This is how forever starts.*
Eight-letter word, poisoned goodbyes.
Fabricated stories of promises,
concealed truth--
Pure lies.
I tasted death, hot and raw,
On my lips.
Sipping more, letting the venom creeps.
Deep.
Down.
Deep.
Dark becomes darker now.
Squeezing sounds of muscles coming faster in the background.
Undeniable pain,
I scream.
Swiftly losing sane,
A traumatic dream.
Alone.
With no one to find me.
To save me, I know,
No one will dare.
Time hanging is lifeless.
Naked, with only hopelessness.
A picture of creature so worthless.
Yet, from somewhere You came and found me.
My day is doomed, but You set me apart.
My bondages, brokeness,
mistakes and awful past.
You paid it all when You shed Your blood.
A selfless love.
You'll never know what life is until you die--
in Christ.