Made it out when I was in made it in when I had no chance to get out made it over when so tired I couldn't climb made believe when I couldn't face reality made up stories to hide my lying made for heaven god called him when she was dying made a pact with a demon once on a hunch just trying anything made a child made my ex-my child's mother stop loving me made her come back and made myself stop wanting her then made a roof for strays four two one legged whatever made food when hunger growled growled back at my stomach when cupboards bare made paintings I wished approached beauty the way the sky soared and forests stood mere characatures mocking nature made hymns songs love once made tears when she left me alone made this just to remember how I've made it this far
Made mad by the journey and glad I saw everything

It rolls over

heavy on

your mind

this new

person that

you have

become.


and like

an eraser

of the

tenderest kind

I kiss your

doubts

away and

smile.


I wrap my

arms around

you with

the deepest

intent

of never letting

go.


and then

you kiss

me again,

soft open

and you

are mine

for the

taking.


and our

nights

are long

without

sleep.


till morning

has broken,


and I turn

to kiss

you again.

Behind the

black mirror

that sometimes

you look

through in

your life.


I am

the love

and balance

behind it.


the giver

of kisses

of compassion

and  lust.


bury me deep

in your lips,

follow me

far in your

dreams

let go

of all of

the doubts

that past

loves have

burden you

with,


like a

weighted

vessel taking

water on in

high seas.


to much,

enough is

enough,


now bend only

to me and

under you

I will bend

willingly

to you.


and nothing else

in time

will matter.

and your

blue eyes

will be


my sky

and all I

will forever

call home...