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Nsmith15 May 2019
In go the rabbit out came the rabbits back again the rabbits hole goes
Nsmith15 May 2019
Need a beat
to Plunge these feelings out
For you
Father
Fat
Her

trumpet your name  
I see no patriarch in the pictures that hang Crookedly
Your not smiling
Your not sad
Your not sire

Your just aloof
Your just immortal
Just incomplete to everything
Nsmith15 May 2019
Mama
I
molded length  with father
held the tears

these battles has star-cross the village with misery

Mama

Pull through the storms
And trumpet that loving yourself is no crime

Mama

Going though the day you do you best to harden the blessings the lord has been holding for you

Mama

Be impatient as impatient
Bring you deceitfulness

Mama shine your smile
to the warmth of the world
  May 2019 Nsmith15
Ruheen
Goodbye, everyone.
The girl I used to be is gone.
All that's left is her pieces.
Too many left to miss.
Now a dark abyss,
Her mind still exists.
I would say she's better off dead
But she's still stuck in my head.
Now my fears are constantly fed.
There's so much I regret.
She's broken,
Too broken to fix.
She won't come back,
So you're stuck with this.
Rest in peace, old me.
While I rest in pieces.
The pieces you left behind.
The pieces you never needed.
The old me is gone, but she's still here. In the back of my mind feeding my fear of not being good enough because she was good enough. I changed a lot and I can't go back even if I wanted to. I can't be that person again...I don't how.
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