I saw a monkey masturbatin' in a tree
He looked at me so curiously
One stroke, Two strokes, and then three

Hey jerky monkey
Don't go shootin' your load on me!

On the fifth tee
A raven spotted me

He walked right up
Near my ball
He was arrogantly
Standing tall

I tried to shoo him away
I had golf to play

And on the 7th hole
He was there again
To pester me
Much to my chagrin

Jesus is Lord
I pronounced to him

And with that proclamation
I poured that four foot put
Right in

A foul and hateful bird
Of ancient lore

Was this the bird
That Poe found rapping,
Rapping at his chamber door?

And on the eighth tee
There he was 20 yards
Up ahead
I could see

Perched upon a branch
Perhaps spying on me?

And near the clubhouse
As I rounded the bend
There he sat
Staring into the distance again

Maybe a woman
Could like a kind
And caring man

Like me one day

I don't know

Maybe I'm not strong
Enough
Or I don't look
A certain way
And I don't have
Enough money

Or something

No time
Or money to
Date anyhow

Better not to worry
About these things

Just store canned foods
For when
Everything gets bad here
In America

j

I'm glad I never touched her
Never hugged her

She is leaving soon
Better not to grow too attached to people
They come and they go

Better just to be alone  

It's okay
I'll always love her as my friend
Maybe I will ask for a hug
The last time I see her

Soon the lie will no longer be profitable and the evil elite won’t be able to hide the extreme environmental changes and chaotic sociological behavior manifestations. When it’s obvious to everyone that things are getting worse, because infrastructure and entire areas of real estate are not being repaired, know that the false powers at be understand there is no need to fix them, because more damage is on the way.
This summer, right now, and getting worse every day, food rationing is increasing because our food chains are being altered with GMO and infected purposely with deadly viruses. This summer, right now, and getting worse every day, water restrictions are extending into more areas because our weather system is a mess, they have ******* with it so much it’s now effecting our vital resources. When our basic needs to sustain life start being taken away from us, the game is over.
Take note, are you profitable to the planetary system being put in place? Do you go along with what the government tells you to do, and how to think? Do you question? Do you support vaccines, same *** marriage, one world religion, one world government etc. etc? If you are not on board with the one world thought that is about to be massively unveiled, when the re-boot starts your purpose will evolve into soylent green (food for other humans-cannibalism).
Once it is obvious, that the bulk of humanity will no longer be profitable via work force labor (because labor is becoming mechanized using robotics) in any form, guess what? You’ll be used for slave support yielding Food, and a section of humanity that is remaining will be harvested. Everyone is familiar with the term hell on earth, well this term was created for this time, and everyone is gonna have seat at this picture show, everyone.

Repent and be baptized in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth. Pray for your family, friends, neighbors and countrymen.

Spiteful, Rude
Hateful too

One thing
Is for Sure

They really
Hate you

Well there is
Nothing You can do

As I experience today
People will
Come against you

In different ways

Simply suggested
For a man
To keep his voice down

And to not shout

What a clown

Then he insulted
And nearly
Assaulted me

But I would not
Keep quiet

Would not let
Things be

And at the gym
Nobody cared

To tell that fat man
Over there

To put his shirt on
While he works out

What happened
To a respectful
Gym community?

That is what
It should be about

I told the woman
Working there

Of course she
Did nothing
She didn't care

Then she said something
Behind my back

Life is
Not at all fair

The wicked will hate you
Will wish you dead

Will try to throw stones
Upon your head

Just ignore them
That is what
The creator said

And so when all times
Have passed away

All must be accounted for
On judgement day

The wicked had their fun
They had their day
They hated their brother
For most of their days

The women who were spiteful
And hateful too
Will be crying
When it is all through

They had their time
They had their fun

NOW BURN IN FIERY GEHENNA
AS HOT AS THE SUN

LET THE WICKED BURN!

They did not repent
And one day
They will be
Cast away

Pray to Jesus

Don't go astray

May the wicked burn

Just me and
My little La Croix

No girlfriend
No baked ham
No toast
With butter and jam

I already ate
And I'm feeling great

Me and my Kenmore fan

And my La Croix
Me and my litte La Croix

Oh boy
Just me and my
Little La Croix

"Have a great day"
Or "Have a nice day"

It's just a day
It's neither great
Nor small

Stupid people
Repeat the same things
Over and over

Do you know anyone
That leads a meaningless
And unexamined life?

I do
Simply content
To do nothing
Until the day they die
A miserable waste
Their entire life
Amounts to nothing

Mean Women
Make fun of me

Please laugh at me
And make me cry

Yes I'm not attractive
And I don't care why

You don't want to touch me
You don't even care

And you slapped me
In my face

I think I like it
So there

You made me kiss your boot
You stuck a vibrating *******
In my ***

Made me pleasure
A powerful black stud
Isn't humiliation fun

A woman could never
Desire me

And why really cares
Wandering across the earth

I see Gollum sitting
Over there

Meet my doggy
A stuffed animal
I had since I was a baby

He waves at you
Now shake his hand

I'm glad you met
My doggy

lol

About 7:30 p.m.

These are like slides
Picture frames in my mind

In the morning
Sitting in the car

The birds fly
From tree to tree

Stay with the ancient Tao

Watchful, like men crossing a winter stream
Alert, like men aware of danger
Courteous, like visiting guests
Yielding, like ice about to melt
Simple, like uncarved blocks of wood

Oh men of Tao
The ancient way is not lost
It is not lost

In little league
Michael
Would always
Make an out

Sometimes

Teammates
Would mock Him
With loud shots

Now look at him
Digging In
A single to right field

He jumped up
And down on first base
With a grin

No matter how trying
How terrible
The times may be

Inspiring is the man
Who does not back
Down from his duty

The Banks
Won't let you
Get your money
Too Bad it's all gone

Middle class destroyed
So I write this sad song

Many people have left
The country
Or are buried
Underground

When the atom bombs
Strike the earth
Listen for the sound

The midwife
Delivers the baby

The child
For the first time
Open's its eyes

Welcome to
A world that lies

Welcome to suffering
Poverty and pain

And for millions
Of other children
Much the same

Dear Dave Hodges,

My husband is an Army Reservist in Michigan. He is home this weekend after training at Camp Grayling. He know that I am writing to you but please don’t use our names. His unit is training in the processing of Americans into detention camps.He was told by his CO that they would be processing American actors posing as American citizens. Part of their training was the removal and disposal of dead bodies. My husband said he will not participate when the time comes to do so. Please keep getting the word out Dave you are making a difference.

Hello Dave!
…There has been quite a bit over the past couple months as would be expected with Jade Helm. I’ve seen many convoys of various types on I-40 and I-17 as well. Camp Navajo at Belmont between Flagstaff and Williams has had a lot of extra activity also. I don’t know if anyone else north of you has mentioned any of this but it is getting quite frequent around here. Thank The Lord Jesus I’m washed in His blood!
God Bless!


Mr. Hodges,
I was traveling on Interstate 81 in Virginia this past weekend and spotted this military convoy at a rest stop right before exit 264 on 81.  After getting back on the highway, I also encountered another convoy on the road… Use these pictures as you see fit.

When the mind is at peace,
the world too is at peace.
Nothing real, nothing absent.
Not holding on to reality,
not getting stuck in the void,
you are neither holy or wise, just
an ordinary fellow who has completed his work.

Wasted time
Now she is watching Fox news again
The latest on the Hillary email scandal
She loves politics she says

What a joke
Our political system is a joke

A wasted life
Spent doing nothing
The wasted time she will never get back

An unexamined life is not worth living

I'd like to smash that television

Please do something productive
Your mind is rotting by the day!

******* America
With no money
You can't do anything

A few friends scattered
Far away

******* America
No chance of making
Any female friends

******* America

The radiation from
The Fukishima incident
Contaminates the planet

It won't be long
Before a major
Catastrophic event

America is not
Exceptional

It is a morally depraved
Bankrupt busybody

A failure in Iraq
And Afghanistan

May ******* America

There will be
Perhaps a third
World war

Human beings
Have proven
Time and time again

Their capacity
For destruction
For ruin

It's a shame

There are
Many good people
On the earth
Who just want
To live in peace

But its the bad apples
That will be
Humanity's downfall

It's A Miserable
Long drawn out
Painful story

My life

And I'm tired
Of being alone
Everyday

I can't seem to make the
Left side of my back
Totally even with my right

What if
I just don't like it

I think the whole
Idea of life
Is just stupid
And meaningless

What a sad person
I must be to write all this

I suppose one day
Some day soon
America will collapse

It's a world
That never cares
That never changes

You know I make about 125 dollars
A day to substitute teach

Katy Perry makes millions
To sing about *** and stuff

Do I even exist at all?

I am writing this
So I must

I got angry at God
But then I asked Jesus
For forgiveness
So everything is okay

Why do I have to have
This body

I emailed a family member
I shouldn't have done that
I'm bad at relationships

I want a woman to be mean
To get me in a scissor hold
To squeeze my head between
Her powerful legs
And make me cry

Life *****
I think I'm just a deist now
But I'm not really

Couldn't the creator have come up
WIth something better
That this place
Hahahah

The experience isn't changing

I want female friends
******!

I am Miss Kendra
The **** tease

And with my hands
I aim to please

I'll squeeze your ****
Just for fun

I'll even let you
Rub your *****
Against my ***

In the park
I blew
A studly guy
Just for fun

But never
Ever
Do I allow
Men to ***!

They groan and moan
Until their ***** ache

But letting them ******?
No, "For goodness sake!"
No spurting of cream
Will be allowed

I am a tease queen
And I humbly take a bow

Yes I am a ******
Almost 31 years old
And I hope to find a mistress

And learn to do
As I am told

I will polish her heels
And clean her kitchen floor

Bend over for a spanking

And even beg for more

Her way
Or the highway

Mistress rules the day

I need money again
I don't have the money again

What a ******* up system
I work my whole life
Go to college and do well there
Get a credential and get straight A's

And I get absolutely nothing
No job and no money!

"I'll have my money tommorrow"

She says----- As if I want to ask for money

You are old and haven't worked a day in your life


There are no jobs
But you don't get it

Just sit in front of the t.v.
Like you always do

Is Monogamy
All that it is
Cracked up to be?

When we only live so long

Some would say
Having more than
One partner is wrong

Love for your first partner
Still can remain strong

Discuss it
Or maybe not

This new person
Has got you hot

And though you have
Enjoyed hubby's tender kiss...

Why miss?
An opportunity to Make a connection
With a lovely human being

Isn't it awfully nice to have a *****?
Isn't it frightfully good to have a ****?
It's swell to have a ******.
It's divine to own a ****,
From the tiniest little tadger
To the world's biggest *****.
So, three cheers for your ***** or John Thomas.
Hooray for your one-eyed trouser snake,
Your piece of pork, your wife's best friend,
Your Percy, or your ****.
You can wrap it up in ribbons.
You can slip it in your sock,
But don't take it out in public,
Or they will stick you in the dock,
And you won't come back.

Sitting on my yoga mat

Bright full moon shines

Between my fingers

Peek-a-boo

I see you

Close and open fingers


That is the moon

Here I sit on planet Earth

If you buy this car
You can feel like royalty they say
Driving around in some Nissan

Buy this product
And you can feel a certain way

They say that in American advertising
Every single day

If a car makes you gives a feeling of importance
Or boosts your ego
I think there is a problem, lol

All a car ever did is take someone from one place to the next

Not that I don't love some cars

It's a troubled world

There is conflict
Between Palestinians and Jews

Between ISIS and the Kurds

There is conflict

I hope there is no big war
With global powers involved

Maybe I'll play
Golf today

Even though
I can't afford it

I like hitting *****

It's entertainment

And all I can really do
As poor as I am

I expect no changes

No job or no gf

Just hours
And days alone

Repeating the same
Activities

This is my life
And I'm happy today

America is no longer
A wealthy and happy place

A wicked land
That God will punish
With his strong hand

Your bank accounts
Are worthless too

An American nightmare
Soon coming for me and you

Blah Blah Blah

Everyone wants to be great
Great at this
And great at that

What a bunch of
Mind control garbage

I just want to be average
At everything

Lol
Some quote
"Greatness Comes At A Price"

Yes
The price
Is exhaustion
From forcing

Above his bed
He had finally made it
To the NBA

There's no more
levels after that he says

Wrong!
There's always
More levels

And levels upon
Levels

First make it
To the NBA

Then you have to be
The best player

Score the most points
Get the most rebounds

Who cares??

Athletes are athletes

They get paid a bunch
Of money
For playing a game

And at my gym
It says on the wall
"Conquer your goals"

Goals are attained
Not conquered

It's a natural process
Life
A cyclical cycle

I'm just content
To wander around
Reading

No goals or career
Eating Cheerios at 12 p.m.

Lol who cares

I'm learning
What a terrible thing
Life is

How lonely
And pointless
It all seems

Another day
Alone at the library

I read about the past
And about past lives
Of others

I guess
I'm not attractive
Or rich enough

To have female friends

I'm quite sure
Our economy
Will collapse In the next 5 years

The fitness club promises
To help you
On your journey

Toward
Your "best self"

I've learned
Not to be too trusting

I shouldn't love
People too much either
Because they all leave
And die eventually

And so I remind myself
That they could die any day

Just to remind myself
Not to invest emotionally in them

Starbucks insists
On playing their
Garbage pop music
In the morning

No hugs
From any loving
Female friend

I think I am
More of a deist now

Tired of unanswered prayers
Of lonely months
And years

God helps those
Who help themselves
Blah Blah Blah

I don't have any money
To go out
And meet women
Or however that works

My body imbalance came from
Pleasuring myself
With my left hand

So now I have been doing
the same motion
With my right
To restore the balance

But I have made an effort
To stop pleasuring myself

I was meant to be a ******
Haha I think for life

****** chats
******
Chaturbate cams
All fun I guess

Just wanted a female friend

Oh well
SHouldn't expect much

Everyone is out
For their own selves

Miserable ****** world
Beautiful terrible
Empty world
I love nature

I have to listen to people
Say, "How are you"
A million times a day

Can't people think
Of an original response
They just repeat the same answer

My therapist
Who I enjoyed talking to
Left

Oh well

These are the things
That make a "great guy"

According to the resident taxpayer
He is usually rich
Is a professional athlete
Has a hot wife

And does charity work

All these things make him "great"

I think that's kind of stupid

I think some guy in Malaysia
Who works the land for
His family
Is greater

What did a professional athlete
Ever do
Except get payed
A ton of money

For playing a game?

And so what
He gave to a charity

He should if he is a
Multi-millionaire

All this talk about greatness

He's no greater

Than the Muslim woman
Who faces discrimination
And raises her family

No greater

I am in the white room

Like Neo
Neo in the white room

I like that movie
The matrix

I always felt that this place
Was like a dream

Is it real
Or is my brain in a vat?

It's real
Strange though
A persistent dream
This life

You know when spend your days alone
Your years alone
You realize
The human need for companionship

I laughed at the movie Sideways
I saw a guy on the elliptical
Watching the second playing of it
On the same channel

He was laughing too

I would have liked to talk about the movie with him
But he was busy
Doing his own thing

Everyone is on their iPhone
Or doing their own thing
And that's fine

Can't go out
No money to meet people
That meetup site
Hmm maybe I'll try there

Went hiking with a neighbor recently

A least I have people here
Who enjoy my works
I'll just keep writing here

Dave,
My husband and I were traveling from Louisiana to Dallas, TX.  Saturday. on Interstate 20 westbound.  We passed a convoy of military vehicles on the Interstate headed towards Dallas.  Also,  in an area in which traffic had come to almost a complete stop because of road construction, over to the south of I-20, my husband and I spotted 3 white helicopters hovering in a triangular formation over an open field for over 10 minutes.  Traffic was barely moving for a long time and the helicopters never moved, just hovered.  Also,  someone on Facebook traveling on I-20 in Louisiana today posted a video of UN ambulances being transported in which the UN logo had been taped over on all the vehicles but, on one door the covering had blown loose and you could clearly see the UN logo.  I am praying for the people of Texas and Louisiana to wake up to what is going on especially with these false flag events like prisoner escapee and house to house searches in Texas to gather data about what is in the homes more than likely.  Texas is under attack and now, ironically, the tropical storm system in the Gulf which was originally predicted to head our way in Louisiana at the gulf, has turned and is now going straight through the heart of Texas where they have already had major flooding going on.  Please pray for our nation!!

Ronelle Ford
Shreveport/Bossier Louisiana

There they go again
With their coffees
Or whatever they are drinking

Off to the job site
I like to people watch
At Starbucks

Any hour of the day really

You know there is usually
Some spilled beans
And maybe some *****
That has been poured out
Of my *** bottle

In the parking space
Where my car was just parked

I'm not really going anywhere
I'm not goal oriented

I like to watch
The ***** of women
Jiggle as they walk

Sometimes if I am sneaky enough
I can get a ******* picture
With my IPad

The birds keep hopping around

I have known such crass materialists
And how they slaved their life away
Make more, spend more
Now earn more to spend more
Everything costs
What a waste and a chore

Could have retired many years ago
But always had to spend more you know

Goodbye to my parents
Goodbye to that ******* house

I live out of my car
And at the old family property

I'm still waiting
For the new house
With my own guest house

Away from the bodies
Who have bothered me

Nadal won the French Open
Do you care?

I am the body sitting over there
Nobody talks to me
And life's not fair

Off to the gardens
To read a book

It's a beautiful world
Don't forget to look

Listening to a podcast
On the four noble truths
And the eightfold path

My akward body
Is still the same

My akward body
It will not change

I read on the back of some protein bar
"This bar is for the doers"
"For the busy,"
What a bunch of nonsense

I live inside a computer simulation

Non-doing
Non action

You know one day I realized
That no therapist
No amount of praying
Would ever fix my shoulder

Why did this happen to me?
I just want a normal shoulder

Good people like me
Suffering with a disability

Oh well

Same dull face

Yesterday
I lay against the rock
On the public library lawn

I listen to podcasts

My car is being fixed
I will walk akwardly
To the post office
Then to the gym

Just going through motions
Again and again

It's all meaningless
Plain to see

An absurd planet
It seems to be

The urge to eat
The urge to have an ******

Repetitive urges

Chipping golf *****
Relaxing I suppose

Bleh, blah, bleh

Ignored by women
I don't care

Look at that beetle
Walking over there

Human life
Is awfully dumb

Miserable taoist
Says a kind hello

A conversation with
A caring person
Would be fun

But my prayers
Remain unanswered
Guess they are not
That important anyway

Listening to more podcasts
On this day

Some cereal, yogurt
And oranges
I did eat

They really were
A delicious treat

Walking in and out
Of forest trees
Extinguishes all desire
Is how it should be

Beautiful and vain people
Everywhere

My dull earth body
I walk akwardly
Who cares?

From dust I came
To dust I shall return

This is my poem
Now its your turn

Every day
Is a vacation

And no
I don't feel guilty

This is my life

I think about ***
All these beautiful women
I'll never know

I dream of them
Pleasuring themselves

I conjure up pornographic
Images is my mind
When I pleasure myself
And I feel just fine

I doubt I'll ever know a woman

I'm 32
I used to substitute teach
A 40 hour work week
Is what they preach

Hours spent online
Having ******
Conversations

People in chatrooms
And having cam to cam chats
Across the nation

It's a world of seeing
Of times and places
Various faces

All just passing through
Some go here
Others go there

It's all so bizarre
And not really fair

I have left the home
I have lived in since 1997

Slowly but surely
Climbing the stairway to heaven

Here comes that guy
The security guard
Walking Down the sidewalk
Next to the boulevard

I like documentaries
Podcasts too
I keep plastic bags in my car
In which to take a poo

Well this high fiber diet
Of mine keeps things moving
Right through

Twitch streams
What a dream

I really love
The internet it seems

At least I can make
A connection there

In a world
That is not fair

I do not have the land
Nor have I purchased
Enough seeds
To grow my own food

I am reliant
Upon the power grid

I have enough canned food
To survive a month or so

If I did have money
Maybe I would buy
A good amount of seeds

Buy years worth
Of food
That can be stored
For emergencies

I watch the videos
On YouTube
About what life
Is like

In Yemen
Saudi Arabia
Syria
And Iraq

Wow
What a mess
Sectarian violence

Houthis in Yemen
Opposing the government

FSA rebels in Syria
FIghting ISIS
And trying to overthrow Assad

The Iraqi government
Is having to rely upon
Shia military groups
To combat ISIS

These same Shia militant groups
Then engage in sectarian violence
Burning and attacking
Sunni villages

This may cause
Some Sunnis
To become sympathetic
Toward ISIS

This sectarian conflict
Has been around
Since the beginning
Of Islam

A Shiia protester
In Eastern Saudi Arabia
Protests against
The Sunni regime

Despite the wealth of the country
This Shiia minorities
Live in poverty

A few violent protesters
Spoiled their peaceful protests
Now the Sunni government
Considers them terrorists

"It is a war that never ends
Because it has no objectives
Israel's military occupation
Is not an obstruction of peace;
It is the replacement of peace
It is the institution of war
As a way of life"

This quote
Taken from an article
In Quartz magazine
Written by Oded Na'aman
On Sept. 21, 2015

And as I read
About the problems
In the Middle East

I can't help but think
That one day
Some day
In my life

Life will be closer to what
They experience
Then what we experience today

Class struggles
Armed migrants
Angry Jihadists

A Federal government
That uses the state highway system
For transport
Of military vehicles

The markets
Maybe they won't always get
The food shipments

Maybe there will just be rations
Terrorist attacks
Become more common place

U.N. Forces here to help
Maintain order

A strict curfew enforced
Drones flying over suburban neighborhoods

The dollar
Less and less relevant

As the SDR
Of the
International Monetary Fund
Becomes the reserve currency
Of the world

America's military forces
Involved in different
Conflicts throughout the world

In China, Afghanistan and Syria

North Korea brags and boasts
Of its capabilities
Firing a weapon
That takes down
Most of our power

It's okay
Really
We'll get it
Back up
At least some people
Will have partial power

Just keep your head down
And do
As the militant government says

Or you'll be hauled off to some camp

Yes, this is America

And this is the world

This primitive world

Humans have many problems
It's plain to see

Listening to
A Youtube series
On the history of China

Starts in Imperial China
During the days of the warlords

China looked to Russia
To help them drive out
The warlords

And in exchange
Chinese communists would
Be accepted

The nationalists
And Communists
Worked together
To overthrow the warlords

I had a bowl of oatmeal
Small oranges
And Trader Joes
Honey Nut O's

I don't work that much
I'm poor

And happy to be that way

No plans to
Move out
Or to pay rent

I'm going to do
Exactly as I please

If they try to kick me out
I will stay at the park

I have a house key
But they would never
Do that

Because I help out
Too much here

Besides these people
Will need my help
In their old age

I like to study China
And Russia

I figure one
Or both of these countries
Will attack America
One day

Fun to learn about them

I live near the mountains
I like the mountains

A day with my friends
I had recently

It reminded me how much
I miss them

And how much time
I spend alone

I enjoy podcasts
And documentaries

I've never had ***

I dream about
Beautiful caring women

Their hair adorned
With Lilacs
And daffodils

Their sweet scented
Honeysuckle

How should we measure
The value of someone's life?

What have you done for others
How have you tried to improve
The lives of others

In your work
Or in daily life

I create a vision
Of the person
I want to be

Kind and caring
It is what suits me

The tao is like water
It loves and nourishes all things

Remember the stoic calm
Tranquility and inner composure

The man of tao loves the whole world
As his own self

My body is somewhat akward
With my shoulder
It's okay
I accept that

In nature
There is peace
I remember the
Woodpeckers three
Perched in the sycamore tree

Tap tap tapping
As content as could be
I walk beneath the trees

A cool September evening it was
The monastery bells
Could be heard again

Live
Live with your loving art
Act
Act with your love in your heart

And I can
I will
I will live and love

Despite the endless hours
I spent alone

Be virtuous
Be good
Kind and caring
Simple and humble

Some say we could be nearing end of days

Holy, Holy, Holy
Is the Lord God Almighty
Which was, and is, to come

On and on I run
Every other day

The gym is almost like
A sacred place to me

There is no "pushing"
Just breathe deeply and relax

Believe, you must
Believe in your heart
With your whole heart
That you will be
You will act
As the person
You envision
Yourself to be

The tao of eternal vision

Human life
Quite a thing
The days
Coming and coming once again

A final judgement
Only fair I would say
Everything counts here
During our earth days

Kind and loving
Return bitterness with care

Jesus was like the tao
He loved and nourished all people
And it is His love
That is greatest of all

I am not going to any office
I won't be spending the day at any job site

The old family property
Will be rented out soon
Maybe in a few years

Maybe one day
The apartment
Will be built for me

I say goodbye
To family
They mostly annoyed me

Except for my sister

It's not good to love people
Too much

People get sick
Things happen
They pass on

Life does not make sense
At all
It is not reasonable
Or rational

A woman that I like
Will not go on a date
With me
I will never know her

Maybe in the past
That would have made me
Somewhat sad
Not really anymore

This is 9:35 at Starbucks
September 2017
It looks like 9:35 in 2013

Everything is repeating
In a big cycle

There go the UPS trucks again
What will the next war be about

I am not part of any programs

I have spent nights in my car

I know a guy who has spent
His life as a slave
In an office

In an effort to gain more
Material goods

Once they start
They don't stop
Work that is

Not that there is anything
Wrong with work

Doing things that contribute
To the well-being of others, etc.

I decided that my work
Was not worth it
Because I was paid so little

Well the professional athletes
Are paid millions
To dribble the ball around...

America America Americea
Isn't it a great place?

All these flags
All the time
On cars
On houses

America the beautiful
America that can do no wrong
America the powerful
America that will never fail

Large empires
In the past have decayed
So will America

I don't really think much
Of this country

UWould have preferred to have been born
In some European country

That way I could have traveled in Europe
The Middle East, and Asia

But I was born here
And you can't change where you were born

You can't change
Who your parents were
You can't change the past

I like to be alone
I enjoy nature
And being alone in nature

There is a white kitty
Across the street

Last night I gave
A homeless man
Some food to eat

I am thankful to have
Shoes on my feet

And I don't want to get married
Just like to eat frozen berries

And I am almost out
So put some more money
In my account

So I can just do what I do

Drank a chocolate milk
Almond breeze
Peace be with you

I like to watch the documentaries
The human stories I like those

The Syrian refugees
Stuck in Calais, France

A mother and her son
And the son's leg was injured

The reporter interviewed them
But he had to leave because
The rest of the group didn't
Want them getting attention

They didn't have a way
To make it to England
Some migrants managed to
Get into the back of trucks

The son made jokes
As he had difficulty walking
What a strong person

So I remind myself not to complain
As some people have much harder lives

Maybe I'll drive out to the mountain today
I like it up in the mountains
Just me and the mountain again

The air is cool and crisp
The water is refreshing

You never know who you will meet
On the mountain

Mmm I enjoy my dried apricots and raisins
On the mountain

I am a man in nature
Therapist left me
F!

That's alright
Still got the mountain
Can't take that away from me, hahaha

Still got nature
I may not have any money
But I have the mountain

Nobody is coming to give me a hug
Or to give a ****

And so I reach out my hand
As I climb the mountain
Touching the sky!!!

Alright!
Getting hugged by the creator
That's God's son, that's God's son!
Look at him go
I wish this life wouldn't hurt me so!

We are all children of the creator

An epic, a dream
I can't explain this life
Amazing that we are here isn't it

I can't help but smile and laugh
It's amazing to be alive
Man oh man!

More times and more times
Here they come again!

I am sick of these people
Tired of this home
And I just don't f* care anymore
So I'm going to the mountain

Get back to the fight soldier!
My ipad just told me that lol
I'm a soldier in WWII in this game

My grandfather he was in North Africa
My great uncle he was a paratrooper, 82 airborne
The blood that ran through them, runs through me!

I'm a soldier
We are all soldiers on battlefield earth
And we fight for what it is right
And we will not live with fear in our hearts!

I'll tell you a tale
Of a mountain man

Night time, just him and the mountain
Sitting and relaxing
Next to a tree

Few minutes later
He took a marvelous ***

So at peace
Everything is as it should be

Loving the mountains so much
He began to stroke his wee wee

That mountain man is me!

Hahaha

I hate this environment

And I don't give a s*

There are no jobs

I do not care

Flee Flee

Flee to the mountains

Away from these old Americans

And their pills

And their television

To the mountains




Like the Mujahideen

Hiding In the mountains and side valleys
An existence not too different from
A people used to living in hardship

Strange how I had driven
Up that street
So close to the mountains

But I had never really seen the mountains like this
It was like I was seeing them for the first time
Mountains!

I start at 6,000 feet
I'm glad I have gloves today
After three miles I stopped to eat
Orange, banana, and drink vitamin water

I move down a bit into the canyon
To wash my hands
The water is so clear and cold

As I got to the top of the ridge
A Korean couple makes their way down

He asks me what time?
I asked again what he said
He asked what time I started
I said about 1:15

He said with his accent, "You are very strong, very strong."
I said, "Oh no, you are very fit."

He asked how old he was
He and his wife were seventy-seven

I asked him if he had been to the summit many times
He said, "Yes, many times."

He was born in the year 1935
And still had the strength to reach 10,000 feet

I hiked for about another thirty minutes
And sat on a rock
I meditated on saw the mist come and leave

It floats through in front of the pine I am staring at

I kept the mind free of thoughts
Form is emptiness
Emptiness is form

Maybe I am strong like the Korean man said
After all
I feel like I live in the wrong body
I have an akward body
I am always alone and jobless

At least I have technology
I don't have many friends
And I'm losing at life

At least there is Mt. Baldy
I hope to spend more time there

Much Ado About Nothing

People are blabbing and blabbing
About life

And it's just much ado about nothing

This time
Then that time

Then the seasons change

It's a big computer
The earth

And there is no ego

And on this planet
There are people
Who have lived into
Their sixties

And they scream
At people
On the television
Lol
Really lame

The Tao Is Like Water
It nourishes all things and does not strive