normal humans
don't need to
take a two hour name after school
to recharge their emotions
normal humans
don't need to
stop and remember where
they had just been
five seconds after they'd left
normal humans
don't need to question what they look like
or force the strings of their puppet flesh costume
to move to remind them
that they are alive
normal humans
don't need to fake their emotions
without knowing what they actually feel like
a rough copy of what should have been real

maybe i am not
a normal human

She inspires and destroys,
She conquered, before the Viceroys.
Her power & beauty, in awe we see,
Mercurial, blossoming immortality.

Insidious fingers creep over the fence,
Leaving thriving forests, ever so dense.
Weaving for Earth, an elegant cloak,
Yesterday, to the truth I awoke.

She favors none & is never antique,
A surreal presence, ever so unique.
Leaves shrivel & flowers wither,
But time, her splendor does not tether.

The die has been cast, the battle lines drawn,
Nature gainst her destroyer, as she awaits the morn,
Look not so forlorn,

For tis from chaos nature brings,
Peace and order to all things.

She looked beautiful
Something filling in me
an wholeness
Walking inside the park
At one junction
suddenly
She called me
and hugged me tightly
I felt a kind of wholeness
She relieved me, the wholeness
Continued...
the date was over
Walking towards my car
can feel the wholeness
Nothing more or less
a dream
I sat before my tea cup
I filled
She filled
Everybody filling
the tea never overflowed
the content remain the same
suddenly
A wise man sat in front of
asked, "why your cup empty?"
I looked into my cup
a bottomless
an abyss
Got up
Emptiness means wholeness
you can fill the emptiness
unlimited with love..

Why would you listen to what he said ,
If you want to know just ask.
He's just trying to spill crap into you head ,
With his imaginary past.

Nothing he saids is true ,
He's just a bitter lair.
Trying to put a wedge between me and you ,
Yet I know your so much brighter.

So turn a deaf ear my friend ,
To a dumb fool.
For in the end ,
I will always pick you.

Your smile makes
the moon smile,
Your beauty makes
the room brighter
I like your nails
I like your eyes
I will be a fighter
to save your smile!

Your voice makes
the birdsong sweet,
Your touch melts
the stone forever
I like your nose
I like your lips
and I will be a lover
to get your smile!

Your hardship touches
my little heart
Your tears make me yell
and I feel unwell.
Stop crying, please!
I love you, sweetie
Could you give me a smile!

Young and nothing to lose,
she is a monochromic innocence
fragmented muse
and delicate to show her inner self.

Blooms and garden of thorns
for you, i am a mirage in storm
the reflections you see through mirror
the silver light glowing through your face.

I am a bright side
with impecabilities
the light you have ever seen
after an infinite darkness.

I am a song you heard
in your dream
for you, i am a perfect distraction
in state of clarity.

For you, she could go worse
like an angel at her fall
hunted by fearless shadow
for you, she could be your muse.