I am going through more than you know
And when you call me a ***
it hurts me
more then you think
It makes me want to give up
to give in
makes me want to let death win
maybe he should
just swallow me whole
because this life im living
Is just creating a whole
deep inside of me
I just want to be free
Your words are like a sword
cutting deep inside of me
ripping through my flesh
like a disease
what am I supposed to do
when you say these words to me?
I just want to be free
free from you
free from this world
and free from me.
I'm so close to giving up it's not even funny. It never was funny. I'm so close to carving this blade into my wrist and saying goodbye.