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Matt Jul 2015
O I see
They want more money
And more power

And they don't care
Don't much care
About the earth

And the Arctic circle
Is meltingggggg

Global economies in debt

This planet is really ******* up
Matt Jul 2016
She awoke
To quite a mouthful indeed

And her breakfast was
His creamy se**

Each day she is learning
About her master's needs

It was a rather rude awakening...
Matt Jan 2015
So a Christian who lives in this confidence toward God,
Knows all things,
Can do all things,
Undertakes all things that are to be done,
And does everything cheerfully and freely;
Not that he may gather many merits and good works,
But because it is a pleasure for him to please God thereby,
And he serves God purely for nothing,
Content that his service pleases God.

On the other hand,
He who is not at one with God,
Or doubts, hunts, and worries
In what way he may do enough and with
Many more works move God.

In summary
Just do what you can
Ultimately it is not our works
We all have all fallen short
Be content to serve God humbly when you can
It is only his Grace that saves us
Matt Jan 2015
Chapter 35: On the Weekly Servers in the Kitchen


Mar. 13 - July 13 - Nov. 12

Let the brethren serve one another,
And let no one be excused from the kitchen service
Except by reason of sickness
Or occupation in some important work.
For this service brings increase of reward and of charity.
But let helpers be provided for the weak ones,
That they may not be distressed by this work;
And indeed let everyone have help,
As required by the size of the community
Or the circumstances of the locality.
If the community is a large one,
The cellarer shall be excused from the kitchen service;
And so also those whose occupations are of greater utility,
As we said above.
Let the rest serve one another in charity.
The one who is ending his week of service
Shall do the cleaning on Saturday.
He shall wash the towels
With which the brethren wipe their hands and feet;
And this server who is ending his week,
Aided by the one who is about to begin,
Shall wash the feet of all the brethren.
He shall return the utensils of his office to the cellarer
Clean and in good condition,
And the cellarer in turn shall consign them to the incoming server,
In order that he may know
What he gives out and what he receives back.
Mar. 14 - July 14 - Nov. 13


An hour before the meal
Let the weekly servers each receive a drink and some bread
Over and above the appointed allowance,
In order that at the meal time they may serve their brethren
Without murmuring and without excessive fatigue.
On solemn days, however, let them wait until after Mass.
Immediately after the Morning Office on Sunday,
The incoming and outgoing servers
Shall prostrate themselves before all the brethren in the oratory
And ask their prayers.
Let the server who is ending his week say this verse:
"Blessed are You, O Lord God,
Who have helped me and consoled me."
When this has been said three times
And the outgoing server has received his blessing,
Then let the incoming server follow and say,
"Incline unto my aid, O God;
O Lord, make haste to help me."
Let this also be repeated three times by all,
And having received his blessing
Let him enter his service.
Matt Oct 2015
I tried to watch
The Hunger Games
Catching Fire

But it was too violent
I don't know how
I made it through the first

I am a sensitive man of Tao
I cannot stand all this violence

A man of Tao
Despises weapons

When force is used
The Tao is lost

Of course I believe
In a right to self-defense
To protect yourself
Against an attacker

Are there any women
Who like sensitive
And caring men?

I hope to meet a woman
To be my friend
One day
Matt Jul 2015
A series of motions

Oh you know
I'm just going
Through the motions

I eat, and work out
And walk around
In Parks

And down random streets

And what a beautiful
Black and white cat
I saw today

I saw it cross the street
And sit on the lawn

And I saw the children
With suburban moms
At the park

Their children
Have futures
As debt slaves
And that's no future
At all

And they'll just keep
Pumping out kids
3 or 4 to a family

You know
That's really not
A good idea...

Don't you get it?
They don't have
A future here
In this country

And as I drove
I saw her licensed plate
That read

Alumni
From USC

Why should anyone care
Where you went to college?

And the computer
Is such a good friend
Is it your friend too?

I read articles
And listen to
Documentaries
On youtube

Because I am always
Alone

Who knew that the computer
Would replace people
For the young American?

Soo isolated I am
And there is a stigma
With loneliness

Well, I'm lonely
And I ain't ashamed
To say it
Matt Jul 2015
Jenny felt like
Such a ****
As she bent over
And took it
In the ****

Yes, she screamed,
"Im a *****"

Then she
Blew Miguel
Some more
If this is offensive to anyone, I'll make it private.
Matt Sep 2015
Misery is the root of happiness

Says the Tao Te Ching

I wander from place to place

My left shoulder

Larger than my right

At least I know

It's permanent now

Remember the stoic calm

I hope to meet more friends in life

Beautiful women

Please don't smile at me

Like this asian woman

I saw as I looked out

Across the offices

On the second floor

Beautiful she was

And I wonder what it would be like

Not to have an akward shoulder

To feel comfortable

In my own body

And to have a female friend


Same dull expression
Workout at gym everyday

Hear same meaningless expressions
Like "Step it up"

Please don't say that to that poor guy
Yes he was unemployed
Many people are in California

I practice the way of non striving

From time to time
I go through this life

The psychotherapist
Blah

She is gone now
A distant memory

And no
I will not contact her
Once I find a full time job
Like she suggested

That time is gone

And so the Taoist approaches life
As one meaningless moment to the next
He has not experienced
The union of man and woman

I cannot fix my left shoulder
Despite all the good physical therapy
Exercises I am doing

Why does it have to be bigger than the right

Oh well
That's life

Better to let go of all desires

Live in the present
The present moment is powerful

And that lady smiled at me
As if she could tell I was sad

I suppose so
I looked out on the horizon
As I did when I was young

Life

And Jesus will come one day
Who knows when

I hope heaven is a fun place
I just want to play golf there

And have female friends

I enjoy sweeping my home
And now I am going to pay a parking ticket
As my food digests

I am 30
And I have spent many hours
Alone
Matt May 2015
I was chatting in an adult chat
As I often do

Jerking off
As no woman wants to touch me
Sad but true

I like to pretend to be a mean beautiful woman there
Stroking happily without a care

30f4insecurefem my screen name reads
Who knows where the next chat will lead

I started talking to a woman who was insecure
She had some emotional baggage, that's for sure

I invited her to a private chat with my friend Jen
Gorgeous girls we are
I had pictures to prove it
We are both 10s

I encouraged Alyssa to not give up
To put down the oreos and maintain a strict diet

She thanked us and seemed happy

But Jen my friend (I was typing as Jen too)
She is the bad part of me and you
She told Alyssa to state her weight

A couple of times
5'4 171
Alyssa told us

Alyssa was quiet
I have a feeling she did not feel that great

Why was I first kind and supportive
And then mean?
Roleplaying as these women
Strange it seems

In the end Alyssa I'm just like you
Inside a body I cannot change
Painful but true

I lifted weights my whole life
Never got big or strong!
Still a lanky guy
What I said to Alyssa was wrong

But she messaged me
She wanted to chat

I asked her if she was looking at the oreo again
Please stop eating
It's a terrible sin

I told her she was a good person

When I was young I wanted to be strong
Lifted weights constantly all day long
Ended up damaging the muscle tissue some
I don't think a woman will ever want to see me ***

Now I can't be big or strong
No matter much I lift
Still a lanky guy
****-- ****!

I just want to meet some women or have a good time
But the only way I can talk to women is online

So be strong Alyssa
You have to be
I was cruel, but the world has been cruel to me

Say a prayer you'll be okay
And go on to fight another day
Spending too much time talking online.  I guess it's because I spend so much time alone.  I am like Alyssa in a way.  She is unable to stop eating.  I am unable to stop *******.  She tries to lose weight and can't.  I try to get a better body and can't.
Matt Dec 2015
Lord have mercy
On my soul

Let not
Your heart
Grow cold

I sinner I am
And will always be

And man has been
This way
Through history

The battle with sin
I cannot win

It seems as though
I do the same wrong things
Again and again

Hours on the computer
Pleasuring myself

This is not good
For my spiritual
Or ****** health

But it wasn't my fault
You see

I just wanted
Female company

A poor man I am
Yes indeed

Listen to my words
Please take heed

Pray for mercy

And that judgement
Does not fall
Upon your head

Try to listen
To the words Jesus said

Talked to those
In chatrooms
Who delighted
In wickedness too

They lied and said
Evil was good for you

A good guy I am
And try to be

O Jesus
Please have mercy
On me

I mocked Christmas
And you too

I had evil thoughts
Through and through

These wicked women
They excite me

But oh how
Do they frighten me

Keep me safe Jesus
From their feminine charms

Protect me Lord
Let them do no harm

Preserve me
Until the end of days

I love Jesus
I'm not ashamed to say

And so I walk out
Into the cold

The next 6 hours alone
Each day I
Grow more old
Matt Feb 2015
I always remember her funny jokes
Her beautiful smile
I see her once a week
I love her so much
Matt Jul 2015
As The Rain Falls
I make a short trip
To Rite Aid

Buying some extra
Bathroom supplies

Its Saturday night
Nowhere to go
Except the gym I guess

No one to hug
And I will not give up

I love you Jesus
Matt Jan 2016
Need to get ready
For the coming war

Can't get the things I need
Because I'm poor

I'd ask mom for money
And she'd ask what for?

I'd tell her
It's because
Of human beings mom

They've done it before

Need a shovel
To dig real deep

Hide inside
Won't hear a peep

Look at the scream
And look at them run

DARPA drones are deadly
And not much fun

I know America has done
Many wicked things
In the past

But my Syrian neighbors
Are good people
Have to make the canned food last

We'll have to
Pull together
You and me

These good and decent people
Lovers of Liberty

The global masters
Aren't like
You and me

No shred of human decency
They'll tell you to March
To the beat of their drums

And that 1+1=3

Some type of spiritual battle
On this earth

Many people agree with me
For what it's worth

No food at the supermarket
No food in town
Don't look now
Everything is shut down

They will ration gas too

You never thought
You would see it
In the land
Of the red white and blue

Baltic Dry Index
As low as it's ever been
Seems like the global economy
Is on a downward spin

Chinese ships empty
Going broke
Not enough cargo to ship
It's no joke

Dow Jones is way down too

Without water
We are *******

The rich have other locations
Secret hideaways

My family just has our faith
In what may be
The end of days

We're a kind and decent people
Don't you know

Welcome to earth
Welcome to the show

It matters what you do here
I sure hope
I can persevere

He said he would be with us
Until end of days
King of Kings
Be not afraid

Hidden deeds in darkness
Will be brought to the light

Sometimes life's so hard!
But you'll be alright

Everything is A-Okay
We all have our part to play

They plan a global government
Apartments stacked high
Citizens monitored every minute
Don't ask why

There is He
Faithful and True
On a white horse
Riding through the sky
Matt Mar 2015
The agitated mind
Comes from restlessness
And anger

Well you know
I am listening to a podcast on tranquility

I am tranquil as I can be
In this terrible environment

As tranquil as I can be
When I can't change my life
No matter how much I try...
Matt May 2016
A stupid American

While others
Must work hard

She drives around
In her luxury car

Sure
I'm lazy too

But at least I work some

And at least
I'm not stupid

She keeps saying
"Have a nice day"

Have a good day
What is a nice day?
A day is not nice or mean

It can be good or bad

****
Stupid American

Just *******
And no I won't go
To the market

Do it yourself
Matt Nov 2015
Isn't a joy
And Isn't it fun
To listen to a podcast
And sit on my ***

Our Economy is dying
It's plain to see
The American middle class
Is not what it used to be

And when the markets
Our out of food
The people
Will scream and shout

No one to help them
No one to bail them out

Did you store your canned foods
And what about extra clothing too?

If you didn't see the signs
Of the times

Shame on you

There is a hard time coming
It will be here
Whether in February or May

Good people
Are always good
Good to the end of days
Matt Aug 2014
Have to let this food digest
First I had broiled salmon
Then some chocolate covered raisins
Then some sparkling mineral water
Crunchy carrots are tasty too
Some more water
Finally I topped it off
With a bowl of shredded wheat
I have to remind myself to let the food digest
Before I keep eating!

6 feet, 172 pounds
I think I just gained two pounds
Well, I'll just to extra sit-ups ups tomorrow
Matt Mar 2015
These people are obnoxious
And sometimes I tire of seeing them

I'm an angry man
And I grow tired of this home

I'm an angry man
I can't find a **** job

I'm an angry man
I don't have any money

I'm an angry man
And the world can be a terrible place

I'm an angry man
Leave me alone
So I can hit golf *****
Matt Jan 2015
I'm very tough
I guess life just made me that way

Like a towering pillar of strength
An unbroken wall

I do not require love
Or sympathy

I figure I will never meet anyone
A woman will never love me
And that's fine

I am strong
I once did 150 pullups in one day

Left Alone for A thousand years
Never hugged or cared for

Nobody cares
Believe in yourself
Rely on yourself

The world is a terrible cruel place

I still can't achieve what I want to achieve

I'll just keep trying

Tougher than everyone
My spirit is strong

I'll just keep standing

I will remain pure
I will remain a ******
Never having *** with a woman

Besides better not to love someone that much
That way I won't get hurt

A towering pillar of strength
Unbroken and strong

I don't need to be touched
Or loved

Yes, I can spend a thousand years alone
Matt May 2015
Tired and unfulfilled
Walking down to the gym
Just more of the same

Going to go work out
At least I have my podcasts
I live in the past sometimes
Matt Mar 2015
If you visit google's home page today
You will see a Japanese man
Examining noodles with a microscope
Hahaha

Thank you Momofuku Ando!
For inventing Top Ramen
Although not the healthiest choice

Here are the sodium levels for each flavor

Top Ramen Oriental Flavor-- 800 mg 33% daily value
Top Ramen Beef Flavor-- 760 mg 32 % daily value
Top Ramen Chicken Flavor-- 910 mg 38% daily value
Top Ramen Shrimp Flavor-- 860 mg 36% daily value
Top Ramen Picante Beef Flavor-- 780 mg 32% daily value
Top Ramen Chili Flavor-- 760 mg 32% daily value

If you are watching your sodium levels
Stay away from the chicken and shrimp flavors
Lol!

Many college students
Throughout the past few decades
Have relied on Top Ramen
As they crammed for their exams

I have even indulged
And enjoyed Top Ramen
Once or twice
During my early college years
Matt Jun 2015
It's chaos, chaos everywhere!

The economy has collapsed

All the major cities have been attacked
The U.N. and military is on the street

Our food supply has been cut off

They are hauling people off to FEMA camps

They tell you to go the camps
There is food there they say

But they are executing people there!
Stay away

Run, run
Where to run

People are acting like animals
America, our America is ruined

Some political dissidents were taken
From their homes in trucks
Their weapons seized

And all I have is food and water
For a few days
My can opener
A knife

I'm not a master survivalist
I would have bought everything
But I never had the money

I want to live
I want to live
I will live
I will live

They try to make you scared
With their guns and megaphones

And martial law
Martial law across the nation

And will I stay at home
Will they try to seize our emergency food
Or will I flee

Flee to the place of refuge that I know

Have mercy on me Lord, a sinner
Terrible trials have come upon us

I pray that I will do what is right
In your eyes

Our America
What has become of our America
Of this nation

The terrible times
I think they are near
Matt Apr 2015
At the library I sit
Listening to a podcast
About the Byzantine Emperor Justinian

I think in a bit I will take notes
On a couple of articles
In the Journal of philosophical research

In the first article the author argues
That the existence of evil
Experienced through both human suffering
And human moral struggle

Ultimately benefits each person
By enabling human character to develop into
The likeness of God

The second article
Discusses the problem of weakness of will
In Augustine's struggle for moral growth

It is almost seven years now
Since I received my B.A.
Still at home
Still no career......
I'm 30 now

I suppose America is pretty much done for
Financially ruined

I enjoyed the samples at Costco today
Laughed to myself
As I saw the divine in others

And it is a shame
That I don't have that loving female friend
That I had hoped to meet
It is a shame

I am alone again
I think I will read these articles aloud
And record them on my iphone

4/6/2015
What a thing this life is
Maybe I'll never find a job?
But that's okay
At least I tried
Matt Aug 2015
At This time

The rental car guy
Steps outside
To take a Break

The housekeeper
Enters the home
To clean house

The tennis player
Hits a serve at the park

The students go on lunch

The gardeners install the lawn

All at this time

The people go here

And then they go there

And they repeat

And do it again

The next day

And isn't this incredibly strange?

And what are we doing here?

And I picture myself viewing this from space

And it's all incredibly strange

And it works well

Our society

And I have a strong feeling

One day not that far off

That there will be trouble

Maybe there won't be

Fresh produce at the market

Because the trucks can't get there

So if you have food and water
And shelter too
Let's be content
Because many people don't

All these atomic facilities
Across the U.S.
Makes me nervous

And we don't do anything
To protect our grid
From attack

And the future of humanity
Who knows
Doesn't look that good

More fighting and trouble it seems
Matt Sep 2014
After the rain,
the empty mountain
at dusk
is full of autumn air.
A bright moon
shines between the pines;
The clear spring water
glides over the rocks.
Bamboo leaves rustling –
the washer-girls bound home.
Water lilies swaying –
a fisher-boat goes down.
Never mind that
spring plants are no longer green.
I am here to stay
my noble friends!
By: **** Wei
Translated by Edward C. Chang
Matt May 2016
Thousands
Of ****** *** chats

Chaturbate cams
Sometimes
A ******* call

****** sounds

**** too

But still no ***

I suppose that's fine

I'm not expecting
To ever really be
In a relationship anyhow
Matt Jun 2016
A long thick co**
And heavy *****

Slides in deep

Oh the thrill
Of it all

When she experienced
Her first time

Hehe
A ******'s poem about ***, lol
Matt Jul 2015
I shook the hand
Of a 97 year old man today

My grandfather
And I couldn't stay
Much longer
Than 40 minutes

Not wanting to grow
To Love him even more

Becuase I know he
Does not have that
Much more time here

And the more time I spend
Will mean just more sadness
When he passes away

And so I recorded his voice
So I would always remember
This visit
Matt May 2015
I walk through my neighborhood
Two women in their twenties

In the front room
With the lights on
I can see right in

But I don't think they see me
Expensive mac books
I think I saw a UCSD license plate

I'm lonely
I wish I could have introduced myself
Dropped in and asked if they would like to have a glass
Of wine with me

Maybe chat and later
Have naughty *** talk

Maybe if they like me
Next time I will take my testosterone pills
So I will be good and ready to go

Haha
But this is just a fantasy
And I am a ******

And who wants to be close to a human being anyway

And so I return from my walk
To my computer

Yes I am intimate with my computer

I once had a good female friend
She was my therapist
She left though

So now I have no female friends

I use to laugh with her
She said my poems were beautiful
She listened intently

I made her cry once
From the love I showed her

I had thought she might call me her friend
She didn't and that's okay

We talked about her faith
And how we both believed

But now those times have gone away

I wrote a poem that day...

I called it a "Return To The Mountain"

I do not want to work at a job
I just want to go away, away, away,

I am the keeper

The one who keeps the times
Matt Jun 2015
The western man

Talks in a commanding voice
Like a football coach

It's a dumb material world
And to him it is ruled by force

Every activity must be planned
No spontaneity

A life dictated by clocks on walls

There is no mystery or journey

He sacrifices his health

Money is most important

Pills and pills

Because he can't relax

He doesn not know the Tao

The Tao of heaven is work without effort

Stop ruling by force western man

Life isn't a football game
Matt Mar 2016
It's life that does
The killing

And nothing is ever fair

And I feel deformed
And trapped

And I'm standing over there

And I think I have
Alot of problems

And I don't know why

And sometimes I'll just cry

I look up at the sky

I hate that my left side
Is stronger than my right

And I'm tired of trying
Why do I even bother
Why do I even fight

And my head is on the right side
Of my body

Not in the middle
Where it is supposed to be

I guess it *****
To be me

And I walk here
And walk there
People blab and blab
But few really care

And I lift weights
Go to phsyical therapy
But nothing changes for me

My left back still
A bit larger than my right

And I don't know
Whether to
Laugh or cry

I certainly can
Be a lonely
And miserable guy
It's okay, everything is A-Okay, I can just be so whiny and get a little upset sometimes, heh.
Matt Jun 2015
LAST NIGHT I'M SURE I WAS GIVEN A PROPHETIC GLIMPSE OF THE VERY NEAR FUTURE. I WAS FLOATING ABOVE THE US MEXICO BORDER AND A MASSIVE EXODUS OF WHAT MUST BE "ANOTHER" 1/4 OF MEXICOS POPULATION WAS POURING ACROSS INTO AMERICA !!! THEY WERE RUNNING FROM SOMETHING ... VERY AFRAID. DARKNESS WAS IN THE BACK GROUND AND I COULD NOT SEE "WHAT" THEY WERE RUNNING FROM. I WATCHED FOR WHAT SEEMED LIKE A LONG TIME. THEY JUST KEPT COMING.

THEN A VOICE SAID "A MANUFACTURED CRISIS HAS CAUSED THIS. ISIS IS SLIPPING THROUGH WITH IED'S TO ATTACK AMERICAN CITIES. THE IED'S CAN TAKE OUT A CITY BLOCK. THIS WILL OPEN THE DOOR TO UN FORCES, CHINESE FORCES AND THE CONTROLLED TAKE DOWN OF AMERICA. IT WILL BE COMBINED WITH MAN CAUSED EARTHQUAKES AND WEAPONIZED WEATHER TO TAKE DOWN AMERICA ONE SECTION AT A TIME. THIS IS WHY JADE HELM IS IN PLACE."
Not my dream but---- What a read on a reliable website.
Matt Jan 2017
She'll leave soon
The beautiful redhead
That is sitting across from me
At Starbucks

I've never had a woman sitting
Across from me
At a table like this

I'll remember how I
Looked up
To see her for the first time

She'll leave soon
I'll never have a gf
Let alone a female friend

Who cares
Life is a terrible thing

It can always get worse
And it will

I'm sick of this body imbalance

Who cares

One day I'll die

My old therapist
Lied to me
I don't care for her

Here she goes
She's about to go

Too bad
The most exciting thing
That happened
In my miserable day

She's texting her
Boyfriend or lover
I bet

She is still sitting there

I don't know why
I'm sure she will leave soon...
Matt Jul 2015
Wasn't it ******
And wasn't it fun

When she squeezed
Her hubby's c*
And made it squirt ***
A weird poem, but fun I guess.
Matt Jan 2016
I eat my baby carrots

And my black blanket
Is so soft and warm too

I don't think much
Of the "adult life"

And loving money
Is not good for you

So I'll chew
These little carrots

And listen to the parrots
Squawking underneath
A winter sun

Isn't life full of emptiness
And isn't it fun
Matt Aug 2015
I witnessed bad form today
Yes I witnessed it in several ways

First it was
The arm wrestlers
On the t.v.

Pushing against each other
It was best out of three

Red faced
And gasping for air

Each wanted to win
No matter how high
The cost

When force is used
The tao is lost

I mean arm wrestling was fun
In high school

Won't these guys grow up?
These total tools

There is a bunch of money involved
No surprise there

I watched it  
For a few minutes

And I heard the 400 pound man say
"You'll be a man someday"

His opponent was 150 pounds less
And did fairly well
Competing against this fat mess

Somebody tell the fat man
It doesn't matter if you win

If you have so much extra fat
Your chances of living a long life
Are slim

And then I worked out
Doing crunches on the floor
I was resting on the mat

And a guy said
"I wanted to use that"

Well I didn't realize he was waiting there

He could have said "Excuse me, are you almost done?"
Gym people can be a bit rude
And it's no fun

Then  watched him do the lat pull down
Arching himself back
Like a total clown

You are suppose to keep your back straight
I could have told him
But it was too late

Yes I witnessed today
Bad Form
In several ways
Matt Feb 2015
Overdevelopment in Bali
The Farmers lose valuable water
For use in the hotels

The mushrooming developments have clogged irrigation channels
To rice fields inland,
Often driving them up and driving up the cost of tending the land

The shrinking amount of land available
Has threatened Bali's self-sufficiency in rice

Tourism benefits the economy
But the environment should also be respected

A String of letters
The Height of a man stand in the middle of a lush padi field
They spell, "Not for sale,"
Gede Agus says the words
Are meant to scare off investors

This is his land
He inherited from his ancestors

Development must be halted
Matt Feb 2015
Tock, tock, tock
I strike the bamboo
On the hard rock

I have gone on a walk
In a bamboo forest
Matt May 2015
Oh yes
I'm being isolated again
Yep

It's happening again
Another Friday night alone, lol

I went on a hike with someone this week

Eating this apple
Somebody tell me
Why did we get these barky dachsunds?
They just bark and bark
No quiet in my home
Geeze

Lol laughing at life
They are still barking
Matt Nov 2015
Women are having ***
At this very hour
Oh my gosh

Lol
How ****** of them

Some are pleasuring themselves

And some are playing with
Their vibrators and Oh Mi Bods

And I'm in bed
Eating a bowl of kidney beans

Lol women ignore
Dorks like me
Matt Sep 2015
I had some baked beans
And some canned pineapple too

Turns out fiber
And vitamin c

Is good for you
Matt Feb 2016
Hello Creator
Or whoever YOU are!

You have created
A place
Beyond words

A beautiful place
And a terrible place

"That yearning to be
With other people
Is powerful"

"That emotion is at the foundation
Of what makes us human"

"Its not to be taken lightly"

As I listened to these words
I thought about how lonely I can be

How can I let her love me?
I don't even love myself
That much sometimes

I wish my body was different
It's not attractive I guess
And I suppose that is just a shame

I don't care about money
Or fame

I climbed the mountain
10,000 feet high

I questioned the light sky
I asked "Why?"

Oh well
Still no answers
No surprise there

How are you?
The questioned is asked
Every day

We often respond "good"
I guess that means
A-okay

I don't believe
In working
5 days a week

I am not trying
To reach any "peak"

I hope a woman
Will squeeze me

To hug a woman
Would please me

And the mountain trail
Is beautiful
And terrible too

And it's lonely here
Without my female friend
Where are you?
Matt Nov 2015
I see the ***** babes
With beautiful bottoms

At the market
I want to see them naked

I want to be intimate

I need to learn
How to be suave
Or something

Or maybe if I had
A bunch of money
Lol
Matt Sep 2014
I saw a beautiful goddess
She was wearing short shorts

But she won't talk to me
Oh well
At least I have this documentary
On the Vietnam War to watch
Life is not so bad after all
Matt Jun 2015
On the Range

I saw the kind man
Tell the kind woman
That she had good form
He has a great smile

I saw her that other day
Having fun hitting *****
And talking with a friend
Good people

Hitting Putts

I saw the women with
Their colored dresses walk into the clubhouse

I saw the flock of white birds fly together
How they moved
This was the Tao

It was moving
In action
Ever present and in motion

I cried a bit

Tao is great
Heaven is great
Earth is great
Matt Jun 2015
To the woman I have not met yet
I love you
Let's cuddle tonight

You will find me to be the most loving
And caring man you have ever met

We can spend time together
Hug and be intimate
My pleasure is not that important to me

I want to use my tongue
To help make you ***
Again and again and again

Because I love you...
I probably shouldn't write things like this.  Or entertain the thought of a woman caring for me.  But it's fun to think of anyhow.
Matt Sep 2016
Because of You
I have no plans
Or goals

Because of you

You are a deceiver
Much like Satan

A relationship
Based on trust
And love

Then you just left

Because of you

I no longer care
I no longer want a female friend

Here's to you
You miserable person

Your judgement will come

You are selfish
And you do
What is best
For you

Not for those
Who depended
Upon your friendship

Repent
You miserable person
Dedicated to My Ex therapist.  Who establishes relationships and then leaves.  I just wanted a friend.  You ruined everything.
Matt Jun 2015
It's a media night again
Me and youtube
Maybe I'll just go walking around

Walking around until daybreak
Earth, earth

Just keep on doing this
Whatever it is I'm doin'
Try to get a decent job
Can't though

Oh well
I'm sure we
Will likely be at war
With China and Russia soon

I'll be sitting somewhere
Eating some raisins I guess
Looking up at the moon

You know this life
Is so lonely sometimes

Oh well,
At least I got the raisins
And A roof over my head

And besides my housekeeper
Brought me Beef and Ostrich Jerky
Lol
Matt Mar 2015
Unheard the dews around me fall,
 And heavenly influence shed:
And silent on this earthly ball
 Celestial footsteps tread.
Night moves in silence round the pole,
 The stars sing on unheard,
Their music pierces to the soul,
 Yet borrows not a word.
Noiseless the morning flings its gold,
 And still the evenings place:
And silently the earth is rolled
 Amidst the vast of space.
In quietude Thy Spirit grows
 In man from hour to hour:
In calm eternal onward flows
 Thy all-redeeming power.
Lord, grant my soul to hear at length
 Thy deep and silent voice:
To work in stillness, wait in strength,
 With calmness to rejoice.
By: Stopford A. Brooke
Matt Sep 2016
The loneliness is
All consuming
And it seems to
Never end

And so I'll just
Sit here
And watch Youtube
My friends

The sights and sounds
It seems like
Life is one big show

Is it real?
Or just a movie
I don't know

He reaches out
To touch someone
To feel something real

But no one is there

Now you know the deal
Another Lonely American
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