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Shae Jean Oct 2014
More doctors, more tests.
More pain, less rest.
False hopes, crushed dreams.
More tears, torn at the seams.
I knew a man once.
Tall, dark and joyful, he always knew how to make me smile.
I broke his heart and realized I'd broken mine as well
But it was way to late,
Way to late.

I knew a man once.
He wasn't anything I was looking for.
He was nothing I knew, nothing I thought I'd like,
And yet here I am, writing a poem about him because my heart hurts alone.
I could spend hours alone with him, just the sound of our voices in the air,
Just the sweet sound of our heartbeats beating together in harmony.
We were oh so different, yet we got one another,
And I let him get away.
I was afraid of finding the One after eighteen years on this planet, so I pushed him away.
He kept coming back because he knew what was best for us, and I pushed him away.
One day he decided he'd had enough, of me, my attitude, my rejection.
He cut it all out. He deleted me out of his phone and out of his life,
And I got to watch each day as life passed by without the voice I craved to hear.
I missed everything about him.
I missed his voice, his warmth, the way he held me close, the way he made me laugh, the way everything about us felt right.
He made me a better person, a real one.
I got to discover who I really was thanks to him. I liked who I was with him, and yet I pushed him away, and now he's far to gone, and it's far too late,
Far too late.

I knew a man once.
He poured his heart out to me,
He told me how he felt about me,
And I couldn't get my head right,
So I pushed him away, and now it's way too late,
Way too late.

I know a man now.
He told me I taught him a lesson,
And I wish I could prove him wrong.
Not every girl runs away from happiness, not every girl will make the same mistake I did.
He won't talk to me, won't acknowledge my existence, because I let him out of my life, and no it's too late,
It's still way too late.
Shae Jean Oct 2014
Είναι δύσκολο να πιστέψει κανείς, όταν μου λέτε ότι είμαι όμορφη,
Μετά από χρόνια που είναι γνωστή ως ένα άσχημο παπάκι,
Πάω να πρέπει να μάθουν πώς να είναι ένας κύκνος για εσάς.
Μετά από χρόνια hurtful λόγια μαθαίνω να δούμε πέρα ​​από τις πληγές μάχης,
Μαθαίνω να βλέπω τον εαυτό μου μέσα από τα μάτια σας.
Ελληνικά μου δεν είναι τέλεια. Θα προσπαθήσω, αλλά θα μπορούσε να γράψει λάθος. Έχω πολύ λίγη πρακτική.
Shae Jean Oct 2014
It's hard to understand,
When you tell me I'm beautiful.
After years of being known,
As an ugly duckling,
I'm going to have to learn,
How to be your swan.
After years of hurtful words,
I'm learning to see past
The battle wounds
Time has barely scabbed.
I'm learning to see myself,
Through your eyes,
As beautiful.
  Oct 2014 Shae Jean
euphoria
in pieces
my heart lay scattered
across the floor in pieces
we became friends
from pieces
we evolved into something more

from pieces
she picked up my heart
in pieces
one by one

with glue she gave me
a fresh start in pieces
she put back my heart
she put back my reason

to live
to love
to feel

in pieces i stay until
i learn how to put my heart
back together

to find hope from above
from pieces
she put back my heart
from pieces
she gave me a fresh start

but just like kale goes stale
when ***** hands grip and pull
my heart stays fresh for only so long

it was only a matter of time before
the glue gave way and the pieces broke once more
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