I stroll lazily while wanting to run but my body won't move any faster because it lacks the energy to keep searching for a place to call home. I will never find clouds to pour down my throat on this sad rainy winter night. I stare at a ground that doesn't show the beauty of the night sky as raindrops fall, hiding my feelings, catching my breath. I used to be able to grasp my past self for a moment, I smiled, I dreamed. I don't hope anymore, I froze still a long time ago. I begged for a warm fire to burn in my heart but I stopped trying because it burdened me too much. Somebody, his back, his arms reaching out to catch the blue arops that surrounded him, it's all I can remember of a day when winter was warm. You, I remember you.