The sun was shining outside
and the world looked so bright
and welcoming
I had this urge, this desire
To run outside into the garden
and just dance in the sunlight
but I couldn't because there was darkness
in my heart

We're so caught up in our own worlds
that we forget others have problems too

I'm not against dating,
I'm not against people being happy,
I'm against pointless relationships
because it's a lot of time
and no emotions

A dream
So big
that no
one can
crush it

A whisper rises as the wind blows and I close my eyes to listen
I can't understand what's said by the trees
But I love to listen, more than anything else
It's calming, soothing, almost therapeutic
And the sun kisses my face softly as the soft breeze brushes by
Sitting up this high should scare me, would scare me
But sitting at the top of trees has always been my favourite place
I can hear the whisper of the leaves as the breeze teases me
And I close my eyes again, thankful for this quiet little place
That I can truly call *mine

Imagine your favourite celebrity bumped into you
On a busy side walk, and quietly apologised
Before slipping off, back into the crowd
And stole your heart in the process

Imagine your favourite actor bumped into you
Looking for a place to lay low for a while
And to pass the time you got to know them
And the whole time, they seemed impressed

Imagine accidentally dialling the wrong number
And your favourite singer answers the phone
And shyly you apologise, and they tell you it's fine
And the whole time you're mentally celebrating

Now, imagine after all this has happened
Or only one of the above
And you didn't have a friend to share it with

I could
Be dead
Right now
And absolutely
Nobody would notice

Look in the mirror
And tell yourself
That you are beauty
That you are the face
The mind, and the body
Of beauty

Here's a secret
You, that girl who thinks
That she's fat, and that
Anorexic girl
Yeah, you're all the
Definition of beauty

You don't need to bend over
Your ***** falling out your shirt
Exposing your body, and your image
You don't need to pretend to be a ****
So that people will like you
Because in those cases, they don't like you
They like who they think you are
And you're not that person
You've still got self dignity
Hold on to it

Closing your eyes and listening
To a hungry stomach
And hungry heart
A hungry mind
Oh, why do we starve ourselves?

They say that
Teens who always
Listen to music are
Are most likely to get
Depressed easily, but it's
Those teens who have no one
Else, besides the music that makes
*Us feel ever so down

Tear drops
Decorate
My eyelashes
Like jewels

I find that the simplest
Challenges are the
Hardest

I'm like the prefix mono
I can be put with other people
Oh, so many others
But I'll always be alone

I'm not sure if
My existence
Amuses me
Or scares me

I lie in bed
Late at night
Rereading our
Old conversations
Because I can't bring
Myself to actually delete them

Can I stop existing now?
This game bores me
And the hole in my chest agrees
There's no fun in being around
And maybe if I wasn't losing everything
Anything, and everything that matters
It's all gone

I hate it
How we break
Others down
To make
Each other
Feel better

And I hold your hand
And tell you good news
I try not to cry
But I know something
That you don't
I don't want you to go
But death has his own way

I guess you could say
That I'm just not
In the mood
To exist

Can it be
Just us?

I felt your breath on my neck
And in excitement I wanted to scream
But  I couldn't, and I knew I shouldn't
Because you were a mere part of my dream

Thank you too all those
Who have shown so much support
And to those who show they care
No words could help you to understand
How much it means to me

Many of us though
Are just looking
For a hole
That society
Hasn't yet
Ruined