as I was in eternal darkness
until...
you helped me scan
and find some reception
so that I could see colour
and shine

skin laced drinks
marring thoughts
bright sunshine
liquid kisses
gone in a second
drugs and pain
all day traces
laced with pain

leaking

drops of water so lonely yet so full

leaking

it held love that I can't

leaking

a secret a once held

leaking

I used to have love

leaking

until it all leaked out

I was the living god
I was in a bliss so pure
and I thought this is how the world felt
I was Cronus until my son
Zeus was born
and down came my
DEMISE

I was covered
a backdrop
a veil of night
and when the light
blinded me
I fell into love
like a smothering force
I drank it in

nails on skin
droplets
drip, drip

losing sanity
in my blood
ecstasy

pure elation
pure bliss
scratches

drip, drip
on the floor
bleeding out

when the clock strikes 12
I will fall for you
a undead promise

it was for you I was here
and now the canvas is red
no more pink

I will scratch the pain away
leaving water color red
I am alone I am dead

drip, drip, drip