Should it matter that the messenger of truth may not meet my expectation
The one who can easily see my vulnerability, or ways I need to make improvements

Does it matter the brand of the carrier of this package
As long as it’s delivered successfully then the job is done

Oh, Ego,  do not be quick to be bruised
Regardless of their intent here lies an opportunity for you

A chance to be brave
A chance to face me
A chance to make positive progress

Why do you put your shield toward the messenger?
Or care about how they look?

Can two truths not stand?
Can someone maybe be speaking from their own personal experience
For that may be why they can see you

But what if they’re projecting?
What if they cannot handle my package of being me
What if….they’re rejecting me?

Oh,  how beautiful is your curiosity
My friend, it’s easier to assume that all come with good intent
Trust in the Lord, Jesus Christ, to help you with discernment

Take hold of what may be true
Knowing that Christ loves every part of you
Even with the hope and freedom to Grow
Who you are now is the best version of you

So my friend, ego or pride, embrace this truth
Allow yourself to bloom
Enjoying the progress of life:
Seeds (seed formation), germination (the process of something coming into existence and developing), growth (the courage to be who you were created to be), and the beauty of the flowering plant (pollination: planting seeds..)
So you can gain the courage to start the cycle of life again

Am I not made in your likeness?

fearfully and wonderfully made feels like it doesn’t apply to me.
And yet, that's how you continue to see me despite the inner me which I sometimes deem as the enemy.


Am I not made in your likeness?

Why does it feel like Jeremiah 29:11 is a distance
Not realizing I’ve already won
Holding on to the hope and future that will become  for thy will be done

Am I not made in your likeness?

So much so that you chose to mold me like clay making sure I’m crafted to the perfection you’ve called me to be


Am I not made in your likeness?

Why should I continue to question your love for me?

Am I not made in your likeness?

Yes, I am made from my father's image. How wonderful you are to choose a girl like me.

America is a melting *** indeed
A mixture of anger, anxiety, sadness, death, vulnerability
A failing government suddenly granting human rights and needs

What will become of thee?
A prayer for a silver lining
A change, maybe something free

Universal health care
Cancellation of student loans
Essentials workers earning more than fifteen?

What will it be?

As the Earth resets itself
I'm forced to face reality
To read a book
Learn to listen
Rest for 7-8 hours
Exercise
Create art
Renew my mindset
Meditate and Pray on Jesus's words
Heal
Face my monsters
Greet my angels
Sing a song

Unbeknown to me
I've been in a battle of what my new reality should be
I will constantly choose to live by faith until I'm free

It's not easy and I don't proclaim it to be
Take each day responsibly
You have a choice and voice that can move mountains
Circumstances do not determine your joy

We are witnessing the good the government can do for the people
Do not be silent
Do not hold on to seething anger

Speak up, make phone calls
Vote
Choose life
We deserve better

Change starts with you
Then maybe America can truly be great
Disagreements, dislikes and etc are inevitable
However, creating a solution is for what is right is attainable
Maybe humanity for all people will embody empathy