I'm here,
so please let me stay.
I don't want to go,
so don't make me fly away.

I wish you would see,
what we could possibly be.
But, you are blind,
from the thoughts in you mind,
as they all fall behind,
and i'm walking away.

You told me your here,
to be the hero in my life,
the knight in shining armor,
that I never needed.

You smile at me,
not knowing the fate,
of this twisted game,
of love.

You think it'll all work out,
until the fights happen,
and the light in our eyes,
flash away.

You assume I'll stay,
even after all that's happened,
even though we both know,
it was never meant to be.

But,
in those final moments,
I say,
                                              "I don't need a hero,
                                     when our love cannot be saved."

I don't need a hero,
I don't wanna be saved.
But, you wait for me,
in silence,
everyday,
knowing that one day,
I'll finally ask.

I know who you really are,
but I don't want you,
I need you.

Loving you isn't easy,
but I'm glad you're in my life.
I love that your here for me,
in every little way.
Showing me,
that you can save the day,
every night,
and every day.

But,
I don't need a hero,
I don't wanna be saved,
because you already saved me,
from this freakish place.

I long the happy silence,
of satisfaction.
The silence you get,
when everything is right.

But, I won't get it,
as long as I refuse,
to ever change,
from this monster,
to something salvageable.

I refuse,
to become one of you,
not because of the results,
but, for it meaning,
that you finally "fixed me"
Just like you wanted.

So for you,
I'll never change.

I watch the world burn,
from the comfort of my home.
Watching people scream,
and slowly die off.
But,
little do you know,
that the house i'm sitting in,
is burning too,
along with the rest of the world.

Sometimes the best moments,
end up being the ones that destroy you.
In the end,
there's nothing we can do about it,
except think about it,
and wish it never happened,
even if while thinking about it,
there's a smile on your face.

You really wanna be me?
That's the first mistake you'll ever make,
on this long horrid road.
But, don't let me scare you,
at least not yet,
fore this path has only just begun.

Step 1:
You've gotta learn that you hate yourself,
you might seem beautiful to others,
but, your not.
If you wanna be me,
you need to open your inner negativity,
and see the disgust,
within what you once found pure.

Step 2:
Disappoint your family.
Yes,
truly shocking isn't it?
Breaking the hearts,
of the same very people,
who will be the only ones,
standing at your grave.
But, you started this path,
knowing it wasn't going to end well.

Step 3:
Ruin everything that's going well for you.
You have friends?
Well not anymore.
You are happy?
Here's some depression,
and let me add some social anxiety in the mix,
let see if you can get there,
to the end of this step.

Almost there,
Step 4:
Constantly lie to everyone,
tell them your fine,
even though looking at this,
you can't be.
Even i'm not,
so how could you be?
Show them a smile,
when you have tears in your eyes.

If you have made it to this final step,
I am proud,
yet worried for you,
and your mental trauma your going through.

Step 5: The Final Step
Now,
you need to survive this,
for the rest of your life.
You might think this is the easiest step.
Trust me it's not.
And if you do,
I am not just proud of you,
I am applauding you,
for doing something i'm barely able to do.

If you have made it here,
to the very end,
I say good luck,
giving you all my wishing,
that at least one of us,
will last forever.