Look closer,
what do you see?
Im more than what meets the eye, so why do you put me there
im not ordinary
why do i let you make me believe that i am
do i deserve more?
am i just accepting the love
i think i deserve

I keep trying to figure out how to write you.
Its impossible.
The words are all messed up and nothing makes sense.
I wish you didn’t impact my life as much as you did.
I pushed you but I didn’t mean to push so far.
How do I tell you that I miss you my friend.
How do I tell you I still listen to our favourite songs.
How do I tell you the slang you taught me still lingers on my lips
afraid to come out.

I don’t need you anymore
You’re finally disappearing
I’m an idiot for ever thinking I’d always be sad
You’re a painful reminder of all the time I wasted on trying to fix you
I hope I never run into you again
Your my worst nightmare I wish I could un live

You are the light at the end of my dark tunnel
you held me close when my pieces were falling apart
gave me your heart with every smile




for every new day that dawns I will love you
my sweet boy we will make it through anything
as long as we are together

Everything is about you now
All my happiness
My sorrows
My excitement
It all belongs to you

its all i have left
its mine and you cant have it
i wont let thoughts of you ruin it
you've taken hostage of my past
but **** it i knew that wouldn't last

never touched your hand
never felt your skin brush against mine
but every time we speak I fall more in love
listening to your voice and hearing the sweetest words leave your lips lights a fire inside my soul
how can person be so perfect though i havent even seen you

days are passing and you're disappearing slowly
I laugh at the times where I thought i could never let you go
so much heartbreak sometimes you think you can never move on but the reality is that you do and you will. Love is not nice to everyone and sometimes it grips you deep inside before completely ripping you open and tearing up all your confidence and leaving you fragile and naive. I used to wish you could give me the things I needed I really wished, id pray that one day I wouldn't need those things I was only human. I wanted to be loved the way i wished as a girl and I was becoming a woman settling each time, till i couldn't and it killed me but it was time
it was time to say goodbye

its okay if my heart is empty and my soul is tired
as long as there is a smile on your face
i will always be there to sacrifice my own