A life is meaningful
whether or not it has meaning
But does it really have an effect,
Or are our weapons just competing
With bows or barretts to carry on your tour
These days life is easy to live
Living is easy to enjoy
We send our thoughts across connections that used to be torn
But now you type in dotcom and you can get free ****
you could give money to a kid with leukemia to help his family mourn
you could find that perfect gift for your mom
If you take the time you can home make bombs
All found on BuyItDotCom
But back in BC you just had your bow
you might be able to eat, you never knew for sure
there wasn't a world to see
you were living in yours
and if you ever got sick, you better be ready die off and pass on quick

Nowadays it would never even click how some people died without knowing other *****
You could go out on your own and ditch the passers-by
And never feel bad because they have a car
Its harder to die, we have penicillin
Its easier to live ever since we got better at killing
And everyone's better at killing
Because now online anyone can take the time to make a bomb and cross the world in their car to hand deliver a nasty scar to people's lives and humanity

Drugs change levels and amounts of neurotransmitters giving an altered mental state.
Sometimes the brain evens out the drug induced imbalances.
This simple imbalance can lead to addiction so overall levels stay normal.


Drugs will ******* up.

But maybe we were just ****** up to start with.
Life is ****,
that's why we need a change
a different backdrop that's not so mundane
because it feels like im trapped inside a pit
being teased and tormented by overlooking ******
and this pit is more like a rut
(im stuck now,
but i shouldn't give up)
or i could get high
up past those seen in the large pit's small sky

into a different world
Where i can  laugh  and  sing  and  eat  and  still cling to the broken love and heart

My Faith makes me try to get by
Even when I wish I could die
Because I love her

I have Faith that she loves me
It seems I found life's great key
In things she hardly knew were

She hates the things that I do
Even though they taught me too
And that's the reason I am

The things I've done are stupid
But they made me wise
The drugs are seen as an escape
But they're their own disguise
And when the darkness stuck like tape
I survived because of cupid's
Faith and Faith told me to

These feelings were interchangeable
For guy after girl who came
Like some old Faith, legend, or fable
But I write her in with my love
Because she taught me more than the drugs
She taught me to love and care and laugh and swear
She gave me hope and reason,
For the first time from a person
And she gave me
Faith in myself,
Faith in another person,
Faith in a long happy life,
And most of all
I have Faith herself
She's in my arms and on my lips
I love her art, and her hips
I know she filled my broken heart
So yeah I guess you're right
Faith really is the most important part

You somehow make me deeper than I ever intended, turning my puddle of a mind into a trench that could never be mended, but when you're gone, my heart turns to lead, and you drag me down instead

Maybe we're all just god putting ourself through hells to find something better and new, and I guess I found you