I'm in an endless cycle of hating life
and then absolutely loving it.
I feel nothing
when I just want to feel something. anything.
and then I feel everything
when I can't handle anything.
intense emotions pound on my heart
until I feel like I might break.
everything I feel and think
is gone the next minute
and replaced with something different.
during my lows, I feel like I may die.
during my highs, I feel drunk on love and wonder.
it's a constant cycle of love and hate,
and I'm not sure if I should love it
or if I should hate it.

Helpless to overcome the failings,

The fall out of a selfish, cowardly man

Heart broken, fury stoking, a mother

Does all she can
                             And then some


She’ll work until her fingers break

Holding tears, enveloped in rage

Impossible tasks she'll power through

A mother’s love will do
                                       As it needs to

I want to believe
That we are all
Trying our best
But sometimes
I wonder
If some people
Couldn’t try
Quite a bit harder