough but you have to let it go, holding onto memories isn't a gain, now that I think of it Im just holding onto that pain...
I can't no longer be a prisoner of the past... I'm free! I've let go...I'm free! I'm no longer in *******....I'm free! But in order to be free, one day you'll have to let go...of all those memories....
Tim Amaru Sep 2015
I honestly don't remember when or how I fell in love with you...

I just remember one day holding your hand & realizing how much it was going to hurt when I would have to let it go...
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