I never understood the talk of a name echoing in one’s brain

Until now
when I saw you with her
my whole world came crashing down
Only one thought in my brain
More like a voice screaming your name

It echoed
Haunted for days
But as I listen closer
I realize I was the one screaming
And you were the one walking away

Life was cruel and so were you
Full of lies
And fractured promises
Never to be fulfilled

Our love built on beautiful lies
a perfectly ruined thing
Within our lives

I was just another thing you outgrew
One of the treasures to destined to shatter
And never to bloom

All that’s left is:
Broken trust and white lies

A ticking clock
That has since stopped
With only lost chances
And lies in the dark

You’re probably leave
But when you do…
Say goodbye
And let it be on our terms
Not just yours

Because I’m falling in love with you
Something I rarely do
So when you decide you’re done
Say goodbye

And ill let you walk away
But I’ll never let go
Because you got to know me
And not for the physical
You saw within me

True love? Me?
Never because that’s just in fairytales
But I think that I found my Prince charming
So Maybe, just maybe
Here’s to believing

Where shall we go?
Maybe into the sunset
or in your safe arms

Because I think I found someone
that would love me like in the movies

Because you’re …
My dreams woven in Stardust
And the one ill chase
Like Storm chasers chase tornadoes

Because maybe, just maybe
Our story
Is like movies and fairytales
Full of love
Yet to be discovered

TW: ed


She hates the way she looks
Big thighs
Smart mind
Or so she’s told

But in truth
She counts every calorie
And plays with her food
Because it adds to the number on the scale

She knows she’s sick
But at least she’s skinny

So she’ll keep skipping meals
And working out far too much
But all she’s thinking is
“At least I’m skinny”

Because in truth
She hates her body
And her mind does too
So she’ll  keep skipping meals
And working out far too much

Because at least that way
The number on the scale doesn’t go up

He sent my heart drumming
An unknowing feeling
Rather a long forgotten one
One of love

My body in a grave
Yet my heart wonders free
Looking for you

And once I’ve found you
Our hearts dance
Feeling like a kiss in heaven

Life is full of many chapters in one big story
You however
Your part in the story was short lived
Yet your existence has not been
Your words are the things that keep me up at night
Just thinking
Thinking that if one thing was different
Our story would have been a complete other

You’re probably leave
But when you do…
Say goodbye
And let it be on our terms
Not just yours

Because I’m falling in love with you
Something I rarely do
So when you decide you’re done
Say goodbye

And ill let you walk away
But I’ll never let go
Because you got to know me
And not for the physical
You saw within me

The poets wrote of love
Something I could only dream of
I never believe in its existence

But not with him
Everything feels different
Like I’m in a dream
Or maybe a fairytale  

When I look into his eyes
I realize
He loves me like I do him
A feeling I can’t lose

Because now I’m one of the poets
Who writes of love
And I understand now
Why all the ones before did