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Olivia May 2019
I asked myself to love myself,
But the closest I got was far from that
I only learned to hate myself
The fear ate my insides,
The waves crashed against my brain
Washing away any good thoughts.
That seemed to flow in and out,
Like the tide pulling in, just to wash out.

You asked me to love myself,
I got closer than before,
I learned to love myself.
I learned my value and worth
I learned I can be lovely

You too, can be lovely
Olivia May 2019
Blue eyes, they could drown you.

Dare look into them, you might see

What’s beneath the surface, too.

They look empty, and seem hard to be

Filled without the key

To unlock the dam that’s holding back the world’s ocean.

Time to set the tears of water free,

Set the waves into motion.
  May 2019 Olivia
Lost in my Head
I sit and wonder
Why you acted like you cared at all
I guess i discovered
You can't accept it when I fall

I don't know what I did to you

But it's done
And we're done

I imagine you thinking of me
but then it just corrupts
I was hoping that you'd rid my misery
and your pain just interrupts
Olivia May 2019
Santiago! Sarai shouts sharply
I barely hear her
The sound of the roaring waters of Niagara Falls
Muffles the sound of Sarai’s voice
I look up, trying to find the silhouette of her
But it’s too dark, the moon doesn’t shine bright enough
I slowly get up, pain shooting straight up my left leg
Ouch! I screech in agony, and immediately fall back down
Crash! My body collapses onto the ground
A sharp pain begins in my head,
My head starts to throb, I reach behind my head,
And feel a warm, thick substance ooze down my neck
Next thing I know, the lights go completely out

I wake up, shivering, my head still in great pain
I think hard as to how I got here on the rocks,
Next to a waterfall
It all comes back to me, the trip Sarai and I were enjoying,
Until we got lost, my foot slipped down the rocks
I flew off the rocks, hitting the ground, legs first
I try to view my surroundings, desperately looking for Sarai
It’s still so dark, I can barely see the trees as I walk
Sarai?! I shout, no words come back
My stomach begins to growl, my stomach gnawing at my own insides
I’m hungry, Sarai’s gone, I’m lost, it’s so cold and dark
I don’t know what to do, I feel hopeless
I stare through the canopies of the trees, straight at the stars
I close my eyes, imagine I’m with my Sarai and all is well
And come to the conclusion of,
I’m going to die
I’m going to die
I wrote this poem in my English class last week, we had to include something related to Niagra Falls, getting lost, and a charcter with the name of either Santiago or Ronald, I decided to change the second name, and stick with Santiago. This was a narrative poem, and I chose to make it about a man who gets lost after falling, and his wife goes missing.

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