I| have so much to tell you but I don't know where to start,
this is the beginning of me giving you my heart...
I've been through a lot of sorrow, i've been forced t endure pain
i've had some feelings i could never explain.
My heart has been shattered, time and time again
I guess love was just a sin.

Now all I have are pieces of my heart that once was whole,
and I'm trying to fix it's damage of when it took it's tole
I'll be completly honest i'm overcome with fear,
I'm terrified of love as it only brings me tears.

i'm clinging to my heart afraid of handing it to you
because im afraid like the others, you'll crush it too.
If my heart breaks anymore, all I'll have is dust.
i'll be devoid of emotion, sanity and trust.

So if I give you my heart, please handle it with care,
don't throw it to the ground, leaving me drowning in despair.
It's just so hard to love again when my heart is so worn out,
I promise I'll try but forgive me if I have doubts.

I just hold my breath and close my eyes as i begin to get shoved
into this fearful nightmare i have come to know as love.

Roses are red, violets are blue,
sugar is sweet perhaps so are you.

But the roses are wilted and the violets are dead,
the sugar bowls empty and your shirts stained red.
The sun isn't shining, the skies not clear,
there's no silver lining cos you're not here...

Rain keeps on pouring, there's no end in sight
you're laying there frozen far away from light
your beauty no longer, your smile ain't the sun
but time cant be turned, nor your actions undone
the words that you wrote that only I read
I love you, please don't cry when I'm dead.

How is it I was the one smiling but now
I'm laying here dying?
you hurt me mentally
so I hurt physically
So now it's done, I am gone and dead
actions shouldn't have been and words shouldn't have been said.

shoelaces

My shoelaces need to be tied
But I’m stuck still in love
I’m trying to kiss my goodbyes
But darling it’s tough

My eyes don’t really see anymore
his eyes are stuck in my sight
No... I know I need to shut that door
For it keeps me awake at night

My shoelaces need to be tied
Maybe then I can move on
Maybe then I can move to a new sky
Instead of repeating the same ******* song

Falling out of love is a hard thing to do
So give me some clues
Now you know why I can’t tie my shoes