Hi, it's been a while
I called to ask for I've been curious
All these days
Have you been fine?
I gotta be honest, I know it's late
Too late, yeah, I took a while
I hope you'd still hear me out
Just like old times
For years, by my side
Since the beginning of time
You were there and I'm thankful,
Thankful that you were mine
There were things I couldn't tell you
And feelings I failed to show
You'd probably hate how long this would be
But I thought that you should know
Ever since we parted
On our bed your empty space
Sunshine hasn't passed through the curtains
Light gone with the smile on your face
I still wait for your texts
Though I know you'd rather call
I'm not sure why I still hope for you
When I know I'm hoping for nothing at all
And the days that have passed
You never cross my mind
For you were there and never left
You haunt me all the time
I still see you in crowds
And places we used to be
In the form of silhouettes
And flashbacks of old memories
How I came to let you go
You gave up without a fight
The you whose words were beautiful
Became silence that was cold as ice
"Let's live our separate lives"
"I'm sorry, it's for the best"
I thought I didn't deserve as much
To be loved as much as love itself
No, I'm not here to apologize
To the damage already dealt
But I may be drunk to send you this
Too drunk on hurt and regret
Today you're supposed to be happy
For it's the day that you were born
And the day you walk down the aisle
With happiness that's yours to own
You were the eye and I, the storm
Like hurricanes we formed our home
You were the peace that's meant to stay
And in your life, I shall dissolve
It's not goodbye for eternity
Warmth of your peace I'd always seek
Right now we're just not meant to be
But the next lifetime, I hope it's you I still meet
for Shay, Tine, Stel, and every NielSung shipper out there!!