When I write
I become
a free thinker
a Rationist
a Psychopath
When I drop my pen
I'm a believer
So emotional
I'm mentally lovely
Those are my big why
They are "why" I do Write  the way I  I write

It's just so painful
Sad and awful
Even though life is beautiful
No one lives it, In a cup full
.........  ...
Rest In peace in advance
Because no one who reads this now
Would see nor breath  3019
RIP

Once known, now a stranger
Once loved now bitter
once found now lost
All learnt forgotten
Memories erased
It feels like I never actually knew you
You wanted a kiss but hated my lips
you were with me but never here
You touched me, I felt nothing
you left without a goodbye
Maybe I should miss you
Maybe I should
But I just can't
All I feel now
Is
FAREWELL

They  won't
Even though they can
Isn't their **** business
Because it wasn't from their brains
The like button is a deserted lonely  place
No one comes and nor goes
Even when they are all around
it's for sure
They would never click the "LIKE"

I never knew anything nor anyone
could steal the place of
PLAY STATIONS
in my heart But
POETRY did
how she did it I don't know and I don't wanna know

Poetry
Just like poultry
I shouldn't write much of you
I shouldn't expect very much from you
Or else you you become boring

I transposed
composed
superimposed
unopposed
Then proposed
your heart still undisclosed

They believe in drugs
But I believe in you
They trade you for anything
But I would trade anything for you
Miracles are everywhere But still they don't know you as a miracle
Because for me you been here everyday is a miracle
If believing in you is wrong
Then I don't want to be right
I Asked her(night), so you still believe in me?
She said "forever, and  What ever you are going through I'm here to tell you that you are not alone"
Night
             Night
                        Night

Oh poetry
All I wanted was to wake up one day
On a birthday song along with a birthday cake and a birthday smile from mum and siblings ,
But twelve years past ,
Now it seems like
A never coming
Dream
Oh poetry
Is that too much to ask for??

I want to wake up one day and find out
That life has been a dream
And in the real world there's nothing like pain

So funny how you're so fast but
slow
So amazing how you hurt but heal wounds
So unrealistic how illusional
you are  
So supernatural how men crave for you
So confusing how you have imprisoned mankind
So impressive how you have conquered all
So undefinable how you give hope
To mankind
Just wondering how life would  have been without you

I'm sorry
I'm not the truth
I'm not who you think I am
I lost it long ago
I'm a pool of lies
I'm full of deception
Because nobody knew me as truth
Nobody listened to me as truth
So I drowned him along with the Titanic
I'm so sorry he died
Nobody actually  wanted him
They're all glad he's gone
The TRUTH

Don't take the shortcut son
There's no shortcut to success
Go through the process
And don't envy them if they made it through shortcuts and they are celebrating
Because you would be better at the
Later end
That was  how my mate became
Millionaires
And I'm still here on the journey of the process
Only Heaven know were I'm going
Lol
Take shortcuts jhor
Before you clean motor for your mate
Any way na way

You gave her out
Tossed her away
You never thought twice
Just because you tried drowning her
And still she survived
So you decided to throw her far away
Without Sympathy
Now she's grown up
She's made up
You came asking for a part In her life
Why??
Why do want to be part of her life
Why?
Why have you come to put her in that  sit of decision that you already made long ago
Why??
      Why??
               Why??

All they want to hear is love
Too many poem about love
Too many heart for love
Too many listening ears to love
Love is the most painted word
Love is the most analyzed word in the universe
They all think is real
But it isn't
Love is unreal
Love doesn't exist
It has never been and it will never be
So it's all
FAKE
But hate is real
Hate has been and it is and will always be
So why do they adore love instead of hate
Why are they applauding love instead of hate
It's all
FAKE
hate gives us the chance to know who we really are
Hate gives us the reasons to count
Hate helps us to live and look beyond
Hate is the soul reason why all breath
Because we all hate death
Hate is the reason why we don't cut ourselfs with knife and blades
Because we all hate been hurt
Hate is the reason why Christians want's to go to heaven because they all hate Satan and hell
Hate is  the reason for all religious  
Hate is the reason for all non religious  
Hate brings respect
Hate is so many things still they scream so many times about love that is unreal and not even once about hate
They say hate is bad and love is good
Tell me how
How come he that doesn't exist becomes good and that which exist is bad l......
It's all
FAKE....
    FAKE....
         FAKE....

A million times over I have clicked "accept " For your sake
But still didn't know what you entail,
It's ought to be between two parties
Still I don't care and beside I already
"Accepted"
To me the other party is trust worthy
Heaven knows that I had intentions to know
Most times it will take me to travel to another realm just to see you
For that reason I usually don't bother,
Even when I  embark on the journey
my heart faint when I see how  
Great you are
The length of the ocean isn't to be compared to yours
And lt scares me, still
I took the dive but it was of no use
I was swimming hard and fast
But it seems like I'm not moving
So I gave up
Now With so much pain in my heart
I have decided

NO
MORE
ACCEPTING
TERMS AND CONDITIONS

Isn't she lovely ??
She's so............
adorable
She's always at the front of my
Smile
She sparkles everytime I'm
Accessible
She is so messed up some times but easily adjustable
To fit in the conference of the
irremediable
She's so fragile and she is
InDivisible
Still she makes me discoverable and
Visible
In the dark because my Youthful Life
Sparkles