Love is like a poison, it's in your blood,
it slowly kills you and then you die,
I met a girl and fell in love,
but I'm no match for her,
that's the reason why I'm sad,
she's like a devil and I want her so much,
but she goes out with another guy,
guess I'm lost,
I wonder what she would do if I died, would she come to my funeral and whispered that she loved me all the time?
Would she forget about the man who showed her what's love or would she cry for him, regretting what she lost?
Am I being selfish or going mad?
Why does she hate me so much?
All these questions and yet she asks,
Will you love me even when I tear you apart?

I love the quiet moments with you,
we don't even have to talk to know what's true,
I love your eyes when they are so dark,
I know you love me with all your heart,
you make me feel needed,
you make me feel high,
god and look at that smile,
I know you had a broken heart,
now let me fix it, it won't take much time,
you're the prettiest girl I could've ever found,
you're my angel and I won't let you down,
because I love you too darling,
I'm going to give you a hug,
after you're done reading this,
I would love you to smile.

It's always the same thing,
over and over again,
I could use some pills,
then fade away,
feelin' a bit empty,
when you're not the same,
there's just nothing left to say,
so I keep screaming,
looking in the dark,
hallucinating… dreaming…
with no place to hide,
only the strongest will survive,
others will give up on life,
because of this insane society,
then we end up feelin' we're not the ones that we used to be,
or even wanted to be,
now regretting every piece of it,
livin' life we were dictated,
not the one we wanted to live,
so in the end,
everything is lost,
you & me,
it all comes across,
I watch you as I'm slowly getting more and more lost...

I wrote a poem,
and she smiled,
I went away,
then she cryied,
wishing I was just a bit stronger,
I can't feel you next to me any longer,
what happened,
was it my fault,
that you broke my heart,
or did you know,
that it would stop,
you were my bottle & pills,
now I need to get my mind clear,
whishing I could just go back,
never created a place for you in my heart,
the way you're looking at me is not the same,
what happend,
this was supposed to have a happy end,
but it all ends up the same,
sure you're not the one to blame,
now holding the bottle & pills again,
look I think that's my grave,
would you throw some roses at me when I'm there,
so I could rest there with no shame?
guees not,
you never liked me anyway.

It's funny that we know each other so well,
Yet we still have something new to share,
Never though I would end up this way,
You were always there for me,
The one that would always answer me,
Now I think I found the true meaning,
You look so cute when you're sleeping,
That smile you give me when I kiss you on the cheek,
Lay next to you and go back to sleep,
That's something I would never leave,
If I could I would keep you forever,
Your smile, your lips,
it all comes together,
It's just you my princess,
Nothing is more priceless,
Than the feeling I get when you make me forget,
The world we live in,
together we are singing,
Walking trough heaven and hell,
Holding hands,
what a beautiful day.

I'm just too sensitive for this world
My skin and bones are fragile
To the touch
My heart isn't even made out of paper
Its made out of dust
That I've painstakingly collected over
All these years
From broken promises and
Shattered dreams and
Old distorted memories

Without sleep life is blank,
You see all the people chasing noone,
They rush so they can wait and they wait so they can rush,
It's just a neverending circle of crap,
Who did create this society,
Was it a god?
Was it a human?
How can you throw me in there and expect me to obey,
How can you expect me to not say **** the system,
When I didn't even get a chance to escape from this hell.

There are thousands of pieces and memories lost,
From every dead body under it's cross,
For every little tear that did your daughter lost,
You should give her a necklase,
To remind her she's so close,
For every scream we had to hear,
For every night we wanted to dissapear,
If we would get a coin for each,
We would be rich,
And we could save ourselfs from that precious drinking *****.

Let me be back on the track to show my power
I will make you understand my foe what is right
I remember and take revenge to assault and hover
Then you will just see your deplorable real plight

Life is not a bed of roses we have to travel on thorns
With bare feet to have the taste of pleasure and pain
I will drag you thru all the way to hell with mourns
Then you will face bit by bit death down the drain

Being a soldier I will attack from the front to explain
I am a staunch patriot and believer of human values
Me and my men serve the nation like real love chain
We are ever ready against enemies of God with sinews

Col Muhammad Khalid Khan
Copyright 2017 Golden Glow