Fear teaches me, sort of aimlessly.
Blaming a resilience I wish I'd seen,
The punch I wish I’d been -
A prey I wished I'd hit.
Overshadowing the dopamine I’d like to feel.
Via guilt-induced tears, effortfully shield-building
Via timeless dampening -
I’m nervously standing, brainlessly censoring.
But never has anger crossed that brain,
Never have I ever played this game.