i showed kindness to others yet they reject me
i open my heart yet they rob my joy
oh world why are you so
the people are with out a heart
and have no good deeds
why do you plant your seeds in such a wicked place
you are just not ready for me

you light my life with your fire
you showed me a world of desire
you took away the light you gave to me
i couldn't see what you were doing because your love darken my eyes
how bitter are you to leave me in the dark
how bitter are you to have break my heart
i do wish that you could relight my life
and take me out the dark

i'm in a dress
i look my best
its well fitted
but i'm not committed
he's at my side
and i have my pride
if only they see behind our doors
are the scars which he left in my pores
he drags me by my hair
and left me in despair
oh ,it wont happen again
he swears
he then showers me with gifts
hoping that i'll feel bless
i have a secret in my belly
so i made a promise i'll try my best to make it jolly
i got him mad not again i cried in my soul
as he beat me on the floor
blood running down my legs
as i'm remembering my pledge
i ran to kitchen, i took a knife
and there i took  his life
to repay my innocent child

you gave me everything
even when i wanted nothing
you gave me hope
joy
love
even pride
what shocked me ,you took them away
i couldn't bare the pain so i ran away
to a place u couldn't find me, but
there u were
trying to start a war
between what i need to do and want to do
how bitter could you be
you didn't even know better
than putting me on a roller coaster
up and down and around i go
its a pity you didn't even felt guilty