If we dont allow things to grow
They'll lither away and **die

I wish I was beautiful
Not because I want attention from boys
Not because I want spread my legs open to every man I see

I want to be beautiful
So then I can be confident about myself
So then I don't have to worry about being cheated on
So then someone will love me

I want to read you

Like the fine print

In the Terms and Conditions

Written in Braille

So I can feel

Every word written

On your heart

Everyone complains
How you treat me
So wrong
No love
No care
No nothing
Yet when faced
You lie about me
To make yourself
Look good
Before I still
Looked up to you
Because you are my father
But now
**You've lost all respect

I know it's wrong
I know you don't like it
But I just can't help myself
This taste
It's so tinder to me
It's lingers oh so perfectly trough my lips
Just let me drink
Drink every ounce of alcohol I can get my hands on
You don't understand
It helps oh so wonderful
When finished with a bottle
There's nothing
No pain
No heartache
No loneliness
Just numbness
Sweet sweet numbness