one day
I dream that I will have the eyes to
see the love that is right in front of me,
the spine to go and grab it,
and the heart to appreciate it for what it is

one day
I dream that I will have the courage to use my fear
instead of the other way around,
the intelligence to make my future bright,
and the imagination to not stop dreaming big

I was falling hard for your fervent fiery masculinity,
for the candlelit magic in your priceless and angelic abs,
the bright, evanescent moon in your chiseled and toned
chest, your spotlessly sculpted arms, thighs, and legs,
so healthy and ****, wonderstruck by your amazing touch,
by your scintillating canopy of overflowing compassion,
how I escaped inside your slow and smooth kisses,
a growing melody deepening, strengthening my love
for you as you wrapped your exquisitely heartfelt hands
around my waist, my eyes caught up in the horizon
of sunlight surfacing in your magnificent masculine vessel.

I couldn’t be without you, all your memories brightening,
inviting me inside your many mysteries, longing to experience
everything about life by your side, to feel the steep and broad
hills of your shoulders, your fascinating curves, such courage
bursting from every part of your caramel flesh, how you tempt
me with your thrilling energy, how I was emblazoned with vivid
colors by your artistic creativeness, how I could taste you
in my dreams, my mind merging with yours, our love lasting
forever, the times with you so true, making my soul soar
into higher galaxies, obsessed with your flexing grandeur.

You were all around me, everywhere I turned, I could see
your scrumptiously firm body so alive on this earthly plain,
a mountain of eternal seas, gorgeous green trees, and poetic
blue skies, falling into your inspiring power, your humanly
diction and nonfiction giving me unforgettable happiness,
so many reasons to love you, to believe in all that you do,
the best kind of destiny that made my heart want to fly
into your arms, to show you how much I adore you,
to feel the tears forming in my eyes as I gazed at your
immaculate creation, all the man that I ever cared for.

To give you all of me, everything that I know, to make
you glow and shoulder all the struggles that you went
through, to be your hedonistic beauty and rainbow flame
in the sprinkling rain, your romance today, tomorrow,
and for all time, the crystal-clear voice of tranquility
speaking so pleasantly to you, to make you smile
with joy, to pour oceans of affection, seashells,
and treasure in your vessel, everywhere that you go,
to leave my imprint on your interesting melanin skin
and never turn away from your wondrous escape.

I wanted to disappear inside your heart,
to listen to all your thoughts, your dreams
and fears, to be the best supporter and protector
in your world, your armored galaxy of light shining
a brighter way for you to escape, to love you
so wholeheartedly, to give you everything that you
need and not complain, to your comfort zone
in the long and cold blue night, softening your concerns,
assuring you that I was here to alleviate the tension
in your dimension, a sacred star in your universe,
taking care of you through whatever and never
let you down because I believed in everything
that you desired to be in life.

You made me smile every time I saw you in my presence,
every time I thought about you in the morning, noon,
evening, and night, every time I felt so happy inside,
to know that I was loved and appreciated, to be called
someone’s divine dream, a gleaming planet of a thousand
truths radiating heavenly messages, a paradise of sunshine
in your light bright swagger, every minute that you held me,
every hour that I was overflowing with power, so far away
in your land, everything feeling so good to me.

You were my chamber of music existing forever in time,
a heart so true that it glowed in the night, surrounded
by the intense light of the moon and stars, to wander
so vulnerably in your territory, coming to you unarmed,
releasing myself to you, knowing that you would never
let me fall, that I could always call on you and you would
come running to me, all man and muscle, saving me from
drunken loneliness, so immensely strong, changing my life,
stirring a passion so deep in my cells as I carried your magic
in me, how it filled me with so many incandescent feelings.

The times that we share makes me seep into the moments
of your tender kisses and touches, the sweet summer breeze
bringing you and me closer into the warm flow of love,
observing celestial doves hovering above us, their sounds
a joyful, harmonizing choir of the most peaceful and heavenly
songs strumming in a cozy home where the fireplace shimmers
all night long, a great place to stay, inhale your soft breaths,
caress and cherish your symmetrical masterpiece, sharing
your rareness and essence with mine, to have a man so stunning
that it electrifies all my thoughts and consumes my consonants.

Your eyes are so powerful like a towering mountain, to stare
into your spellbinding sight, into the dazzling kingdom of your
sheer wholeness, your gentleness, your frequency spinning
around me, feening for your wildest dreams, the deepest pages
of your autographed book, to lean down inside your stream
and drift off to sleep thinking of how you soothe and renew me,
make my body full off your mouthwatering masculinity.