Looking up
With a heavy head
Thoughts wandering
Nowhere to settle.
The sun sets
The  crowded beaches
The snow covered mountains
Everything inspirational
Yet nothing to inspire.

The exhaustion
The frustration
Has dimmed the lights.
The eye seeks darkness
Even in the brightest of nights.

The dry eyes
The fake smiles
The wandering heads
Are yet to find themselves
In the lost crowd.
The rollercoaster
Inside the heart
Is yet to feel
All the emotions.

The heavy head
The wandering thoughts
The inspiration
The lights and the darkness
All's out there yet
Nowhere to go
Nowhere to be found.

When i first met you
I remember loving you
But then i met
This beautiful world
With not so beautiful people.
And my heart
Skipped a thousand beat
To listen their theories
And believe ugly stories.

Now when i see you
I believe you are repulsive
How did i ever love you?
All these thoughts
Run like a storm
Inside my mind.
My heart starts to bleed
Negativity and hate.
But remember i told you
This is a beautiful world
With not so beautiful people.

So here i am
Bleeding ugly,
Urging peace and
Craving love.
Because i wanna love you
From deep within my heart
And directly from my soul.
This is a beautiful world
With wanna be beautiful creatures.