I met you when i was a nobody
And for the first time felt like a somebody
'Coz you always made me feel special
You made me feel that i mattered
And now when i have become in life a somebody
You treat me as a nobody
You just distanced yourself from me
Why???
You say it's over between us
You say i have changed
You say things are different
How???
You are the only one i have ever felt strongly for
I was and  still am the same
....someone madly in love with you
.....someone who cares about you
......someone who only thinks about you
I can't quite fathom this harsh reality
I'd rather go back to the time....
....when i was a nobody
....when you and i were all
.....and nothing else mattered
....everything else was just an illusion
You gave me happiness
You helped me resurrect my life
You helped me become strong
You inspired me to aim for greatness
I can't live without you
....not even for a moment
Please come back to me,baby
My heart is getting cold without you
My soul just feels so empty without you
I need you back in my life
I just can't bear this six degrees of separation from you
....Just can't

Teri rooh ki saadhgi
Teray chehray ki raunak
Teray ishq ki ahaat
Teray hotho ki muskurahat
Teray zulfoon ka jadoo
Dil may ek ajeeb si shararat paida karti hai
Zehan ka darwaaza mano bandh sa ** jata hai
Aur sirf dil ki sunnay ko mann karta hai
(Urdu and Hindi)

English translation

The simplicity of your soul
The glow of your face
The sound of your love
The smile of your lips
The magic of your hair
Creates a strange sense of mischief in my heart
It's as if the doors of my mind get closed
And i only feel like listening to my heart

My sweetheart you say that you are under my spell
Love has its own style to recognize and influence beauty
When burnt by fire of love, one forgets heaven and hell
Love is that supreme power which makes one totally free

I do not know about the effects of beauty but it is eternity
Which with its blunt edges sharpens a glass to a diamond
Love is a streak of light which knows no bounds and plea
With lot many fragrant roses it is interwoven to be garland

My love do not play with my emotions just be in my arms
I want to embrace you with with a force to be just my heart
In this blooming spring with sprouting flowers and charms
I can not even think to leave you and even imagine to depart

Col Muhammad Khalid Khan
Copyright 2016 Golden Glow

i dream of you most perfect girl
intelligent and patient eyes
with legs caressable as clay
world-weary and naive in turns
sharp of tongue yet never lies
nor turns a starving heart away

most perfect girl in dreams you'd be
so strong and joyful to submit
your nature suits duality
enjoys your wicked, smiles your wit

one whose soul outshines the sun
and darker than obsidian
i pray to be when i am done
one most unworthy perfect man

Step by step
I erase the past.
Footprints
fizzle out
of existence.
My history
becomes a fog
of forgotten impressions,
till future foot falls
sound no more.

Life is chaotic
Uncomfortable
Incompatible
With stagnation
Constantly changing
Direction
Changing truths
Impossible becomes
Fact
Star trek fiction
Becomes reality

Reality splinters
into fractured avenues
of lightening
of unknown variables.
The future fills with flowers
and burns with the fear
spawned from the dawn of
uncertainty and endless possibilities.

One slip, one little trip, barely a blip
one second
to hit
one ledge or hardwood floor.
Ribs crack.
Breath runs away.
There he lays
on the verge
of leaving pain,

Blood inside
Blood outside

It hurts.
He is scared.

Alone in there
cannot catch
any breath
cannot call out.

Tears grease
his worn face.
Years do not race
across the space
of his anxious mind.
Only one thought
can be found
like a skipping record
or a scratched cd.

“Please
I do not want
to die alone.”