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Joliver Nov 2015
Hey
Are you ok?
Are you alright?
You, the girl in the corner
With cuts on her wrist
You, the boy who flinches every time a hand is raised
You alright?
...
Ok
If you say you're fine
It's nothing
For a second I
Thought that maybe my illusion
Of a utopian world
With no pain
Or suffering
Had shattered
I wouldn't have minded much
But you didn't tell the truth
So the lie I live and breathe continues
What's that?
Am I alright?
...
Joliver Nov 2015
I call you beautiful
Because I'm too scared to say
"I love you"
Joliver Oct 2015
I write sad things
Not because I am sad
But because I want to be happy
Joliver Oct 2015
The light dapples through the leaves
As I walk through the woods
A spectacular display
Of orange, red, and yellow
The steady crunching
Of the leaves underfoot
The odor of decay
Never smells quite so sweet
As it does in the Fall
A gentle breeze blows
Sending leaves skittering across
The dirt path, well worn
The chill makes it's way through my jacket
But not my heart
In the solace of these trees
I am content
If not a little lonely
No one to share this with
But, part of me doesn't want to
This is my place
A sanctuary
Where I can speak my mind
Without fear of being judged
The trees are much too old and wizened for that

Sometimes, it feels like the path will never end
But it does
It always does
And suddenly
Civilization becomes reality once more
I stand at the edge
Not wanting to leave this domain of saturated light
And muffled noises
But I do
And I look back
To see one of my greatest friends
Slowly swaying
As if waving goodbye
The breeze picks up
Blowing to my back
Giving me that support
To make it to my house
But not my home
Joliver Oct 2015
I've dreamed dreams
That have left me scarred
Dreams so hideously twisted
That they imprint on my mind
Influence my life
Leave me scared to sleep

I do things in these dreams
Things that frighten me
Horrify me
Things I would never do in real life
But when I wake up
They are real
Just for a moment
And the sensation
Of being a monster
Or losing a loved one

It hits me
In my tired daze
I dont remember it was a dream
I just feel the intensity of the nightmare
And honestly
No horror movie could ever come close
They could never be as vivid
Or as demented
I dream dreams
That leave me scarred
Joliver Oct 2015
The reason
I wake up
Every morning
With a smile on my face
My dear
You always make my day
Before it's even begun
When I awaken
I remember
That we are together
A beautiful thing
And that's all it takes
My smile never fades
And my heart stays warm
Joliver Oct 2015
I am an open book
So take a look
Maybe you'll like what you see

Or, maybe you'll ignore the message
And only see the typos, the grammar infractions
The mistakes I made along the way
In my little novel of a life
Because the book isn't about the order or meaning of the words right?
It's whether or not they are done "correctly"

You could read me so easily
I don't try to conceal it
For the most part
Sometimes
Occasionally
But that doesn't matter
Read the material I've provided you with
Even if it doesn't tell the whole story

My heart is on my sleeve
Look at it, anyone could tell I've been in love
By the scars in its flesh
You can tell it's been broken
But that's alright
You can also tell that someone has mended it

I make my intentions clear
I'm not here to hurt anyone
But myself
But that isn't intentional
For the most part
Sometimes
Occasionally
But that doesn't matter
I'm here for you
Talk to me, I'll listen
I want to help

Do you think of me?
I think of you
Yes, you
You who are reading this right now
I might not have ever met you
But I can guarantee that you have crossed my mind
Mentioned in my prayers
'Cause I'm thoughtful like that

One of these days, someone is gonna read this book
And be spellbound
Glued to the pages
Can't wait to find out what happens next
Desperately wanting to be a part of the story
At least, that's what I hope
And I'll be happy to include them
You don't have to watch from behind a glass pane
It won't hurt you
For the most part
Sometimes
Occasionally
But that doesn't matter

Just, don't burn the only known copy before it's even done
I don't want to disappear in a puff of smoke
Not just yet

Read me
Tell me what you see
Because when it comes to myself
I am tragically illiterate
The illiterate author
Of a tragedy
Wow, this is like the what, third, fourth poem I've written today? Man, Sunday has really given way to some creative and deep(ish) thinking. Let loose the brain, let the ideas flow. Not like my tears. Haha, see what I did there?
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