My skin broke out, my rooms a mess,
I’m starting to think that I’m depressed
I can’t get out of bed today,
But I say that I’m okay
The busy blur of my daily life,
Has become as blunt as a butter knife
As I try to style my hair,
I begin to think, I just don’t care
So please be here for when I fall,
And please be patient as I bawl
I’m sorry if I make you stressed,
It’s just my fault for being depressed

I wrap myself in this blanket
It keeps me warm yet it's cold
It makes me see yet I'm blind
It makes me smile yet it is why I am broken

I hide in this blanket
It's a shield, a disguise, a mask
It's my unknown guardian
No one can see me I'm hidden

Why are people so scared of this endless blanket
With this blanket I can create anything
This blanket is what is hidden behind our light
This blanket is beautiful but fear itself

My blanket is the unknown we know all so well

Today I couldn't wait to feel the excitement of guessing who wrote my valentines card,
but all I can feel is disappointment as nothing came in the post

Today I couldn't wait to smell some soft, fresh roses,
but all I can smell is the coffee that is pushing me through the day

Today I couldn't wait to hear a romantic ballad,
but all I heard was the busy fumbles of clumsy footsteps through the busy streets

Today I couldn't wait to see the way you looked at me after I spent hours deciding what top to wear,
but all I can see is my vision beginning to blur in the mad rush of daily life

Today I couldn't wait to taste the sweet, heart-shaped chocolates,
but all I can taste is the bitterness in my voice as I try and tell you how I feel

Today I was so excited to fall in love all over again,
but I'm falling out of love