I'm lost and scared,
I feel like I'm not here,
I've ruined my life,
Thought I had it under control,
But I didn't.

I ******* up,
Sitting at home,
These thoughts going through my head,
I'm fighting them,
But I'm going insane,
I cant stand it anymore,
I wanna go,
And be alone,
But I can't.

Cause I'll just try to **** my self.

stuffy nose,
clip them toes,
**** those hoes,
make a show

I'm done,
going down hill fast
need help,
just gonna go quick,
one shot,
I'm gone

Looking down
I don’t think
I just do

Looking up
I don’t think
I just do

Jumping down
I don’t think
I just do

Falling down
I don’t think
I’m just through.

Why is it when i get close to someone they always turn on me in the end? Am i not worth it to them? Am i just a side toy to them or something? I cry myself to sleep knowing you treated me as such😭... it hurt knowing that you used me. Why am i such a failure?😩😩😭😩

We bask in winter’s glow;

watching the snow fall,
each white droplet filled
with the ability to heal

we drink hot, sweet tea
from steaming, striped mugs
each sip burning our tongue and eroding the bitter taste of last night’s arguments

Spring will come,
and the world will be reborn,
and our love reborn, too

but for now, we don’t need the sun

when the chill cleanses us of our harsh words, and the snow erodes our mistakes

I'm afraid if I stay,
I may never leave.

Please don't hesitate,
all I want is to
close my eyes and dream