Theres something I need to say
A truth I must share
I believe this true for many of us here

This isnt me
This isn't all I am
I am not only heart break and despair

The me you don't see
Is that of smiles everyday
For when im happy I exist elsewhere

When I am drunk on life
And my heart is a fluter
I am out there living for myself
Not dying in here with you

Rose's are red
Violets are blue
Yet we all know
That's not true
Though we still
Believe every
I love you

A shattered heart
A single tear
And the shattered
 remains
Of a family

These faces I've known
Since I first walked into those doors
But time changes people
And I dont belong here anymore
Dont pretend that i do
You know as well as i do
That time changed us all
And i didnt change with you

Its hard to float
When the word
want me to sink

I was told once
That life was a book
And you were merely a chapter
But what they didn't understand
Was that I was slow finishing each chapter
In fear that you wouldn't be in the next

I use to dream of
My soul finally free
But now I see
That that will
Always only
Be a dream

I'm a broken soul
Trying to breath
Through the smoke
Of a buring world

Isn't it strange
It's bad
To be good

You ask me why
And i dont understand
 how you dont see
All the little things
That you do
Are what kills me
So I tell you
Nevermind
I doesn't matter
Anyways

Sometime I take a breath
And it's only then I realize
how truly long it has been
since I took my last breath