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 Aug 2013 LJ Chaplin
mia
Marijuana
 Aug 2013 LJ Chaplin
mia
Grind it
Pour it
Twist it
Lick it
Light it
Inhale it
Swallow it
Exhale it
Share it
Feel it
Finish it
Adore it
 Aug 2013 LJ Chaplin
mia
It's not just a burning self hatred
It's a lot more than that
A lot deeper than just that
It stretches to wishing your parents never met
It stretches to almost despising your grandparents
Although they're in heaven
You have a guilty hate
That they were once in love
They were so in love they made children
Who made you
Made you
You
And you were born
And YOU have to live with that until the day
The day you pluck up any sort of courage
Courage to stop being a coward
To do it
Finally
Everybody would be better of
You belong in hell
You're worthless
You shouldn't be here
 Jul 2013 LJ Chaplin
Lucy Pullen
Destruction is as quiet as the drop of an autumn leaf
the quiet crumbling of memories turning to ash
the perpetrator of love, the thief
a quick, a silent crash.

the pictures fading from the wall
crumbling, curling, fading to white
the black and white memories now mean nothing at all
the stars that never existed in this never ending night

The final question of all humanity is answered
love is never enough
it is the hazard, the thief, the moonlighter
the true poison viper
 Jul 2013 LJ Chaplin
Elise
Reality.
 Jul 2013 LJ Chaplin
Elise
Sometimes I catch myself
sighing your name to the
nothing that surrounds me.

It lingers in the air,
as I wait for a soft response,
but all I receive is the harsh
silence and a reminder
of your absence.
 Jul 2013 LJ Chaplin
Anna
You don't have to worry,
I can live without your sympathy
Disorder is my norm, really.
*Just stop telling me to put on pants.
 Jul 2013 LJ Chaplin
Nat Lipstadt
My mother is dying.
It is a process. Days pass,
She neither eats or drinks,
Yet she lives on.

I watch each labored exhalation,
A subtraction, a countdown.
It is as if she was returning each singular day,
Every prayer uttered, answered and unanswered,
Every word e're spoke, every dream dreamt,
She ever possessed to the atmosphere,
For sharing, for recalling, for retelling,
One breath at a time.
~~~~~~~~~
Lipstadt-Roth, Miriam née Peiman, 1915~2013,
passed peacefully Sat. July 20th.  

Critic, speaker, writer,  
her fiercest feat,                    
her leading role, creator.      
A near century of memories  
her legacy, memories that  
linger not, for incised,        
chiseled in the granite of the
books, papers, and poetry
and the very being              
of her descendants.            

Her faith in Almighty,            
unflagging, for he did not    
forsake her in the time of      
her old age, when                  
her strength failed.
 Jul 2013 LJ Chaplin
sweetcidal
i noticed every piece of your
every artwork detail
like the outlines of the moon
that can be barely seen
like the wilting flower
needing a drop of love
like my rough fingers
never had yours
to entangle with
 Jul 2013 LJ Chaplin
Elise
There is a deep sadness building
up inside this chest.

The cavity protecting this weak
heart is caving in.

This skull is cracking from the
bitter thoughts that run endlessly
through this brain.

These fingers are growing cold
from the lack of warmth they
find when they reach out to
find nothing waiting.

This stomach churns at the
thought of you never being
here.

These legs grow restless when
they only long to run to you.

These lips quiver when they
have no chance of speaking
with you.

These lungs can't breathe
without your breath
entering my mouth.

How will this body survive,
if it does not have you near?
 Jul 2013 LJ Chaplin
Jay
Alone
 Jul 2013 LJ Chaplin
Jay
Being lonely doesn't always mean you're alone
Surrounded by crowds but you might as well be at home
Sitting on your bed and thinking about all the things you've done wrong
The people who "care" are begging you to stay strong and stay calm
But you're the only one who knows that that calm comes before the storm
Just before you realize these suicidal thoughts are out of the norm
And you start to discuss in your head
All the things you could've said
But they all lead to the same outcome
As you stare down the barrel of the gun
And you're sick, physically, mentally and emotionally
Life's roller coaster is done quietly coasting
It's climbing up the ladder as you anticipate the downward fall
Wondering if you can stomach it at all
Or if you'll up chuck all the **** ups and spill them onto the person in front
Wondering if they'll enjoy what you've had for lunch.
I was helped in writing this by a friend whose name is Charlene(:
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