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Snow Selmon Aug 2020
all I know is my lies
all I know is my mask
all I know is a copy
all I know is a clone
all I know is hate
all I know is a fake
all I know is what I left behind
all I know is an angel is breaking me free
all I was a nobody
all I am is a shell
think I am a Angel and person filled with potential
and what do I think well I think I'm broken beyond repair
but there still trying to patch up the cracks
and I'm scared because it's working
Snow Selmon Feb 2021
kisses from the rain tell me where I am
they always made me want to disappear
and for once I think it cam true
and for the first time in my life I was happy
for a little until
I was alone and it dawned on me
that those kisses were a curse
Snow Selmon Aug 2020
even through the wings of life and evil grows
even in life it will bide and it's power will grow
so grab my hand and squeeze it tight
don't let it go hold it with all your might
it won't be coming back anytime soon
Ill hold you and sing in lights tune
darkness is a shadow to light
with this power of lights might
let's stand and embrace and win the fight
Snow Selmon Mar 2021
a little tiny whisper can **** you
a knife to the heart
a lighter melting you
I still have the memories
I thought you loved me
but you whispered
and I was gone
you said I love you the same day you left
how can a person be so cruel
Snow Selmon Oct 2020
sharp points hurt
they let me bleed
out comes the worry
that turns me inside out
and through the leaves
my sweat and blood is left behind
in the bark my darkness goes
Snow Selmon Feb 16
the blue is violet
the red tears of fire

the white stars flash
darkness consumes

bursts of sound
unparalleled pain
Snow Selmon Oct 2020
I've got a heart, it beats
and my lungs contract to let me breath
and the blood races in my system
bringing me to life
I got a heart that beats
my lungs are tearing here and there
no way to fix the tear and wear
so let my lungs be my saviour
I've got a heart, it beats
Snow Selmon May 2021
Arrogant Bliss
Snow Selmon Sep 2020
I heat my body to bubbles
and maybe that's why I fly away
and why I snap
and why after I feel broken
all I need was to stay safe
in the confines of my mind
Snow Selmon Dec 2020
my branches grow
spreading and breathing
my leaves sap strength and life
and I will soon die
but while my leaves are living
I will come to life again
and paint his soul
with green paint
and purple hues
so even the horizon
will not be the end
Snow Selmon Aug 2020
look to the ocean and breath
look at my heart and breath
look at my face and breath
look at my love and breath
look at your worries and let them breath
you will only rot if you don't breath
you'll disappear if you don't breath
so let it out and take in the air
okay so it says breath as in (bree-th) not (br-eth)
Snow Selmon Mar 2021
I was stepping onto ice
very thin ice
and I slipped fell and heard a crack
only to be swallowed up
by the jaws of water
a coldness only pain can bring
and you caused that when you left
you broke your promise although
why would you care you only were the world to me
Snow Selmon Mar 2021
I could feel the metal
burning and changing
into a vice
and it held me close
it was warm and nice
until it burned my home
and I was left alone
Snow Selmon May 2021
I was left in backwash
breathing in you
trying to enjoy it
till the blood was boiling
and I had no choice
but to love you
boiling till bursting
but I was careless
and something else burst instead
and it was my choice
that left me alone
Snow Selmon Sep 2020
flying away on folded wings
taking turns and frowning of sin
through rusted bushes
there shining yellow hues
a story of colour
what are we gonna do
Snow Selmon Nov 2020
I’ve been gone for a while now
I feel my heart beating now
I don’t know why I love so much
Or why the strength hits me hard
I don’t know why you mean the world
I don’t know why the earth strays from course
I don’t know why the stars are dim to your beauty
Or why the sun stares are you and smiles
But I’ll know I’ll grow
In your embrace
Rocketing up to the moon
To find you in the universe for I’ll see all of you
In a lifetime
I will be the nebula in the galaxys
Snow Selmon Apr 2021
I was the living god
I was in a bliss so pure
and I thought this is how the world felt
I was Cronus until my son
Zeus was born
and down came my
Snow Selmon Dec 2020
they say where there is sadness, Joy
but to be joy there has to be sadness
they say that where there is darkness, light
but to be light there had to be darkness
and I was wondering maybe it was a
Snow Selmon Mar 2021
I laid eyes on the one I loved
and they sang
they dug in my ground
not slipping on sand
no more pain
I was safe
and as I was crushing
I found you were there
in the hard times
but then...
the hope well
let's say it got
Snow Selmon Nov 2020
needles in my arms
drawing blood without alarm
I let you do this and I don't know why
maybe it was the sugar coated lies
maybe it was trust
that shook me apart
maybe it was the control that I cannot grasp
maybe I was used and that hurts
but I still love you
even if it's stupid
I still dream of you today
Snow Selmon Aug 2020
soft tones in rightful throes
through hero's tough
and rightness goes
the evil will be ******* from here it grows
the tide will turn
the wind will blow
and here I will be broken from head to toe
Snow Selmon Aug 2020
in the dirt they roam
through dust and storms
they always grow
the dead will always roam
through the slopes
the devils will live
and my soul will be a house
let it all out and let them in
they only win if you let fear in
Snow Selmon Jan 2021
I must say these thoughts are venom
infecting with inborn criticism
I was born with ***** blood
I was born in the heart of the earth
and they didn't understand
I was her child
so I was destroyed within'
the heart of the furnace
I was burned to ash
not with the pressure
of diamond on my face
ash and soot
the only home I now know
Snow Selmon May 2021
could I borrow a few more miles
my wheels are flat
and it's getting dark
and the pink of day
is fading to grey
a few more miles
is all I need
a tiny distance
that feels like light years
and I'm waiting for someone to pass
maybe their waiting on me
to get out of the dark
and stand in the light
to put up a fight
but these tires are deflated
the lights are gone
I dream of your arms
ones that felt safe and like home
where I was someone and not bare bone
you are my power
even if your not here
you are energy you are everywhere
you are my destination
the place I'm stuck in between
the place I can't go
is where my home is
so I'll wait out the night
and inflate my tires
go a couple miles
until I find you
even just a glimpse will refill me
I'll be on my way
humming my love away
so that you can breathe it in
so you can see what I couldn't say
you can feel what I was scared of
so I'll drive
far, far away
so I won't hurt you no more
bye, bye my angel
I hope the light treats you well
Snow Selmon Aug 2020
Hazy thoughts embrace my brain
leaving me raddled and drained
all thoughts and power leaked down a drain
I can't think and I like it that way
all these thoughts of death go away
I don't care about life anymore
I just like the crystal water at the shore
the palms swinging in wind
and branches pulling and tugging
I think I'll go to the water and be in peace
maybe ecstasy was in my mind
shuddering of thoughts that I left behind
water is calm and kind
take me and leave this world behind
Snow Selmon Feb 3
I cannot hide
I cannot flee
I cannot escape
who I used to be
Snow Selmon Feb 2021
vertigo in swirling colours
mind swept memories open my mind
Snow Selmon Aug 2020
through Angels wings
all the bright dangerous things
they cloud my mind and leave me helpless
so come and takes this grief away
take it and put it away
put it in the attic
and attack it with love
maybe the darkness was all it had
and maybe my soul was in there too
hopefully it will grow back
and I'll be one again
but till then...
I think I'll try to breath again
to taste the air
and see the sky
and maybe just maybe the darkness will die
Snow Selmon Sep 2020
i think about the fallout
the pressure pushing me down
I think about the fallout
the emotions wearing me down
I think about the fallout
my body breaking all day'
I live the fallout my body cracking glass
Snow Selmon Nov 2020
I know I said we were far away
from meaning anything
that I was in the loom of the moon
and that you were back on earth
I know I left you there
while I sat upon shining stars
and I know I was wrong to leave you...
with the monsters
but up here I am far away
not physically maybe
but my head is in the clouds
and maybe you'll see
why I rest in the stars
Snow Selmon Sep 2020
for a fighting start
a bullet tearing me apart
and in my last breath I see a face
surrounded in wings and white shining light
A fighting chance is what waits
a fighting chance is what I'll have
I'm waiting and looking at the clock waiting
for a fighting start
Snow Selmon Oct 2020
I’ll let you scorch me to crisps
I’ll let my body be a flame
I will burn for you
My love with never go out
With flying orange I glow
Spreading my love with every go
And with the embers that fly so high
I will reach you my Angel to the sky
Snow Selmon Aug 2020
why do people only see a male
my body is not my ID
my body is not a stamp
I press my mind across
and I see a transformation
a female I see
through thick haze comes vision
a thought is not me
I'm not a gender ID
Snow Selmon May 2021
I'm getting high on fumes
shooting with eyes closed
trying to **** with a smile

I'm playing with a ghost
so I'm not alone

taking drugs by the miles
drinking my sorrows
hoping I'll die tomorrow

I'm playing with a ghost
so I'm not alone

take a flower see it bloom
ghosts reminds me of you
always there in the dark

I'm playing with a ghost
so I'm not alone

fighting sleep, passing out
counting sheep, eating out
close my eyes dream of you

I'm playing with a ghost
so I know I'm alone

I am alone with a ghost
looking through sunken eyes
look left, look right

Snow Selmon Sep 2020
I was gone in a day
I was gone in a way
I was gone in my mind
I was gone in my life
she was gone in a second
my heart was gone in a second
I was gone in a day
the pain will never go away
Snow Selmon Oct 2020
I fell from the trees
green and then brown
blending in gradient harmony
and I landed in dazed vertigo
and I felt sinking
falling into the ground
it taking me back
and I didn't put up a fight
for this is my motherland
this is my home
Snow Selmon Aug 2020
through death grows a bond of throes
and although no one can see me
I know nature is my guardian
maybe I was looking for safety
and maybe that was the groves
Snow Selmon Mar 2021
I've always been weighed down
by tons of ocean water
drowning me
and it was always building
getting heavier and stronger
and I was taking my last breath
and seeing my memories flash in the fire
the ocean was on fire
and the guilt was the culprit
Snow Selmon Aug 2020
beating in rhythm sweet harmony
in line of words that are all for you
I give my all angel all of me just for you
maybe I'm not the best and I know I'm a mess
but maybe all I need is you to reset
to break down my walls and let you in
to heal the cracks in my heart
to seal the hole that aches
to bring me happiness
and maybe your the one
maybe my soul is healing
maybe your eyes are all I need
to keep my world centred
maybe your heart is a melody I've been singing
maybe all I needed was you
Snow Selmon Oct 2021
going between emotions
bursting against each other
trying to find a grip
where their are no hand holes
no one to help
where you just have one choice
to hop to the next step
hoping it doesn't snap
Snow Selmon Mar 2021
I loved you, you were my world
my sun
the universe to me
I revolved around a axis
turning to your voice
and then you left
a pain shattering pain
that will scar forever
Snow Selmon Jul 2021
if I passed would you look for me
if I was gone from here would you care
if I was buried in the ground would you mourn
why would you care about someone like me
some broken
Snow Selmon May 2021
I can tell but you could also pinch me you know

because you see you did want it if only you didn't lie about it
Snow Selmon May 2021
if you even followed me
with a name I wouldn't know
I would still cherish you so
and somehow you mean the world
Latin Verbs for me and you
Te Amo Angelius Bambi
I figured out the puzzle
and it was love
I still cherish the memories
you and I shared
forever and forever
true love stands
so come and find me
I'm still waiting
arms open and blood bared
I will give everything
for our love to stand
Snow Selmon Sep 2020
I'll miss your smile that lit up the night
I'll miss your eyes they shine crystal Blue
I'll love you when your gone
I still love you now
even if our time is running out
just some thoughts and things I need to get off my chest
Snow Selmon Oct 2020
a hand a imprint on my soul
love, dark but always in my soul
you will always be in my soul
even if you're the one hurting me
Snow Selmon Nov 2020
I may be sorry
And I cannot grieve
I cannot let out the anger I breath
So please don’t leave
I’m sorry I’m broken
I’m sorry I’m dead
I’m sorry I broke your heart
Now my heart is dead
Snow Selmon Aug 2020
I take a breath and taste the air
I take a look I see your hair
I look down and see you bare
I think and I inhale a breath
time has slowed and my breath is shallow
I take a shaky breath and plunge
to a deal of love from within
Snow Selmon Jul 2021
a cold sad truth
I won't ever be complete
without you
or have I...
already lost it
Snow Selmon Sep 2020
some times I feel my insides are being punched
some times I feel the burn in my guts
sometimes I just want to yell
sometimes I feel the pain and just want to let go
I never wanted to hurt the people I love
and yet I can't let go of the secret
the dove that circles above my head
shakes every time it lays it's eyes on me
and I know I am responsible for the pain in it's Blue eyes
I know I will always hurt the most kindest of creatures
but what can I do with a cursed inheritance
what can I do when the ghosts stare at my soul
what can I do when they turn me inside out
so the people I love are my parents they always seem to be hurt by everything I do and it hurts and I have so many secrets I'm keeping the dove shakes as a symbol of my emotions to hurt the person I love I know I am responsible for the pain I brought My Love Blue I feel like I was born to hurt like it's in my genetics and I feel like turning myself inside out to see what's wrong with me
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