I use to dream of
My soul finally free
But now I see
That that will
Always only
Be a dream

Theres something I need to say
A truth I must share
I believe this true for many of us here

This isnt me
This isn't all I am
I am not only heart break and despair

The me you don't see
Is that of smiles everyday
For when im happy I exist elsewhere

When I am drunk on life
And my heart is a fluter
I am out there living for myself
Not dying in here with you

I'm a broken soul
Trying to breath
Through the smoke
Of a buring world

I was told once
That life was a book
And you were merely a chapter
But what they didn't understand
Was that I was slow finishing each chapter
In fear that you wouldn't be in the next

Rose's are red
Violets are blue
Yet we all know
That's not true
Though we still
Believe every
I love you

Its hard to float
When the word
want me to sink

Sometime I take a breath
And it's only then I realize
how truly long it has been
since I took my last breath

Isn't it strange
It's bad
To be good

You ask me why
And i dont understand
 how you dont see
All the little things
That you do
Are what kills me
So I tell you
Nevermind
I doesn't matter
Anyways

A shattered heart
A single tear
And the shattered
 remains
Of a family

These faces I've known
Since I first walked into those doors
But time changes people
And I dont belong here anymore
Dont pretend that i do
You know as well as i do
That time changed us all
And i didnt change with you