I'm sorry I let you down;
I'm sorry all I did was to make you frown.
I'm sorry I can't make you laugh for now;
For I am not a clown.

I just want to make you feel in love;
Just like a flying dove.
I'm looking in the eyes of Love;
Where it is beautiful like the stars from above.

How can I make you smile?
Do you want to be alone for awhile?
Or I should stay away from you more than a mile.

Your love for me is illegal
The way you treat me is detrimental
Your touch is lethal
And the way you care is medieval

But even it's harmful I will still love you
Like The way other lovers do
I will still love you
For I belong to you.

I'm a mess
my life is full of distress
I'm a mess
even I became selfless

These people around me
will keep on judging me
all my flaws that they will see
will be stock on thier memory

I'm a mess
I'm not a success
I'm posessed
with anger and stress

I'm scared of losing you,
With these words are true.
My feelings isn't a bluff,
And i love you more than enough.
Is there a motive to lose you?
Or do you want more and I'll do it for you.

We promised we will never turn back;
You broke it through finding someone better than me.

We promised we will never cheat;
You broke it because you find me not enough.

We promised we will never leave;
You broke it Because you already did.

I'm sorry if I missed you and
its okay if you don't.

I'm sorry if I loved you so much;
And its okay if you haven't love me enough.

I'm sorry I cared;
And it's okay if you don't.

I'm sorry I'm just simple;
And it's okay if you let me down.

I'm sorry I accepted you;
And it's okay for abandoning me.

I love you, maybe it's time to leave,
But I won't because my heart will bleed.

Yes I'm wrong and I'm sorry
Please forgive me those times that I wasn't there.
Yes I'm stupid
Please give me one more chance

I wish when we were still together
I should've done my part.
I'm losing my job, my life. since the day I lose you
I know it's too late to apologize
But I just want you to know how much I loved you.

You're the reason why I changed,
The reason I lived,
And the reason why I cried in front you
I wish I can turn back the time
And do all the things I should've done when I was your man

This will be my last writing for you,
For there are no words to be spoken too.
This will be the last,
And I will never go back to the past.

I will never go back to the past
Because memories don't last.
And I will miss your benign face
As well as your embrace

I will miss them so much
And I will leave, I will leave off the latch.
I think this time I will cry;
This will be my sweetest and last goodbye.

Walk! like you'll never stop,
Run! when you need it,
Stop! like you've found someone who made you dumb,
and Die! when it's all wasted.

You don't need yourself to suffer,
People today are so mean.
They can hurt you,
And they can leave you.

Don't blame them,
Blame yourself .
Don't run for them,
Just walk slowly and let them see who's dumb!

I'm a great mistake
coz everything that you take
you always say it's fake.

I'm a great mistake
Coz every breath you take
You will always give me a heart ache

I'm a great mistake
coz every step you make
You could hurt again whom you forsake.

Kiss me like it's not lust;
Kiss me like your love lasts.

Hold me like you'll never leave;
You're the one I love and I believe.

Please open your eyes and see,
My love is wider than the sea.

Kiss me like I'm in heaven;
For you are not my burden.

This poem is dedicated to you,
And this poem is only for you.

Make me believe in love again.
To the one I'll end up with,
Love is not easy. It never will be. So I hope that you can find your love for me in your heart, for when the time comes that your mind couldn't process your love for me, I know that your heart will.
Love is just not about happiness. It is also about sacrifice, compromise, and a lot of other unpleasant things. So let's make a very firm foundation of love, trust, and respect so that when the going gets tough, we will give it a good fight.
I hope that you won't give up on me. I do not wake up at the right side of the bed all the time. Believe me, I have mood swings and it will drive you crazy. The good side that you see often is only half of who I am. I hope that you'd stay when you get to see the other half of me and believe me, it is not pleasant at all. I hope that you'd understand my insecurities and assure me that you are mine. I tend to get jealous; not that I don't trust you, it's just that I am afraid to lose you, I am afraid of losing someone that I love, I am afraid of getting hurt. I am afraid of a lot of things and I hope you'd banish that fear. I cannot say all of the bad things about me, I guess, it is for you to find out and I hope that when you do, you'd still think that I am worth the stay.
Make me believe, please. Understand that someone broke my heart into tiny pieces and although I took my time putting myself all together, the scar will be there. Mend that scar. Make me believe in love again because, honestly, right now, I don't. Make me believe in love, make me want to love all over again. Make me believe that we could last a lifetime, because someone ****** up the meaning of "forever" for me. Give me a reason to wake up and look forward to each day, because right now, I don't even know why I need to wake up anymore.
I loved someone so much and I thought that person is my greatest love. Surpass that. Be the one who is even greater than the greatest love that I had.
I hope that when God lets you in my life, I am ready. I want you to come at the right time because I don't want to give you the burden of healing me. Trust me, I am trying to heal myself right now and I am not just trying, I am trying very hard.
And if ever you are meant for me, I hope you are meant to stay. I am already in the stage of life where all I want is something serious and something that would last.
And if ever you turn out to be the person who shattered my heart into pieces, my greatest love, I hope this time you already know my worth. I hope this time you are meant to stay.

No one can fix this pensive moment
with my heart divided to its quotient.
No one will ever fix my broken heart
Since you left apart.

I regret the day we met
And this day I will never forget.
Soon as I pass your hallow abyss,
You will never feel any bliss.

And if you will come back to me
There is no "me" to see.
For I will never be there if you need someone to lean on,
Because I am gone.

I'm dying in vain,
I'm closing my eyes with pain.
all the thirsts and all the stuggles I gain
will still remain.

those fame I dreamed of,
those Game I played,
those struggles I take
I will leave them and forsake.

to thee I struggled so much,
thy roaring sounds still bothering me.
to thee I cried so hard,
my words at this pass were vain and bootless.

Midnight cries
Midnight goodbyes
Midnight full of lies
As the time flies

The moon is blue
That fits in this scene where nothing is true.
I was crying for you
For you made me blue

Too many words to keep
Till the clock strikes 1 till the clock will beep
And right now I cant barely sleep
With the darkness of your words you buried me so deep.

I saw you standing in the rain
I saw your eyes with feelings I can't contain
Maybe you're thinking "I'm the one to blame."
Oh darling please put that thought away
Like the dust from a cigarette in the ashtray
Let your doubts fly away
Give your heart a break
Because someone will take ache will vanish
Like a water in the lake
And I guess it's me who's
Comin' your way
I am obnoxiously loud
But at night, I am increadibly sad
Sometimes I think about my
Flaws a hope for a better ME,
A good looking ME and show everyone
what they missed out.

Last night I was drinking wine
And I was making ***** poems of mine
I was so problematic at that time
Thinking about you all the time.

I woke with a mourning face
With no life and grace
I was deceived by your embrace
Leaving no word or any phrase

Now I am crying while I'm making this piece
With no euphoria or a bliss
I will forget the past that nothing is to be reminisce
Including our last true kiss