i may have never been good enough for you,
but i sure as hell will be good enough for myself.
never again will i let anyone eradicate my self confidence
right before my very eyes
and never again will i succumb to trying to living up to anyone's standards besides my own.
especially to that of a boy.
i can't make your body ache to intertwine with mine,
neither can i be your muse,
and neither can i make your heart go into cut time every time i'm near.
but the good thing is,
it doesn't matter.
you can't force pieces that don't fit
and you just can't force feelings that aren't there.

the wonder of the night is such a sight to see
stars up in the sky as clear as can be.

moonlight shining brightly all across the sand
like a great big lighthouse lighting up the land.

breeze is blowing gently all along the shore
such a lovely feeling something i adore.

a perfect little  picture so peaceful and so calm
the wonder of the night filled with so much charm

Four years I waited

You never returned

If this how we break
Is this how we fall?

What happened to those days,
When laughs came naturally,
Smiles where plenty,
When we were each others eternity?

Have you forgotten,
Those endless days
Laying in the grass
Wishing time would stop?

It was those moments
That i looked forward too

Those too short hours
That we would spend
Talking nothing but nonsense
Basked in our own innocence

We were bout kids
Too young
Too naive

I still remember those words
You once said
And the places
You once graced

I know I should leave
And let go these things
But it was you
Who made me believe

Let it be four
Or five
Perhaps even an eternity
I'll make you remember
And feel what we once did

in that bed
where not once you slept
laying at your side
reading me tales of wonder
making my mind wonder

drifting me to the sea
on a fine evening

i saw the salty drop
of a twilight dew
falling away

windy evenings were the best
with our house eyes wide awake

the gentle wind who would
whispered sweet dreams
whisking me to a world of sleep

ca-coned with your love
and those honey rays of sun

folding me
packing me
like a love letter for your darling

ever so slowly
closing the lid
falling off to sleep