I am called
Hurt loneliness hate
Harm I live
Within you you
Can not see
Me but you
Can feel me
I am calling
To you to
Do harm to
Commit suicide I'm
Always with you
Even if you
You think I'm
"Gone" I am
Not I am
Going to taunt
You and haunt
You I can
And I will
I am also
Called your worse
Nightmare every single
Day you can't
Defeat me cause
I live within
You I AM
CALLED YOUR DEPRESSION

A lot of
Pain taunts me
To do suicide
But do I
Try it the
Pain taunts me
It brings back
Bad memories but
Do I listen to
It no I
Am alive but
Also dying inside
Depression can make
You feel like
You don't matter
But to those
Who are about
To do suicide
Your life matters
You can get
Help the pain
Will taunt me
But I will
Persevere it I
Will be the one
Who is strong
So will you

I don't mind
If you have
Scars of your
Past I do
Mind in you
Try to manipulate
Me I don't mind
If you have
PTSD but I
Do mind if you
Think of me
As your therapist
I am a teen
Just like thy self
But why don't
You see it
You use me
Hurt me for what
I am worth
I am nothing
But your outlet
Why don't you
See me as me
Not as a therapist

I felt like
Death is stealing
My soul my
Life with gratitude
Leaving me with
Depression the darkness
Consumes me the rose
Is starting to
Wilt away from
The life that once
Was a happy one
The petals wilting
Into nothing but
Dust in the
Soul of the
Old former me

You can't use her
You shouldn't make
Her into your
Toy she isn't your
Ploy your slave
You can't control
Her doings her life
You can't be the
King of her
She isn't your
Toy she is
A human being
Don't use her
Love her treat
Her well don't
Hurt her force
Her into being
Yours and yours only
She has the
Right to say
No to you
Don't control her
Don't use her
She isn't your ploy
She's a person
With emotions with
A beating heart

Fear comes and goes but
What does fear get?
Fear gets your memories
Of your traumas fear won't
Shut off if you ask it
To but what will you
Do if you want to
Beat it do you just
Put a fake smile to
Get through the days?
What do you do to
Be at peace with it?
You think that it isn't
Possible to defeat it,
Do you know why it's
Hard to defeat it?
You let it consume you
You're vulnerable to your
Own fears that eat you up

I am a shadow
A shadow of curses
A dark misty figure
That will follow you
I will take your
Life your soul
When you're asleep
I am the shadow
With red eyes
I will come to
Get you when
You're not watching
I am the spirit of
The Ouija board
I will come and
Get you I will
Not stop I will
Keep on haunting
You I will get you
I will be in the
Dark I will follow
You until you
Fall into my trap