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Kelly N Jun 2015
I'll tell to my younger self that there is no such thing as “ the one”,
Only feelings that come and go,
I'll tell to my younger self that friendship is not meant to last forever, friends come and go as well,
I'll tell her that it is okay to make mistakes because we always learn from them,
If I could turn back time, I'll tell to my younger self to embrace herself instead of being friend with loneliness and low-self esteem,
I'll tell her that people are not always with good intentions and that she will have to be careful, but to always have a big heart and bring solace to others.
If I could turn back time, I'll tell to my younger self that time is precious.
Kelly N Jun 2015
At the crack of dawn the city is slowly waking up,
walking through these big streets, the cold breeze has become my friend
A beautiful scenery is in front of me, like a living painting, I’m amazed by this city
I have to stop in order to capture those precious moments
My heart is filled with joy, and in my ear a cheerful song is playing

I don’t want it to stop, I want to live here forever!
Following the same path every morning,
This precious path where I’m surrounded by all kind of people
I can hear this beautiful language spoken through the streets
The liffey river is waving at me, I’m almost there,
Finally, I have reached it, Trinity College
Towards the front gate, I have to press pause
Students are rushing  around me, but I stand still
Time stops for a brief moment
Taking a deep breath, it is now my turn to run through the buildings

At last, I belong somewhere…
I hope to see you again, beautiful Dublin, you gave me so much
It is a goodbye for now
Kelly N Jun 2015
Meet me under the willow weeping tree, where the lonely souls parade,

Would you help one of them before they all drown into oblivion?

In this world everything is seen through a dark lens, the sun is no longer present,

Ease the pain by whispering sweet words,

Let the light come back..

Can you picture this colorful world  that I have envisioned for them?
Kelly N Jun 2015
Look me in the eyes,
Tell me that you still feel it, that you have been trying to move on, but in vain,
That like me your heart beats fast just at the mention of my name
Whisper to me these three precious words,
hold me tight, protect me from this heartless world
Sing me a lullaby to help me fall asleep, and in the morning wake me up with tender kisses,
Take me back to that place where we felt that we were the only lovers of this world,
Where there was nothing but passion:

Would you help me revive those precious moments?
Staring at the moon, I wonder, does your mind often wanders back to me as mine does?
Like a sleepwalker I walk through our love,
Yet our love is just like a movie now, it ended
The reality is urging me to let you go, to forget that once upon a time there was an “us”
What are you supposed to do when you’ve found the perfect match?
A million thoughts are rushing through my head,
They overwhelmed me, and as my last thought goes to you,
Happy tears drop on our photos, and while I try to close this chapter,
your voice echoes in my head and gently says to me “ Farewell my love”
Kelly N Jun 2015
I have spent my day watching series,
Trying to put my thoughts on mute
Focusing on anything but the reality,
What else can I do?

Dreaming the pain away,
Hoping that it will be a distant nightmare,
Staring at the screen, my thoughts are slowly drifting away,
Don’t press stop yet…
Kelly N Jun 2015
As I walk through the park, my mind keeps going back to you
Was it real? Or was it all in my head?
A charismatic look, an angelic voice I was doomed from the start,
I remember this cold evening, you were waiting for me,
I observed you from a distance everyone around you was blurred
Sometimes I wished that our paths never crossed
Will I see you again? Or was it all?

It is now summer time, this cold evening is now seasons away from me,
But I still remember every detail of it,
I can feel the sun on my skin, I can see happy couples holding hands,
I want to let you go, but my heart is stubborn
Will you tell him the truth?, Tell him that he has been a fool  that feelings can’t disappear in the blink of an eye
I dare you to look me in the eyes one last time,
But everything is so far away now,
I see you holding hands with a much prettier girl than me,
You do not glance at me, not once
As I walk away from you, the sound of my heartbeat fades away
Kelly N Jun 2015
It does not take your pain away,
It ***** the humanity out of you
Innocent, vulnerable as a baby
I have been looking for your soul for years,
Your eyes are filled with loneliness,
Nobody is there anymore

How can you save someone that is long gone?
Living in the past is the entrance to darkness
If you cease to be would you care?
Would you cry? Or would you finally find peace?
Close your eyes now, imagine the heavenly shelter that I have built for you,
and hear me whispering “ It is just a matter of time” .

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