I've always wondered how the streets of New York looks like
And I'm still wondering

Knock Knock
Who's there
Hate
I hate the fact that you're better
Better at everything you do
Doing them with such great passion
Passionate in killing!
Killing the innocent!
Innocents who just wanted to live
Live a life full of laughter
Slaughter! That's what you good at
At the expense of someone's dreams
Dreams that would have blessed d world
Words can't express how much I hate you!
You don't have to **** before you win
That's what mohbad said at least before he got killed....
I'm a great poet! You just have to look closer

Soundtracks in my dreams
Fresh tracks through the beach
Putting smiles on Thier faces
Placing peace above war
Humanity above religion
Laughter above rules
Laugh hard because we broke through
Fight hard to break loose
Break loose from  depression,
Stretch out hands so they can stand
Love one and love all
Love the Idea of love
And detonate the idea of bombs
And that's Christmas to me
I'm a great poet you don't have to tell me

It's like the sun won't set
Spice the wings in two sets
Thyming is everything
Salad is the only thing
I don't want to see
If! Smoke the fish! And
Dodo will finish it
If you can't then don't make the stew

Don't come to my wall looking for rhymes
My gun has no safety on
Just move on

I'm not quite educated
But I can educate you on how I feel
Yes the pills
My own safe haven
Behind the pills is
The only place I can call home
Because that's the only place where I don't care if I'm laughing too loud or not!
where I'm free to be me
Where I don't have to get scared if I would be accepted
Where I can play like a kid again
It feels real But doesn't last long
It's just like a trans just that  the feelings are real

The love I gave
The hate I received
The faith I had
The truth I never knew
For in truth I was betrayed and
Nailed  to the cross of silence
Friends aren't real

If I back down call me a fool
If I don't win that means it's true
It's true I was born to fail

As I close my eyes to sleep
all my **** ups starts playing like a full movie
when I open my eyes it turns into a long audio clip
my only escape route from those thoughts is when I'm high
because when I'm high even though they still play but I no longer care !
Maybe then I have to stay high

I never knew how you felt when I said those words
I wish I could take back each word !
But I guess it's too late
I wish I knew
I really wish I knew
I wish you could hear me say
I'm sorry

Her waist
Her pride
She has set a price on her thigh
Every morning she stare at the mirror
Adoring her eyes
With her upper teeths clipping her lower lips to her lower teeths
She's fascinated by her own beauty
Outside her door you would see men they fight
At the glance of her even the king's sighs

Grandma tell us a story!

Yesterday I was
Today I am
Tomorrow I might be or I might not

If tomorrow I still be, then I would tell you another story
But if I'm no longer her tomorrow then I become your story!

Always remember every story must have an end for another story to begin

Aliya raise the song from the back
why  are these seats empty?
And Where is Ephraim?
I don't know ma
But he's better forgotten!
He said the Street has more faith in him
So He left the faith for the street
Who could blame him
Maybe the street really did valued him more than we did
Now he lives in fame and fortune
I don't think he's ever coming back

If all you said is true !
Then indeed he's surely not coming back
Oh the street has won again

This place !
Always warm
Always like ***
This place!
Always forgiving
Always embracing
This place
Always safe
Always brave

Don't know how you make me smile in pain
you always have a solution to every of my issues
When I'm scared, you always reply, “ relax that is a small challenge
how do you do it ?
how do you make me feel strong?
I don't understand how do you do it?
tell me how do you seem to make everything all right when they are actually wrong ?
You  give me life when it seems lifeless,
you are the greatest gift ever given and I will cherish you for life thank you for being there

Yesterday I realized how everything around us is a miracle.....
Because I tried kicking the wind but the wind kicked me off my feet...
She has no muscles yet nothing stands her way
You can't measure her height, she can be tall when needed, and short when prompted.
Believe me life is a miracle
Too sad people hardly realize that.
She will always be here empty and void yet powerful..

I'm always sad not because life is short, but because no one really knows what happens when life ends..
Next what's up, BELIEVE!

Afraid of what she holds
What she can unfold
What I may become
How about my income?
Will my kids use a golden comb
Or drink from the best honey comb?
Years beyond yrs would i be bold 2 stand?
I hope I don't hide when I see them!(frnds)
I hope I won't be ashame to speak up!
I hope all my good ideas don't end up null
I'm sincerely fuckinly scared of tomorrow
Too much drugs and alcohol..
Makes the tornado colorful

This room isn't enough for me to swallow....
Deep down I know the floor is cold shallow....
The same bed but know it feels like a wheelbarrow.....
I wish I could just dissolve! snap your fingers, please thanos!...
Can't believe she did this! She was just like my pillow...
She knew all my secrets, and I adored her like a sparrow".....
My tear drop always on her chest in my deep shadows....
She looks so sweet and sounds like a piano....
It was all going fine and I even promised her Tomorrow,....
She wanted a horse but a made her ride on the biggest cow....
On that big, soft,white fancy bed we would sing songs and curdle....
" You can count on me like 1,2,3, I'll be there" she solos.....
The same lips came the words that pierced my heart like arrows........
Before she left and never returned....
She is the testament of my sorrow's....
Monsterous like Goro....
Disastrous like Mario.....
Dangerous like a rifle.....
And deceitful like the night hallo's....
But ****! I still want her so bad
I feel useless without her
I don't want to see another day without Delilah
Where is my Delilah
Have you seen Delilah?...

I need a girl who will go crazy about me, who won't stop texting even if I don't reply, who be there when I graduate, who will laugh when I tell dry jokes, who will take me on her shoulders so that I can see tomorrow, who will  tell the world that I'm for her without being ashame, who would hold my hands just for me to feel like Christmas , who will share sweet memories with me, who will live in my dreams, who will drop the world just to carry  me, who will loose all just to have me, who will be my strength when I'm weak,  who will be my all in all (I know she doesn't exist)
But if you do, why can't you just come into my world and a swear I would be all to you in a million fold

I really liked her, most of the nights I would spend with her, even when all left I stood by her. Gave my all to make her happy, I was bold enough to stand and fight for her but never bold enough to tell her how I felt.
And now it's too late
She is in another man's arm

Hero's don't cry
But tears dropped down her eyes
When she saw her son Not among them whom worn the 👑 crown,
She lives to see him wear the crown
It was her childhood dream,
Birthed from her childhood failures
All her dreams wrinkled in a minute
And her tears became unleavened
Because her son couldn't wait
He slept on before the day of glory
The crown was supposed to be his
He actually came out first.
The breath of the day became his last

Don't  look for love in the slumbs(local poor area) because movies told you so or else you would be doomed

The rich ones love more than the poor because their wealth excites them and the poverty of the poor upsets them,
I bet you it's better to be with an excited person than the angry oness that are doomed
Be wise or elses you would be doomed!!

Hey it's me! and I'm a pretender!
I can't ring a bell
I don't know how it plays
I hate the ****** roll
But when the ****** are around
I say the things that I don't won't to say
Because I want a blend in,
I fake the roll,
the real me cry's all night
Because he wants to be free
It's so painful how I cage myself in
And fake myself to the outside world.
I'm a pretender
And maybe I would always be
Because that's what the would need me to be, just maybe,!

Its all about been single, but
Just so sad how she suddenly
Call me a friend
We use to be best Paddy's
Now the salt is lost
And flavour gone
she knows a better guy
I can hear me introduces as an old
Time school mate.
Friends would have been better
Unsurprising how the image of me has wiped from our photo with no respect to Time

Cover up, empty ***.
Feelings down, thoughts up.
Wanted to cry, but must be a man.
Looked around, no hope found .
Phone ringing, mum calling ,
Hello mom are you okay??
Son I'm starving nothing to eat (crying) .
It's ok mom, I will get back to you soon. I will send you some money  and don't cry mom I said , with my eyes covered in tears.
Actually I have not even a penny, I'm  cashless. Totally broke.
The worst feeling I have evered had is telling my mom it's going to be okay, when nothing seems to be okay and no hope of it getting okay or better  soon. To cut the long story short
I'm  so happy mama is happy now
Because her dogs eat five times a day