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Matt Feb 2015
Stop Talking To The Dogs
Just like her mother
She never did anything
Just nothing
Nothing all day
Nothing all week
Nothing from 1985-2015
A lifetime of nothing

A life of nothing
Truly
Matt Mar 2015
Stop talking to the dogs
They can't hear you

You are so stupid
Never had a career
Just sat at home
And watched the news

For thirty f** years!
What a miserable human being
You are
Matt Oct 2015
Some type of organic matrix
And who really cares
Look at that guy with
The ugly akward shoulder
Standing over there

Jesus didn't fix his shoulder
Despite the prayers

Life is kind of lame
And stupid
So there

An emptiness
A void
That's what life is

I told the therapist
This is how I felt

And she said
Well, you shouldn't feel that way

Turns out she was wrong
She's just a liar anyway

Never trust anyone
Who likes Disneyland
What a ******* up place

Life is meant for suffering
Everyone gets a taste

Different times
And different places
Different names
And different faces

First I went to the market
Then to work
Then to the gym

I ate I slept
Then repeated the same
******* thing
Over and over again

And I prefer to be a substitute
I'm kind of a lazy guy

Looking at the trees and sky
I don't bother asking why

It would have been nice
To be symmetrical

But God doesn't care
He's just a clockmaker
Sets the world running
And says, "So there"

And miracles are only for
People that lived in Jesus's time

I had to complain
And I know I shouldn't whine

We go through all these things
And we say these prayers
Then Jesus doesn't work
His healing magic
Seems he doesn't care

It's just a small burden
One that I can bare

I imagine myself
Looking at myself
"Hey, that's me"

Hitting ***** on the range

I made a hologram of myself
To talk to aliens on other planets
And we both agreed human life
Is quite strange

My hologram tells the alien
All the feelings I have

The alien would listen
And comfort me too

And he was there to give me a hug

We talked about Jesus
And I told him I really got tired
Of waiting for you

I'm writing this poem to Jesus as well
Asked him for forgiveness
So I won't go to hell

I'm just the every man
And I have a story to tell

Walking akwardly up the mountain
I am going to live with buddhist monks
By banging sticks against bells

And then I'll go on a great journey
With these men

I'll travel the Great Wall
I watched each step carefully
So I didn't fall

I hope to meet women on
This trip
Or someone who actually cares

The society it isolates us
It leaves us all alone

Where have all the people gone Jesus?

So I sit alone
And write these poems

I'll walk and meditate in a park
There is only the present after all

Look there is a group of young adults
About my age
Having fun throwing a ball

But I'm so akward
They didn't ask me to play

When you feel akward
In your own body
You will live and die this way!

The woman is not coming
Or no one who ever cares

It's just a repeat of preschool
And I want everyone to stay away
And I don't need anyone but myself, okay?

Now terrorists are coming
And our country has announced a war

It's a volunteer army
And I'm going to settle the score
Not afraid to die

Because I never knew how to live
People asking me why I seem
So far away and distant
They want to know what gives

I'm in the army now
With food and water
That is all I need
Every **** Jihadi
Better take heed

I do my duty
Until the job is done
Every Taliban member
Is total complete ****


A somewhat tortured individual
And no one really cares
Sitting typing on the computer

And as I drive my car
I see the birds flying there

This time
To next time
That's all this life is

Standing on the side yard
I had to take a wizz

We are born to suffer
And born to die

I do enjoy
A sweet cherry pie

Pushing my shoulder into the ground
I have to fix it
God ******!

There is quiet in my room
You won't hear a sound
I enjoyed writing this poem as it served as a type of cathartic release I suppose.
Matt Jun 2015
Sent to fight as part of a ****** team
Viet Kong are awfully mean
They made hidden door traps
Made my buddies' bones snap

The spotter is with me on this day
I'm going to make the Viet Kong pay
A ******'s duty it is to ****

I won't do it this time
Our Father in heaven gave me a sign

He is not the enemy
They will not push me to a sin
The greatest enemy you will ever face
Lies within
Matt Mar 2015
I was the last man on the range
Hitting wedges

Moutains framed the range
In the distance

First full swings
Then half shots

There was a sense of oneness
With the environment

The silence and the stillness
Just the sound of the club striking the ball
The breeze blowing the dirt back toward me

As the warm breeze blew
I struck each shot so purely
I cried some out of pure bliss

That was true contentment

I can't explain
I love the game so much
And to hit the ball so well
And my swing feels so good

I've hit ***** in every season
Spring, summer, fall and winter

This is an eternal game
Matt Jul 2015
My fantasy girlfriend
Reminds me I am
The weaker ***

And I guess its true
I could never do the things
She can do

She has a great body
And deals with clients all week

I stay at home cleaning
I am shy and meek

I clean her heels
And polish them well

Yes I have a story to tell

About how wonderful
All women are

Always show proper love
And respect toward women
And in this life you will go far
Matt Mar 2015
Struggling
Somehow, Someway

Struggling each day
To find a job

At least I have my hobbies
And Youtube too

Well life's hard
When you are not able to do what you want to do

I'm not one for complaining
I'm trying to change my situation

I hope to begin my career soon
I am 30 years old

I am living at the end of the American empire
No jobs
And our nation drowns in debt
A sad state of affairs
Matt Jan 2015
Stuck At the library
Waiting for my car
I took a few classes here
About 10.5 years ago
I was broke then

I am broke now
After getting my B.A.
Then my credential

F* this
Credit limit almost reached

Wandering around the library
Browsing through a book about the origins of the Korean War.

Life
Blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Spinning world spins round and round
So is the afterlife fun
This places *****

Do we do fun stuff there
Can I meet a beautiful woman there
Feel loved by her

Hope so

P-town
Is the place to be
Yes
I'm chillin' at the world re-known
PCC
Matt Aug 2015
The doctor
Won't write
A simple referral

For an upper extremity imbalance
And fax it over
To the physical therapist

How stupid
Has to have me come in
And wants to do a physical
And blah blah blah

Sick people go to doctors
I'm not sick
And I run 12 miles a week
And work out
I don't need a physical

I tried to tell the physical therapist
They wouldn't just write a referral

So I'll just pay cash
Two sessions will be it
Of course they charge more
If you don't go through the insurance

I've got the exercises I need to do

With the medical system
It's always a hassle
Matt Feb 2016
She is an idiot
She repeats the same things
At the same times

Does the same things
At the same times

Never contributed to society

This is just to say
You are an idiot

A complete
And total
Useless Idiot
Matt Nov 2015
Do I worship a God

Who will not fix me?
A God who doesn't care?

I spent years
Praying to Jesus

Seems He wasn't there

Just fix my akward shoulder

This is all I ask

Why should it be
Such a difficult task?

Now I know
What the hunchback
Felt like

The one who hailed
From Notre Dame

Walking on the streets
So ugly and so lame

Jesus healed people
When he lived
But he won't heal me

I have tried everything
Even physical therapy

My left shoulder
Is bigger than my right

And sometimes I cry about it at night

I write honest poetry
So you can see
The pain that lives
Inside of me

I dedicate this poem to
All people who suffer from
Physical problems
Matt Jun 2015
On Sunday
I observed the lawn bowling

An interesting game
The ball breaks just like a golf ball
It looked quite difficult

And these older women
Appeared to be quite skilled

One showed a beautiful smile
As she walked

I sat and observed the people relaxing
In the park
On a Sunday in June

Quite Idyllic

And as I approached the putting green
Located not far from the lawn bowling
An old man helped
An even older man into his car

The older of them may have been
In his early nineties
He had a beautiful smile

I practiced putting for a while
And in the far distance

A familiar sight
A twosome pushing pull carts

With sun umbrellas in their hand

The American flag flowing in the breeze
America, America

This used to be a better nation
Although never perfect

Involved in too many foreign wars
A nation in debt
Corrupt banksters and politicians
There is no future in this land

Maybe this classic American Sunday
Will be a thing of the past soon
Matt May 2015
More hours alone
Watching WWII documentaries
Playing an Ipad game

Just more of the same
Same Same Same

My therapist went away
And no it is not okay
I didn't have much advanced notice

We had a good time
Now those times have gone away

I want some cranberry juice and oranges
I want to give someone a hug

Lol I sit alone at my desk
Age 30

I think I am going to sit underneath the oak tree today
Matt Apr 2015
I was at the gym
From about 2:45am to 7:45am

I talked to Paul
My friend that I had met there

I saw the familiar faces
Good people
Loving people

Friends saying hello
I saw the man I usually see
The strong and powerful black man

He is loving
He has joy
He is so kind to everyone
He is a good man

I emerged
And walked up and out
And saw the sun

The cool morning air is refreshing

Hop-Along-crow
Hopped right along in front of me

Some clouds hung low in front of the San Gabriel Mountains

I sing to myself
Mine eyes have seen the coming of the Glory of the Lord:
He has trampling out the vintage
Where the grapes of wrath are stored;
He hath loosed the faithful lightning of His terrible swift sword
His truth is marching on.

When I was singing "lightning"
I looked up and saw a truck
That had the word "lightning" on it

I drove to my house
In my neighborhood
My hand out the window
"God is great, God is great"

I said to myself trembling some
And crying some too

Earthquakes, wars, rumors of wars
We could be facing a very difficult time here in America

Pray for mercy and for peace
That you would show love to your fellow man

The love of Jesus endures forever
Matt Feb 2015
Form is emptiness
Emptiness is form

1. Sunyata (Emptiness) is the profound meaning of the Mahayana Teaching.

Two thousand five hundred years ago, the Buddha was able to realise "emptiness" (s. sunyata). By doing so he freed himself from unsatisfactoriness (s. dukkha). From the standpoint of enlightenment, sunyata is the reality of all worldly existences (s. dharma). It is the realisation of Bodhi — Prajna. From the standpoint of liberation, sunyata is the skilful means that disentangle oneself from defilement and unsatisfactoriness. The realisation of sunyata leads one to no attachment and clinging. It is the skilful means towards enlightenment and also the fruit of enlightenment.

There are two ways for us to understand this concept of sunyata in the Mahayana context. One way is to try to understand the explanation about its true nature. The other way is the realisation through practice. What we are going to discuss now is about its true nature.

Mahayana teachings have always considered that the understanding of sunyata is an attainment which is extremely difficult and extraordinarily profound.

For example, in the Prajna Sutra it says "That which is profound, has sunyata and non-attachment as its significance. No form nor deeds, no rising nor falling, are its implications."

Again in the Dvadasanikaya Sastra (composed by Nagarjuna, translated to Chinese by Kumarajiva A.D. 408) it says: "The greatest wisdom is the so-called sunyata."

This sunyata, no creation, calmness and extinction (s. nirvana) is of a profound significance in the Mahayana teachings. Why do we see it as the most profound teaching? This is because there is no worldly knowledge, be it general studies, science or philosophy, that can lead to the attainment of the state of sunyata. The only path to its realisation is via the supreme wisdom of an impassionate and discriminating mind. It is beyond the common worldly understanding.

2. The Significance of Sunyata and Cessation

The Buddha always used the terms void, no rising and falling, calmness and extinction to explain the profound meaning of sunyata and cessation. The teachings of the Buddha that were described in words are generally common to worldly understandings. If one interprets the teachings superficially from the words and languages used, one will only gain worldly knowledge and not the deeper implication of the teachings. The teachings of the Buddha have their supra-mundane contexts that are beyond the worldly knowledge.

For example, sunyata and the state of nirvana where there is no rising nor falling, are interpreted by most people as a state of non-existence and gloom. They fail to realise that quite the opposite, sunyata is of substantial and positive significance.

The sutras often use the word "great void" to explain the significance of sunyata. In general, we understand the "great void" as something that contains absolutely nothing. However, from a Buddhist perspective, the nature of the "great void" implies something which does not obstruct other things, in which all matters perform their own functions. Materials are form, which by their nature, imply obstruction. The special characteristic of the "great void" is non-obstruction. The "great void" therefore, does not serve as an obstacle to them. Since the "great void" exhibits no obstructive tendencies, it serves as the foundation for matter to function. In other words, if there was no "great void" nor characteristic of non-obstruction, it would be impossible for the material world to exist and function.

The "great void" is not separated from the material world. The latter depends on the former. We can state that the profound significance of sunyata and the nature of sunyata in Buddhism highlights the "great void’s" non-obstructive nature.

Sunyata does not imply the "great void". Instead, it is the foundation of all phenomena (form and mind). It is the true nature of all phenomena, and it is the basic principle of all existence. In other words, if the universe’s existence was not empty nor impermanent, then all resulting phenomena could not have arisen due to the co-existence of various causes and there would be no rising nor falling. The nature of sunyata is of positive significance!

Calmness and extinction are the opposite of rising and falling. They are another way to express that there is no rising and falling. Rising and falling are the common characteristics of worldly existence. All phenomena are always in the cycle of rising and falling. However, most people concentrate on living (rising). They think that the universe and life are the reality of a continuous existence.

Buddhism on the other hand, promotes the value of a continuous cessation (falling). This cessation does not imply that it ceases to exist altogether. Instead, it is just a state in the continuous process of phenomena. In this material world, or what we may call this "state of existence", everything eventually ceases to exist. Cessation is definitely the home of all existences. Since cessation is the calm state of existence and the eventual refuge of all phenomena, it is also the foundation for all activities and functions.

The Amitabha Buddha who was, and is, revered and praised by Buddhists around the world, radiates indefinite light and life from this "state of cessation". This state is a continuous process of calmness. It will be the eventual refuge for us all. If we think carefully about the definitions of calmness and extinction, then we can deduce that they are the true natural end-points of rising and falling. The true nature of the cycle of rising and falling is calmness and extinction. Because of this nature, all chaos and conflicts in the state of rising and falling will eventually cease. This is attainable by the realisation of prajna.

3. Contemplating the Implications of Sunyata and Stillness (Nirvana) by Observing Worldly Phenomena

All existences exhibit void-nature and nirvana-nature. These natures are the reality of all existence. To realise the truth, we have to contemplate and observe our worldly existence. We cannot realise the former without observing the latter. Consider this Heart Sutra extract, "Only when Avalokitesvara Bodhisattva practised the deep course of wisdom of Prajna Paramita did he come to realise that the five skandhas (aggregates, and material and mental objects) were void."

Profound wisdom leads us to the realisation that all existences are of void-nature. The sutras demonstrate that the profound principle can be understood by contemplating and observing the five skandhas. We cannot realise the truth by seeking something beyond the material and mental world. The Buddha, using his perfect wisdom, observed worldly existence from various implications and aspects, and came to understand all existences.

In summary, there are three paths to this observation:

a) We should observe the preceding state and the current state of conditions. i.e., Observation according to the concept of time.

b) We should observe existences according to their interrelationships. i.e., Observation via the concept of space (either two or three-dimensions).

c) We should observe the true nature of all myriad beings. This is like observing the worldly existences of a point, a line and an area. Those with supreme wisdom understand the true nature of all worldly existences by observing vertically the relationships between the preceding and current conditions, and horizontally the interrelationships. Then we can understand the true meaning of void-nature and nirvana-nature.

3.1 By observing the preceding-stage and the current-stage conditions, we can verify the Law of Impermanence of all worldly existences. All existences, be they material or mental, be they the material world, or the physical or mental states of sentient beings, are subject to continuous change.

The world may have certain states of beings where they stay static or are in equilibrium on a temporary basis (for example hibernation). But when we observe them with supreme wisdom, we will find that not only do they keep changing on a yearly basis, but also that this change applies to even every briefest moment. After the current state of conditions have ceased to exist, the newly-formed state materialises. This is the state of rising and falling. The rising and falling of each small moment reveals that all existences are ever-moving and ever-changing.

Conventional scholars have a very good explanation of these ever-changing worldly conditions. However they, including the practitioners of dharma, try to make sense of the reality from the ever-changing worldly existences. That is, they are fooled by the material existences and are not able to understand the deeper truth of all existences.

Only those with the supreme wisdom of the Buddha and Mahabodhisattvas realise and understand that all existences are illusions. They understand that existences are not real from the observation of the flow of changing existences. The numerous illusionary existences may well be diverse and confusing, arising and decaying. But when we look into their true nature, we will find them void and of nirvana-nature.

On the other hand, since all existences are of nirvana-nature, they appear from the perspective of time, to be ever-changing. They never stay the same even for the briefest moment. Impermanence implies existences do not have a permanent entity. This is another implication of the nature of sunyata and stillness.

3.2 From observations of existence via inter-relationships, we can conclude that nothing is independent of the Law of Causation, and that everything is without ego. For example, the Buddha explains that the individual sentient being is composed of physical, physiological and psychological phenomena. The so called ego is a deluded illusion which does not exist in reality. Its existence depends on the combination of both physical and mental factors. It is a union of organic phenomena. Thus we call it the empirical ego. It is a mistake to cling to it as an infatuated ego.

The Indian concept of the supreme spirit implies someone who rules. The spirit is the ruler who is independent of is self-dependent and all causes. In other words, the spirit is the one who is free from all primary and secondary causes (for physical and mental aspects). The spirit is the one who has the soul of his own body and mind. This is the ego or supreme spirit that the theologists cling to. From their view point, the only way to avoid physical and mental decay is to be self-determined and self-sovereign. In this way, the supreme being can stay permanent in the cycle of reincarnation, and return to the absolute reality by liberating himself from life and death.

But from the profound contemplation and wisdom of the Buddha and Mahabodhisattvas, we know there is no such reality. Instead, egolessness (non-self) is the only path to understand the reality of the deluded life. All existences are subject to the Law of Causes and Conditions. These include the smallest particles, the relationship between the particles, the planets, and the relationship between them, up to and including the whole universe! From the smallest particles to the biggest matter, there exists no absolute independent identity.

Egolessness (non-self) implies the void characteristics of all existence. Egolessness (non-self) signifies the non-existence of permanent identity for self and existence (Dharma). Sunyata stresses the voidness characteristic of self and existence (Dharma). Sunyata and egolessness possess similar attributes. As we have discussed before, we can observe the profound significance of sunyata from the perspective of inter-dependent relationships. Considering dharma-nature and the condition of nirvana, all existences are immaterial and of a void-nature. Then we see each existence as independent of each other. But then we cannot find any material that does exist independent of everything else. So egolessness also implies void-nature!

3.3 From the observation of all existences, we can infer the theory of nirvana and the complete cessation of all phenomena. From the viewpoint of phenomena, all existences are so different from each other, that they may contradict each other. They are so chaotic. In reality, their existence is illusionary and arises from conditional causation. They seem to exist on one hand, and yet do not exist on the other. They seem to be united, but yet they are so different to one another. They seem to exist and yet they do cease! Ultimately everything will return to harmony and complete calmness. This is the nature of all existence. It is the final resting place for all. If we can understand this reality and remove our illusions, we can find this state of harmony and complete calmness.

All our contradictions, impediments and confusion will be converted to equanimity. Free from illusion, complete calmness will be the result of attaining nirvana. The Buddha emphasised the significance of this attainment and encouraged the direct and profound contemplation on void-nature. He said, "Since there is no absolute self-nature thus every existence exhibits void-nature. Because it is void, there is no rising nor falling. Since there is no rising nor falling, thus everything was originally in complete calmness. Its self-nature is nirvana."

From the viewpoint of time and space, we can surmise that all existences are impermanent, all existences have no permanent self, and nirvana is the result of the cessation of all existences - the Three Universal Characteristics. But there are not three different truths. Instead, they are the characteristics of the only absolute truth and the ultimate reality. This is the explanation of Dharma-nature and the condition of nirvana. The three characteristics are the one characteristic, and vice versa!

We may cultivate our meditation, contemplating the impersonality of all existences. This will lead us to enlightenment via the path of voidness. Contemplating nirvana and complete calmness leads to enlightenment by the path of immaterial form. Contemplating the impermanence of all existences, leads us to enlightenment by the path of inactivity (no desire).

The Three Universal Characteristics are the other implications of Dharma-nature and nirvana. The paths to enlightenment are also the same cause of absolute reality. All of them return to the Dharma-nature and the condition of nirvana. In short, the teachings of the Buddha start from the observation and contemplation of all worldly phenomena. They are like thousands of streams of water competing with each other, and flowing from the top of the mountains to the bottom. Eventually, all of them return to the ocean of voidness and nirvana.

4. Sunyata and Cessation is the Truth (Nature) of All Existences.

All existences that are recognised by worldly understanding, whether materially, spiritually or intellectually, have always been misunderstood by us. We cling to them as real, physically existing and permanent. Actually, they are only unreal names.

The more precise meaning of the term "unreal name" is "assumption" or "hypothesis". It is an empirical name. It is formed by the combination of various causes and effects. (These include the effects of mental consciousness.) It does not exist by itself. Everything exists relatively. Thus, what is the ultimate truth? If we investigate existence further, we realise that all existences are empty. This is the fundamental characteristic and reality of all existence. It is ultimate and absolute. But we should not think that empty means nothing. It implies the disentanglement from the worldly misunderstanding of the existence of self, identity, and the realisation of the absolute.

In the Sutras and Abhidharma, the worldly understandings are sometimes referred to as all phenomena (Dharma). Sunyata is referred to as "Dharma-nature", and hence there is a distinction between "phenomena" and "Dhamma-nature". However, this is only an expedient explanation that helps us to realise the truth of sunyata through the phenomena of all existences.

We should not think that "existence" and "nature"; or the "phenomena of Dharma" and "Dharma-nature" are something contradictory. They are just concepts needed to understand the implication of sunyata.

We may analyse the exp
Matt Mar 2015
Surely This is Love

I am intimately connected

with all that is. When you

water your roots, my heart

blossoms. When I see you

smile, that’s when I know

I’m fully alive. As you are

able to live in truth, I raise

the roof on this house I am

exploring. I throw the doors

wide, let the breeze blow in

the windows. When you

grow, I know it as my own

opening. You stretch, I

breathe. I give, and you

receive. Just beneath the

fabric of our lives, coiled,

ready to spring or budding

like a rose, reaching out to

embrace, or sitting, bathed

in grace and stillness –

this abundant joy, laughter and peace

we share together –--- surely

this is love that friends share.


I love you Liz.  I love you as my friend now and always.
Found Online--Not my words
Matt Nov 2015
As a woman
Have you ever wondered
What it would be like
To be a man?

To have a *****?
And to ****** inside a woman?

And as a man
Have you ever wondered
What it would be like
To be a woman?

To be soft and receptive
And to feel a man inside you?

Ponder this question perhaps
Matt May 2015
Return to the mountain
Return to the yoga mat
And raisins

I can't pay my bills
And I don't really care
I've always been poor

I create my own world
And my own life
My podcasts

I dont have a job or money
And that is just fine
They did not hire me

That rude administrator said," We have all been in your shoes before"
You have never been in my shoes

I'm just going to sit on my yoga mat

I'm going to cause a problem here
I do not exist as a part of this society
I live in my own world
A world I created for myself

I could spend a thousand years
Sitting on my yoga mat
Underneath the oak tree
I am a Tagatha now

I sit and meditate
I drink my water
That has the electrolyte mix

Yes there are bills
Car insurance, student loan
Health insurance, credit card,
About 600 dollars a month

I'm tired of these people that live here
If they kick me out
I will go live in a park
I do not care

Stay away from me
People who live here
People who spend too much time
In front of the television
People who take anxiety pills
Stay away from me
Matt Mar 2015
I met a man about 10 years my senior
At the driving range
We talked about golf
And he let me hit his 3 wood
He had had a major surgery for his back
And his wrist too
But was doing fine

What a great guy Pat is
And he complimented me on my swing
May God bless you and your wife Pat

I said goodbye in the parking lot
And told him it was great talking to him
I told him to take care
What a good person
May the grace and love of Jesus be with you always Pat
Matt Dec 2015
I just don't feel
Like working full time

I enjoy part time
Besides
Even If I was full time

I'd have enough for just
An apartment
And if I moved out

I wouldn't be saving much
After food and rent

So why not just continue
To live here?

Why change dwellings?
I only use my room
The kitchen
And bathroom really

Why pay for that
Every month?

And what is the motivation
In making more money?
So I can store it
In a bank?

I have nothing to
Spend money on really

I just need a new pair of glasses

I don't buy into
This system

I will not work
As a full time employee

I refuse to
Call me lazy

Or whatever
But it suits me

To hike
Or hit golf *****
On a certain day

It suits me fine

I'm just going
To take it easy
Like the sone says

Take it easy
Breathe deep
Matt Dec 2015
The talking heads
Are bla-bla-blabbing
On the television

About the politics again

B-oooring

Bla bla

bla bla bla

I hope we will get a leader
Who will see the need
To cut government spending
Republican or Democrat
It doesn't matter

We are so deeply in debt
Tao
Matt Sep 2014
Tao
Tao is like water
It sinks to the low place
Which all human beings abhor

It does not seek credit
Or praise
It is not proud or boastful

I must learn
Correct me
Maybe I have made a mistake
That is fine

I am humble
I will learn

Would you care for green tea?
Perhaps you would like to try Jian Bing? (Chinese Crepes)

Mmmm tea is so good
Nourishing
It cleanses the body
It restores me

The Tao
Also nourishes and restores

The Tao is wise mother

I am content
Lacking nothing
Tao
Matt Sep 2014
Tao
I wish I could see
All times and places
At the same time

To see the people come and go
I like to see the big picture
I wish I could be in different places at once

On the putting green
I watched the ball break

To my left the cars came and left the parking lot
In the distance a man jogs down the street
I watch him become smaller

To my right I watch a family with a young child
Leave the driving range

I can only watch in wonder
In amazement
At the Tao

So beautiful
Ever changing
Coming and going
One time to next time

If you spend many hours alone like me
You know the Tao
Tao
Matt Apr 2015
Tao
The woman across the street sits in her living room
Watching the television

A man walks down the street
Doing bicep curls as he walks
I put my clubs back into my bag

This is the Tao
Matt Sep 2015
An end of desire
The destruction of the ego
Serve the needs of the people
That is my duty

No striving
Non action

Full moon
Clear midnight sky

The Tao is eternal
It cannot die
Matt Apr 2015
Each moment a memory
Day by day
This life it goes by so fast

The Tao is like water
It nourishes all things

Jesus is like water
His love nourishes all

His love is like water
It shapes and breaks the stone

Be like water
Not proud or boasting
Non-striving
Flowing down hill
Water nourishes all things

Love nourishes all
And human beings need love
Jesus showed the greatest love

I try to be a good guy
Consider others before yourself
Show people love
That is what makes people feel good

Genuine warmth
Kind-heartedness
Be this way
Throughout your life

On this rock I stand
All other ground is sinking sand

Eternal love
The love that Jesus shows is eternal
Believe in your heart
In a love that endures forever
Matt Jan 2015
The world is a system of interrelated components
None of which can survive without each other
Just as in the case with bees and flowers

They arise mutually
Mutual arising
Things go together in a connected net

The whole conception of nature
Is a self regulating mechanism
It has a totality
It all goes together
This totality is the Tao

The more you allow things in your surroundings to take place
The more order you will have
Matt May 2015
I thought I had known stillness
But not like this

I thought I had known silence
But this was a sacred silence

Dusted off a rock
That lay against the side of the trail
It formed a relaxing chair

I ate my avocado
My popcorn
My apricots
And golden raisins

My headlamp on for a bit
The small moths fluttered in the air

I alone am dull
I alone am confused

I had thought about going to the summit
To see the sunrise

I was too tired
I was at ease
Sitting there

Not desiring
Content to sit
And listen to the Tao Te Ching

My clothes plain
My body a plain earth body

Alone and content
Tao Is Wise Mother

As I walked down the trail
A man with a wooden walking stick walked up

"HI" I said
I thought of my old friend

He has the eternal goodness

I remind myself to be kind in my dealings with others
taosim, contentment, nature, meditation
Matt Jun 2015
They do not understand
The way of Tao

I may look confused
Dull perhaps

Emptying oneself
One becomes full again
There are no expectations

The Tao of heaven
Is work without effort

Stillness overcomes heat
Movement overcomes cold

Be aware of the time
And season

In silence, I return to the One
Matt Jul 2015
America is doing so well
And everything is normal

Just ask the people
I live with

They'll watch the news
And follow the candidates

Like it matters

Teetering
On The Edge
Of A Cliff

But they act
Like everything
Is normal

I guess
They'll act that way
Up to the very second
There is a collapse

No future for America
Guaranteed
Matt Mar 2015
Yes I'm ready for terrible times
I guess because I have known some so far

I have a feeling
Something bad will happen
To our country soon

Maybe a nuclear war
EMP attack
Food shortage

Who knows
But it won't be pretty
Matt Jun 2015
There will come a time
A terrible time

People on this earth
Have experienced
Such difficulties
And trials

And if you have
Studied history
At all you know this

And one day
In America
It won't be
Business as usual

And it won't matter
If you have a big home
Or have some money
In the bank

The money will
Have no value

The markets won't
Be able to get food

We are so spoiled
Plenty of food
And it was always
Right there

You just assumed
It would always be
That way
Didn't you?

The time will come
When time moves slow

The way everything was
It will all change in
An instant you know

You may think of your life
The type of person you were
When a difficult time
Comes to America

There is no reason to fear
I prayed for mercy
The strength of my own body
Cannot save me

The Lord is righteous
And he will pour out his spirit
To believers in those troubling times
Matt Feb 2016
A world war
Mass starvation

Terrible times
A few years or so

Terrible times
For America

There will be a big war
I bet

I bet there will be

Things Always go wrong!
Matt Nov 2015
I guess my left shoulder
Will always be akward

I did nothing to
Deserve this

It's just some random thing

No need to bother
To ask why
To pray and to look at the sky

Forever akward
At least I'm not disabled
Or handicapped

Though I can relate
To how these people feel

I want to have a female companion
And to have a love that is real

I have to remind myself
Not to desire this

As it will most likely never come

It turns out this place
Is some organic program
And isn't non action fun

Going here
And going there

I like to write
I like to share

Sunday and all alone again
No one gives a sh**
I said with a grin

I'm thankful for Youtube
And podcasts too
Without them
I don't know what
I would do
Matt Jan 2016
I am happy
When people like
My poems

When people
Comment on my poems
If there is a criticism
That's okay too

Such kind people here
What we write here is important

I send my good wishes
To the writers here

In an ideal world
I would invite you
To my living room

To share the warmth
Of the fire

And offer you a glass
Of warm tea

Or hot chocolate Ovaltine
Matt Nov 2016
Ex therapist
She who must not be named

For taking such a meaningful
Experience from my life

You could care less

No female friend
Ever came

Well, thanks anyway
I could care less

You ruined things

Thanks again
For ruining things

Bleh
Matt Sep 2015
I'm grateful for your service
If you served our nation
And you did what you had to do

One grandfather served
In North Africa
And faced Rommel's Korps

The other survived countless hours
Of depth charges
On a submarine
And returned safely to shore

Thank you veterans for your service
We are in debt to you
Matt Jan 2017
I live inside
A hologram

Matter is not
The reality

Consciousness
Is the true reality

The emptiness
Is overwhelming

This imbalance thing
Has bothered me
For quite a time

The old man reads the paper
Over there

Blah blah blah
Blah blah blah blah

This planet
Does not make sense

I am not
Making a connection
With others

I have made a connection
With YouTube however

Thanks YouTube
For endless entertainment
Thank you to the creators

I don't know
What I would do
Without your site

Thank you
Thank you
Matt Apr 2015
Thank you my friend
You are doing such a good job
Painting our house

And I love the front gate
The metallic grey looks great
And the back gate is shiny black
It is handsome and that's a fact

We shared a short conversation or too
May God bless you
Matt Sep 2014
He says, "Is this a stool?"

Turn it upside down and it is a wastebasket
Now it's a drum

There are no concepts
It is what it does

Anything you can use it for is what it is
A stool can be all these other things as well

Buddhism does not define
If you believe that, you are stuck with an idea
And are clinging onto it for spiritual security

You have a great laugh Alan

There is nothing you can hold onto
So man let go!

If you're enlightened you're like a dumb man
Who has had a wonderful dream

Nirvana means blow out

If you hold your breathe you lose it
Breathe out and you get your breath back

The ultimate reality is Shunyata

You don't meed any gizmos to be in the know

Every teacher of Buddhism is a debunker
He or she does it out of compassion
Matt Oct 2015
Thank you Bob

For your Bob's Redmill
Steel Cut Oats

I am hoping they will
Help to restore
Inner harmony

After having some stomach
Problems yesterday

Soluable fiber
Vitamins and MInerals too
Try a bite
And find out
What Bob's steel cut oatmeal

Can do for you
Matt Oct 2015
Journeyman Pictures
Will take you on a  journey

The DVB journalists
Jailed and tortured

They showed the military
Shooting at protesters

They hid on the balcony and filmed
They got footage
Of the Japanese journalist
Who was shot by the military

Another journalist
Helped make

An award winning
Documentary

About the devistating
Cyclone that hit Cambodia
In 2009

He was captured and jailed
For years

He had promised to write
The girl he met
From his documentary

But could not because
He was jailed

He made his own guitar
While he was
Wrongfully jailed

He is a good man
He just wanted to show
What the people were going through

Now he has been released

An executive from DVB media
Came to talk
With the Burmese officials
In 2009

About having their own
Official office

Some of the journalists
Have spoken out
About how they
Were tortured

Things are improving
Although it is a process

I hope DVB succeeds
And is not pestered
Or persecuted by the government
Any longer

This poem is dedicated
To the journalists
Who went through
Great hardships
To show the injustices
Of their government

Who wanted to document
What the people
Went through
After the cyclone
Matt Apr 2015
Thank you
To all of you who liked my poems
Or commented on them
It means a great deal to me

Thank you my friends
Matt Feb 2015
Thank you Mr. Baca
For your service

During the war you were in front of your troops

On Christmas Day, 1969
You came across a Vietnamese man
You noticed he was just sitting there
And you said "surrender" in Vietnamese
He showed pictures of his family

In 1990 this man was among the Vietnamese that Mr. Baca worked with
In building a clinic to help the people there

In your Medal of Honor video
You said you wore the medal
For those who have served
And know what combat is like

You took your helmet and jumped on a grenade
Saving the lives of your men

Thank you for your service
A terrible thing war is

Your actions help me to realize
That love for our fellow man
Is most important
Matt Feb 2015
Thank you Mr. Nimoy
For your great acting
May you rest in peace.
Matt Jan 2015
Is there someone out there
Some soul
That cares about my suffering

Maybe I'm not so strong
Maybe sometimes I would like to be held
By another person
Just for a few moments

When I was in preschool
I sat by the gate in my chair
I cried and wondered why
I didn't want to play with the other kids

Now I sit at my computer
Watching videos
Listening to podcasts

Man and his machine
Thank you my friends
Who followed me
Who commented or liked my works
It means a great deal to me
Matt Jul 2015
To the nurses out there
Past and present
Who tended soldiers
With great care

You have my respect
And admiration to
For doing a job

I don't know if I
Would have the
Courage to do

Women are loving
Women are strong

They care for the wounded
All day long
Matt Jul 2015
Thank You
Women of The world

We owe you so much
You raise us from birth

With such loving tenderness
And care

Your compassion
Helps to mold us

Thank you
For your dedication

Single moms
Who worked
And raised a family

You are amazing

Grandmothers
Who spend the weekend
With your grandchildren

I have always loved women
So much

And its hard
Its so hard

Not to have that
Female friend

All I ever wanted
Was a loving
Female friend

To tell me that
She loves me

And allows me to cry
As I hug her

Thank you
Women of the world

Humanity would be lost
Without you
Matt Jun 2016
Thank you YouTube

Because of your website
I have learned about life

In many different countries

I have traveled the world

From Tibet, Nepal
Pakistan, India,

To Afshanistan, Syria,
Saudi Arabia, and Yemen

To Israel, Palestine,
Jordan, and Egypt

I have learned so much
About humanity

About conflicts
And struggles

I can tell you
Love is the greatest

I dream of being part
Of a community
Of being loved

But we are so isolated
Here in America

Thank you YouTube
I continue to travel the world
Because of your site
Matt Nov 2015
The toidy bowl was broken
So I came up with a plan

To squat down
In the backyard

And bury my business
In the sand

The solid movement
Was over

Soon it was done

And with a grin
I smiled
And said "Now that was fun!"
There is a connection to people a long time ago---I made it when I went in the sand.
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