Anton

Anton Nov 2019

They say,
I'm such a fool to keep on waiting for you,
We're always together,
But somehow I can't tell you how I feel about you,
I kept on holding back,
I also know who you admired so much,
There's just nothing I can do to let you know,
that I love you.
How can we ever become lovers?
If I never learn to muster all my courage and confess,
If one day, destiny constructs a path for us
we'd become sweethearts
We'll be a perfect match, a numb and a fool.

Anton Nov 2019

One sided love

People say that if you love one person,
you will be willing to fight for him/her.
Is it true?
What if he/she does not love you?
What are you fighting for?
A love that only you can feel?
That is difficult.
Would you still fight for it?
That one-sided love.

Anton Nov 2019

Deceitful

Deceitful
You said you love me.
You said you wouldn't leave me.
You said you'd wait for me.
I was lost for a moment,
you were already so happy without me,
Is it because you love me when I'm around?
Is it because your love was just a lie?
You only like to deceive me.

Anton Nov 2019

Sorry,

Sorry
I'm sorry that I always bother you,
I'm sorry I didn't get better,
I'm sorry I have always ruined your day,
Sorry that you had to understand me every time,
Sorry to miss the times when you are sad,
Sorry I have so many reasons and alibis,
Sorry I have nothing to give you,
Sorry I have only given you disappointment as a gift,
Sorry that I'm always a disturbance
Sorry for being like this
I'm sorry I couldn't make you proud of me to your friends and family,
I'm sorry for being so dramatic sometimes,
Sorry for being me

I'm sorry I loved you,
Lastly, Sorry that you have to love worthless person like me.

#sorry #apology #regret #worthless

Anton Nov 2019

Things I love about You

I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴇʏᴇs, ᴛʜᴇʏ sʜɪɴᴇ ʙʀɪɢʜᴛᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴛʜᴇ sᴜɴ ᴀʙᴏᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ,
I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ʙʀɪɢʜᴛᴇɴ ᴍʏ ᴅᴀʏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ɪᴛ,

I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ Sᴍɪʟᴇ, ɪᴛ's sᴏ ᴄᴀɴᴅɪᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴅʀᴏᴏʟ,
I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʜᴏᴡ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛᴀɢɪᴏᴜs ɪᴛ ɪs,

I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴀɪʀ, ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴍᴀʏ ɴᴏᴛ ʙᴇ ᴀs ᴘʟᴇɴᴛʏ ᴀs ᴛʜᴇʏ sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ,
I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʜᴏᴡ ɪᴛ ᴍᴀᴋᴇs ᴍᴇ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ғᴏɴᴅʟᴇ ɪᴛ ᴇᴀɢᴇʀʟʏ,

I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴍᴇʟʟ, ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ ɪ ᴍᴀʏ ʙᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴇʀғᴜᴍᴇ,
I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴍᴇʟʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ ᴍᴀᴋᴇs ᴍᴇ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ʙʀᴇᴀᴛʜ ɪɴ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴘɪᴇᴄᴇ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜ,

I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʙᴏᴅʏ, I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴜɴɪǫᴜᴇ ᴘʜʏsɪǫᴜᴇ, ᴄᴜʀᴠᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ᴀɢʟᴇs,
I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ɪᴛ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ɪᴛ ᴄʟᴏsᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍɪɴᴇ ᴡʜᴇɴᴇᴠᴇʀ I ᴇᴍʙʀᴀᴄᴇ ʏᴏᴜ,

I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪᴘs ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴏᴡ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴜᴛᴛᴇʀ sᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪғᴜʟ ᴡᴏʀᴅs,
I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪᴘs ᴇsᴘᴇᴄɪᴀʟʟʏ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴘʀᴏɴᴏᴜɴᴄᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀᴅs "I Lᴏᴠᴇ Yᴏᴜ"

I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴏᴜʟ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡʜᴏʟᴇ ʏᴏᴜ,
I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ᴘʀᴏᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏᴏ.

#azaraya #iloveyou

Anton Nov 2019

Untitled

the night falls,
sadness comes in,
heartaches rush through,
Tears flow down.

Anton Nov 2019

Unrequited Love.

Ever since I met you, I always thought that these feelings of love or deep affection for you were ineffable and relentless,

As my attachment to you grows everyday you were always benevolent,

Everyday as we exchange conversations I keep on yearning for that Intimate moment with you,

That maybe when the song ofour soul's in symphony you'll be kind enough to offer me thy chastity not as an act of charity but because you worshipped me,

As we go on to this journey together and try to find the pathway to our happy ever after I hope you realise that even though my love for you has always seemed like an act altruism but I'm sorry it is just the epitome of my affection for you is deep,

I will worship you till one-day all those things I offered will be repayed by your love

That love I don't have to beg. ♥

#beg #azaraya