I am learning to accept the possibility of spending a significant time alone — and I am at peace with that, as long as I remain content within myself.

I hold love for all of you, beautiful human beings. But let us remember: judgment is easy, yet understanding requires empathy.
We often have no idea what someone is truly facing beneath the surface.

Do not impose your ideals upon others.
Allow people to be who they are, and uplift them in that journey.

Love others as you would love yourself.
If more people lived by that principle, sorrow would be a rare visitor in this world.

Dowen.

Sometimes, I get carried away by certain moments that keep me awake. But I think I see too much.

Sometimes, I feel that what makes me comfortable must be good. But in truth, I see too much.

Sometimes, I imagine I’ll always spend my time under a blue sky. But I see too much.

Now I realize that feelings and thoughts will never fully align, because the world will always change, even if everything seems fine at first. So, I need to stop and focus on looking far ahead.

Berapa lama ku terjatuh Tuhan
dalam dosa yang sangat besar
merobek sampai didalam hatiMu
Yesus selamatkan jiwaku

aku slalu melihatMu bersedih
atas apa yang telah ku perbuat
rubah hidupku, angkat hatiku
selamatkan jiwaku, Yesus

Betapa besar, Cinta kasihMu Tuhan
mengubah sluruh hidupku dengan sentuhan manisMu, membuatku mengerti
hanya Kau yang mampu.

Dan saat aku tenggelam, dalam semua keresahanku, Dengan pelukanMu, Tenangkan hatiku,  membuatku mengerti, hanya Yesus yang mampu.

I remember your voice
But I don't remember you rejoice
I remember you food
But I don't remember your grace

I remember my name
But I don't remember my pain
I remember my lies
But I don't remember my prize

You left so randomly
And left me with a broken heart
Whatever the reason was
Life will still go on
With or without you
This is goodbye now and forever

My heart is wounded, cursing my smile,
My past destroys me,
Struggling to face it all,
And Jesus empowers me.

My life is in vain for You,
Always disappointing Your heart,
But look at the greatness of Your love,
Kissing deep into my soul.

Believe, believe, you will surely be healed,
Smile, love, the sweetness of your heart,
Believe, believe, Jesus lives in your heart,
Remove and cast away the bitterness of your past.

And never, never leave yourself.

You can do everything right. You can try with all your strength, and still, things may not go as you hoped. The hardest lesson I’ve ever learned is: it’s okay.

Love is beyond our control. No matter how hard we try, we can't change how someone feels about us — and that's okay too.

You will learn. You will grow. You will find happiness elsewhere, even when it feels impossible right now. But believe me, you will.

Life goes on. You won’t be sad forever. There is someone out there, walking their way toward you. You’re going to be okay. It’s only a matter of time.

I know it hurts. You’ve given everything — your care, your understanding, your whole heart. But someday, someone will see your true worth.

I promise.

Hold your head high. Love yourself. You are amazing. You are worthy. You will get through this.

Love really is beyond our control.

Now rest… beautiful soul. 🌙

Dowen.

Suatu hari nanti, aku akan berhenti mencintaimu,
Dan aku rasa kamu juga harus melupakan aku.
Ini bukan seperti dulu, aku selalu bilang "Aku jatuh cinta padamu,"
Dan aku akan terus berhenti berpikir tentangmu.

Ini bukan kesalahan, kita hanya tidak memiliki hati yang sama.
Terkadang aku berpikir, kamu tidak mencintaiku,
Tapi aku tahu dari matamu, tidak ada aku dalam harapanmu.
Jadi aku rasa lebih baik menjauh darimu.

Jangan khawatir, aku selalu mendoakanmu, ketika tak ada yang mengerti dirimu.
Tapi aku akan pergi dari hidupmu