A feeling of tranquility
A bliss beyond human imagination
I have died by your hands

As I fly to a white Heaven
Brilliant wings, wide outstretched
Must I endure more pain?

I weigh my heart against a feather
I hold my breath in apprehension
How will I be judged?
Don't hold lust against me

A long hall, darkened doorways
My footsteps fall on deft ears
What awaits me at our journey's end?

Lead me down this haunted corridor
Take me by a ****** hand
Why do my eyes stare blankly?

I weigh my heart against a feather
I hold my breath in apprehension
Have I been judged to live in Hell?
My lust is my end

A lifeless body is buried

I can't help but think of you
As I lay my head down to sleep
I try to forget our time together
but the scars run too deep

Since that day I said goodbye
there has not been a moment
Where your imprint has left my mind
My head is filled with torment

I think of you, I dream of you
I talk about you, even through the pain
Old wounds reopen, the blood coats my body
My heart is dead... Fallen... Slain

I said it once, I'll say it again
I want you back in my life
Though I know you won't come back
My mind is ready to sacrifice

I loved you, I truly did
I still do, even to this day
I'm sorry, oh so sorry
But I can't put my feelings at bay

I regret nothing about the time we spent together
I enjoyed this masked happiness called love
I don't regret your touch, or the feel of your skin on mine
Everything was so sweet and soft, like a dove

I can't believe how hard it is
To let you go
But I know the feeling won't last
I'll eventually find someone else, I know

Now it's time to say goodbye
To all this unwanted pain
I don't know when I'll find him
Or when I can be happy again