Thinking about you makes me sad
But I can't not think of you
I need a lobotomy
To end this agony

The dragon spits fire
Tired of its own breath it sighs ,
and burns down a town.

I've known rejection
It bore deep into my heart
Left a nasty scar.

I’m so tired of loving you.
Of holding a space
you can never fill.

Your absence
is all-consuming,
constant.
It presses.
It stings in stillness.

I close my eyes,
and your face
is still waiting for me there.

I don’t want to forget you.
I just want the remembering
to stop tearing me apart.

If there’s a way
to stop loving you
without falling apart,
please-
show me how.
I’m too tired to keep trying,
and too full of you
to stop.