I still find myself sad
I didn't want to take down your pictures
I miss the drawings you made for me of the times we had.
I miss you still, but not every minute;
I'm trying to move on, but every time I start to appreciate this life
I can't help but wonder how much better it would be with you in it.
I loved you, and I still do;
I wish the best for you and I hope you can have adventures
that can replace the bad memories with me and give you a life like new.
Untainted by my existence,
innocence regained and dreams sweet; not bitter regrets,
better yet a whole new world where I never wrote you songs and you never listened.
I still find myself missing you,
but what's worse is what I put you through.
I couldn't change fast enough for a soul as wonderful,
and adventurous, and pure, and as fast as you.
I still have dreams we're running across town,
racing to the beach, drinks in hand, and smiles on our lips.
I still seem to think subconsciously the reality in which we live
is one where you still love me.
I still find myself missing the feeling of your lips,
and the lilac smell of your hair.
If only I could have been as spectacular as you.
If only you were still able to see the wonder in me, too.
I miss you with every particle of my being
I am burning
I am dying
I still love you and I am trying to move on
All I want is to go back in time
To one day when things were good
A day when you and I were happy
Because we made each other happy
I just want one last day
One last kiss
One last time with you in my arms
One last day where you still love me
Just one day to spend with you
By my side and in my lap
Watching movies and cuddling
And loving each other as we once did
I want to wake up from this nightmare
And call you
Tell you a story
And know you still love me
If only you still did
I miss you so much
I really really do
I'm putting my poems back
Sorry I erased them
I miss you with 157% of my being
Our love was so innocent
you were the sweetest thing I had ever seen
your eyes were full of wonder and so were mine
the future we'd have, all the happy times
now it burns in my heart
and defeats all intentions of ever getting better
I'm trying to heal
but all I can do is remember your letters
you loved me
I still love you
I once said
"The multiverse theory suggests that there are infinite universes,
which means that, theoretically speaking, there is a universe that exists
that is comprised solely of you,
and I think that's beautiful."
Now all I can think of is that I wanna be in the one
where you still love me and we're still happy.
A poem about space and stars, which you say you think about too much but I would love to look at by your side one last time.
I'm so lonely
there's nothing for me to do
except to think of how much I miss you
I'm sorry for the swearing I'm sad but I edited it out
the only empty promise either of us made
to one another
was each other
You promised me everything
I did the same
Now I am empty
Nothing to you
A meaningless name
I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND I HATE THIS
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I DON'T GET HOW YOU ALREADY STOPPED LOVING ME YOU TOLD ME YOU'D LOVE ME UNTIL THE STARS TURN COLD AND NOW THERE'S NOTHING BUT A ******* HOLE AND A BURNING SENSATION IN MY HEART
STOP MOVING ON JUST HOLD ON FOR A SECOND DON'T YOU SEE ME FALLING APART? OR DO YOU EVEN CARE ANYMORE?
MAYBE THAT'S WHAT YOU LEFT FOR.
YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ME ANYMORE
I edited it I was sand and angry and irrational and I'm sorry for being so yelly I never should and this is just the worst I'm so sorry I know you didn't lie I was so sad when I wrote this I know you care you showed that and I never shoulda doubted it but I still can't stop missing you you were so sweet and innocent and lovey I love you