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Santiago Jan 2015
I'm a one man army
Running solo cold like the polo
Oh no don't test me ***
**** you slow in a choke hold
Alone droping like a one ton stone
Please check yo mouth
You barking loud?
Leave you dead in the crowd
Like a one hit wonder
Striking down like thunder
Left dead six feet under
So don't mention my name
You can keep all the fame
I'm in the game, with only one aim
To shower down like rain
So everything's getting hit & wet
Now you know what to expect
Shout outz to my nut dweller
Spit you *** out like acapella
Placing you on your knees
Duct tape thick rope no hope
At ease tough mind no sweating
Drilling killing blood spilling
Ripping gripping blood dripping
Torture I introduce my culture
Tie your arms and legs
It's too late to beg
When I'm cutting off both legs
And your arms
They will soon be disarmed
I'm sorry I didn't mean no harm
But I felt threatened
Almost taken, surely mistaken
Keep this in mind
You'll be left behind
What a shameful crime
It's time for coronas & lime
At last, just a thing in the past
I never intended for problems
But it's the only way
I could solve them, toss them
Now I lost them...
Santiago May 2015
Yeah I said it, and meant it
All those snakes, phony *** fakes
Think what you want about me
Lames don't phase me, trying to frame me
I possess game in me, I know who I am
Trying to blame me, fool I'll school you
Buster, I'll splatter you like muster,
Grill you like pollo loco, fry that *** up
Punk you too far behind, catch up
You blinded, folding over money & hoes
Putting ******* over bro's
Living on the down low,
I'm like a river flow, quick to move
Gangster boogie, you're a little too slow
Take their word my love, believe the lie
I won't stand here explaining why I'm right
I'm not gonna waste my time to fight
A deceiver, non believer, I'm the grim reaper
Put them teeth to work punk ******
Put up or shut up, knuckle up & buckle up
You ain't ready, I'm scary like freddy
I'll slice your dome like jason, silly mason
I'm the king pin of this ******* ring
Scorpion king, lethal poison when I sting
So put down your fruity glitter bling bling
Cuz I'm coming out to swing, do my thing
When it cracks all hell will meet my grin
Take them on a rollercoaster spin
Facing me you could never win
I'm the struggle, violence, despise & rejection
Virus injection, true love's my protection
Ignorance kills your mind, guppy
I naturally shine, taking what's mine
All the time, staying on my grind

You don't love me, I'm a changed man
But you still don't understand, thanks
For letting me know, now I know
You been lying to me, wow I'm surprised
When you blind yourself can't foresee
Men I can't believe what I just read
I'm surrounded by demons, spiritual alter
No way I'm falling off, cowards die thousand Deaths, you really disappointed me
To the fullest, you're not awake
Holding back, cuz they talking smack
You put them over me, okay let it be
You're lost...
Santiago Mar 2015
All You Out There Speaking Evil Against Me I Rebuke You In The
Name Of The Lord Jesus Christ
You Condemn Your Own Soul
Father Forgive Them
They Don't Know
Right From Wrong
Santiago Jan 2015
I'm not trying to be your dad
I'm not trying to be your mom
I'm not trying to change you
I'm not trying to lie to you
I'm not trying to keep you
I'm not trying to hurt you

It's something to show you
A little piece of heart, mind, soul
A notebook with my first
A walk with my heart's love
A time I truly felt alive
It's for you to discover
And for me to uncover
Santiago Nov 2015
Humility
Respect
Unity
Love
Rights
Equality
Justice
Integrity
Spirituality
I love this movie "i knew you when you were a boy" ×) lol
Santiago Apr 2015
I hoping one day I see you again
Hopefully bless me with your
A seed I can keep with me forever, and ever, and ever
If you please leave me whenever
Whatever I'll always keep a piece Of you with me, where ever I go
Making my heart, and face glow  
Just to know, a child from you
Pure like snow,
You just don't know
Santiago May 2015
Yo no paro hasta que todos mueran
Los ultimos que cuedan
Del satanas tienen que murir
Todos esos malvados tienen que sufrir
El machete, con un balazo en el cachete
Los mando pa su muerte la tumba
Los ahogo con una funda en silencio
Se mueren despacio dia tras dia cayendo
Estos cobardes les buelo la mazeta
Como el rey azteca, les saco el corazon
Por ser culo mamon, el pendejo cabron
Soy un maestro chingon, estes mi canton
Para siempre sera, hoy y manana lo veras
Te lo puedo comprovar no soy esclavo
Pero si un bago, so ponte a un lado
Porque estas bien lejos del clavo
Hechate para tras porque te dejo enterrado
Por dejabo, ah carrajo eres un pinchi chango
Vete a comer un mango, pinchi tango caprisun, you better run and go have some fun, before I lay your *** out with this laser gun, leave you fast asleep, you should listen to your peeps, porfavor hasme el favor
Cuitate la a chingada, ya me encabronastes
Mi mente me corruptistes y borastes
Mucha intelligencia que cargaba guardada
Pero te voy a lanzar con la plebada
Lista y armada, para una buena chingisa
Te den un buen banio, y buena vaniada
Santiago Jan 2015
Test me punk chavala
Lame buster no eres nada
Send you to the stars
Con una patada
Sit you on the curb
For your pathetic disturb
Very absurd wimpy lil nerd
Swallow to the neck you heard  
That's my word
Destined by the Lord
Take a chance
You don't stand a chance
Pistol whips ******* tips
I gotta bounce
But first I must announce
My arrival immortal survival
Molly whoppings like a sport
Buboppings never really hurt
Chin check upper cut
When I quickly duck
Burgundy, Purple, ******
Complexion & Inspection
Santiago Apr 2015
You won't gain a thing
You won't change a thing
Speak of me with sin you can't win
You mislead, blasphemy of me
Speak evil, talk trash
It will lead to your crash
Love will always rule
It's the bestests tool
Show love, give free hugs, spread love for free, share give away, multiply your day, listen sit back pray, be good not bad, be clean not *****, be you not them, find you forget the world, trust him not mankind, most are blind, try hard to find... It's in you my dear lover, be at your best I always believed in you, since day one, and you know that, how can you hate me when I only loved you, with the love god taught me, now it makes sense why my heart refuses to leave you behind, cuz you love me the same way I did.... Gods love poured out from deep inside our hearts I'm sorry I couldn't tell you my secrets I kept inside, but I hope one day you'll read this & know it's you... Only you <\3
Santiago Mar 2015
You gave me one
A good one my first one
My only one

It was the best feeling
Like loosing my breathing
Approach & then leaving

I was magnetized,
Maybe hypnotized,
Crazy clever eyes

Your love devise
Your soul pulled me in
Presences ****** me

I hate feelings
I hate my turn outs
I hate this situation.

I'm fighting a battle
With snakes that rattle
Strangle, entangle, right angle

~ Deceit is in the heart of those who devise evil, but those who plan peace have joy. ~

The righteous is a guide to his neighbor, but the wicked leads them astray.

Hyppcrites tie up heavy burdens, hard to bear, on people's shoulders they themselves are not willing to move with a finger

Put to death, all earthly desires, ****** immorality, passion, evil desires, etc..

~ Love binds everything together in perfect harmony ~
The above are verses in the bible my father in heaven brought forth to me, answers to my questions I would ask myself.
Santiago May 2015
A song, a melody, a soul, a story she told, about her lover, and another, it's love in tragic tragedy, anguished in agony, symphonies a mystery, miseries left in history, reformatory crashes purgatory, holy glory, said "live for me", "only you truly know me", "just hold me", & "never let go of me", lastly "you seen the best in me" & embraced me with open arms, never did you try to harm, my heart relaxed in peace truly warm........
thanks to you I'm alive, you saved me, if it wasn't for you death would have been my only alternative, I'd received for the trap they planned to deceive, you set me free through Christ, my friend, my buddy, my everything, my secret lover, my angel, my stranger, my mystery, my lullaby, my guardian, my keeper, my seeker, my believer and dreamer.....
I truly love you

Sincerely, Always
To, Forever
I Hope You Read This One Day... Made Me Shed Tearz
Santiago Dec 2014
I would like pay homage
For this incredible page
Depicting shining stage
Everyone's therapy
A drug free ecstasy
Dreams, and fantasy
Brought to life
Thank you for the impossible
Making things possible
You gave people relief
Opening doors to belief
Ideas, emotions, thoughts
Shared for the world to see
Setting many souls free
Planting the seed for the next tree
Traveling at an extraordinary speed
Opening minds so that people can read
And feed their brain & break the restrain
Inevitable to hault like a train
Holding you up high on my wall like a frame
Seeking truth never wanted fame
My favorite site I dwell in peace
For the founder, the director, and administrator
I would like to say thank you
For this marvelous opportunity
You have done well
You have accomplished
You have constructed art
You have extreme potential
You have impacted something
I can surely tell...
Santiago Nov 2015
Si conocieras como te amo, si conocieras como
te amo, dejarias de vivir sin amor.si conocieras
como te amo,si conocieras como te amo dejarias
de mendigar cualquier amor.

si conocieras, como te amo., como
te amo serias mas feliz.

si conocieras como te busco, si conocieras
como te busco dejarias que te alcanzara mi voz.
si conocieras como te busco, si conocieras
como te busco dejarias que te hablara al
corazon,si conocieras, como te busco,
como te busco escucharias mas mi voz.

si conocieras como te sueño me preguntarias
lo que espero de ti. si conocieras como te
sueño buscarias lo que no pensaba par ti.

si conocieras como te sueño, como te sueño
pensarias mas en mi.
Santiago May 2015
You wanna ****?, what the ****?
You're starting to sound like Blanca
The mother of my son
You really think that's what I'm looking for
You got things twisted, sloppy unlike before
I'm original not subliminal, can you copy?
It's amazing yet disappointing
How the world thinks, feels, and evaluates
It's not about incriminating
It's about reincarnating dead souls
Giving life not taking it & destroying it
If you're out to mislead I'll make you bleed
Scream your lungs out with deadly shouts
Until your voiceless, ******* with my beloved
You crossed the line and done it all
You devour my precious lady &
You'll witness a vicious killer cold & shady
She's strong and potentially vital
Spiral wordly elements, into my spiritual twin
Take her down too, and you're best be a fool
Worst mistake you ever do, cuz I'm clever
You stopped me but stop her punk player &
Your dead meat, in the ******* street
I'm serious not delirious evil ***** I'd switch
Like a sudden twitch don't flinch ***** wimp
I'd love by far too long to see this happen
Don't ******* out raw start clapping
Whacking smacking busters on the ground
This the devil's playground war battlegrounds
To my love **** all you want, not interested
I thought you'd be my one of a kind
I guess was stupid ******* blind
Waiting for something that's been hit hard
Pounded cat, with nasty baseball bats
You let rats, come in and attack your temple
Keep them, **** them, love them,
I don't care about them, I'll ****** them
But it's okay that's you now I must settle
Into sorrows reality and despair
Santiago Nov 2015
"Collide"

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

But I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
[Regular version:] Out of the doubt that fills my mind
[Acoustic version:] Out of the doubt that fills your mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
Well, I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
Santiago Apr 2015
My own soul, my twin soul, my other half, my whole life, my future wife, please I didn't mean to mess things up, just bring you up, my butter cup, my white dove my only love.... please girl don't hurt yourself cuz when you hurt I hurt believe me, these scars are permanent, very evident to see, it's you I be,

Sincerely, your bumblebee lolz
Cheer up our love never dies :D
Santiago Mar 2015
The heat that makes you wanna throw yourself in the ocean lol
The heat that makes you wanna take your clothes off lol
The heat that makes you sweat rising temperature lets go to the next level
I'm hot when I hit the spot
I'll make you melt everything is felt
When I whip you with the belt
I'm hot get out my way
Cuz I'm here to stay lolz
Let me get you wet & lets go to the beach so I can teach you boo
Santiago May 2015
You don't love me anymore
You hate me even more
You despised my presence before
You confessed to the oceans shore
You hurt didn't work & wanna live no more

Sorry for the stories I published
Sorry I didn't mean any harm just my lil wish
Sorry for ever being part of your life
Sorry all the trouble I done caused you
Sorry for my love I have tried to show you

My goal wasn't to get you back
My mission was set things up right for me
My story, my failures, & times of glory
My heart came here to release a lil piece
My soul just needs a place to express itself

Be amazed ignore me I'm hurt as it is
Be what you want, do what you please
Be you, and just leave me alone
Be the best, I'm forgotten left to rest
Because I'm done, washed away
Santiago Jan 2015
There's Nothing Else To Hold On 2
Santiago May 2015
Believing every word you say
Junk bumping off your gums
Putting punks over me,
****** denouncing real, can't see me
I feel so *******, but I'm glad I read this:

Can you imagine
Seeing the one who hurt you
In the spotlight
Not because of what they did to you
But because of something
They do now?

You'll hear people say how great they are
And you'll have to be careful
Not blurt out what you're thinking
Not everyone needs to know
Just exactly what happened

That's why they dying everyday, and they gonna keep dying until their all dead!!!
Santiago Apr 2015
You were, are, and always will be <3
Capone - If Only You Knew
Santiago May 2015
Im a delete my poetry out of depression
Jae P - Love You Till The Day I Die
Santiago Jan 2015
I write poetry
I speak a real story
Of honor & glory
If it hurts you
Do it only for you
Please don't read
If you only bleed
I'm not trying to hurt you
I'm just releasing
Very mind & heart pleasing
I do it for me
To aid my soul when it's cold
I want you to know
Cuz you think I want you low
I would take a bullet for you
Jump to death to protect you
Why? cuz when I say "I love you"
I truly mean every single letter
I want you for the better
So if it's best you don't read
My poetry I suggest
You leave it dead &
Take it out your head
Think ahead & Ignore me...
For your own good...
Santiago May 2015
**** Everything
Santiago Dec 2014
Every Single Day
All The Time
Thinking Of You
One Two Three

Set Me Free
Let Things Be
Open Your Eyes
One Two Three

Embrace My Soul
Hold My Hand
Lover Plus Friend
One Two Three

I Miss You
I Hate You
I Love You
One Two Three

Together With Me
Santiago Oct 2014
I lost all hope I will never find you
I will never have the only one
I truly wanted...
HOPELESSNESS
Santiago Jan 2015
Your Out To Get Me,
I'm Going To Miss You
I Can't Lie About That
It's For The Best Of Us

Take Care. XXXXX

Sincerely, Benji Bugz
Santiago Jan 2015
Todo lo ves rifando uno tres
Un padre entre el desmadre
El varrio de los pobres
Nunca tuvimos dinero
El meromero ser primero
Siempre seguir adelante
Controlando el bolante
No caer para ver mi progreso
Tambien aumentar el ingreso
No soy un pinchi menso
Porque que cres no me venso
Alcontrario con la mente yo pienso
Me voy recio miro hacia enfrente
Combirtiendome en el presidente
No son simple mentiras
Puro polvo es lo que respiras
Esclavitud es todo lo que tu miras
No lo cres en la noche sal y talves
Del mes ya despues de las tres
Muchos mueren otros pierden
La vida sigue rolando altanto
En las calles caminando
Soy commando con el mando
Con patadas te mando volando
A putasos y zintadazos
Te dejo tirado pisado a un lado
Carajo no sabias yo nunca me rajo
Te rompo las berijas y los labios
Te tumbo las orejas y manos
Pa que veas te quebro los dientes
No seas culo para que no mientas
Me aseguro que todo lo sientas
Te llene la frente de sangre roja
Y los ojos morados bien cortados
Hinchados como un pinchichango
Mi despedida sera mi ultima salida
Te lleno de plumas como gallina
Un maricon dejandote en el rincon
Llorando como la grand vieja
Te llamaran dona siega la ballunca
Que no se te cruze en mente nunca
Santiago Dec 2014
My Favorite Girl
My Gorgeous Pearl
My Shining Moon
My Flying Balloon

The One That Got Away
The One I Dream Of Everyday
The One I Would Love To Play
The One With Lovin Words 2 Say

Gave me inspiration
Gave me a reason
Gave me all I needed
Gave me self esteem

Courage to face any danger
Perseverance to continue through
Spirit to recognize my faith
Endurance to keep moving through

The only star I chase around in space
The only one with that pretty face
The only person that's trapped in a maze
The only one I ponder of and daze

Tell me why can't you see...
It is you I want it to be...

Believe...    &    Heaven...
Believe In Heaven
Santiago May 2015
Won't Be Here Much
I've Thrown My Words
All Around Making Any Sense
I Hate This Feeling
I'm Just Done Waiting
My Love Will Remain
But My Presence Long Gone
Santiago Jan 2015
Took The Greatest Loss
Santiago Nov 2015
"Caught In A Hustle"

[Verse 1]
They say the odds against me, are crooked and impossible
Like I was born with a hole in my heart is an obstacle
I was left to die by the doctors, in the Children's Hospital
But I never lose hope, success is psychological
The world is volatile and the street is my education
Shaping the nation, like the blueprint of a mason
While Shawshank record deals get you ***** on occasion
So I'm focused on my economic situation
I'm like the little kids on TV that dig through the trash
I hustle regardless of the way you talk **** and laugh
A lot of ****** drop science but they dont know the math
Because their mind is narrower than the righteous path
It's funny how on the block ****** will **** you for cash
But never raise the gun and cry out "Freedom at last"
The cold war is over but the world is still gettin colder
Atlas walking through the projects with the hood on my shoulders
I would like to raise my children to grow to be soldiers
But then the general, would decide when their life would be over
So I work hard until my personality split
Like the black panthers, into the bloods and the crips
They said I would never be ****, but now I sit and reminice
Like Yeshua ben Yusef flippin through Genesis
Ignorance is venemous, and it murders the soul
Spreading like a virus running rampant, but out of control

[Hook]
So if I should ever fall and get caught in a hustle
Let them know that I died while I fought in a struggle
From the hoodrats to the rich kids lost in a bubble
Spray painting on the streets and at the subway tunnels
Write it down and remember that we never gave in
The mind of a child is where the revolution begins
So if the solution has never been to look in yourself
How is it that you expect to find it anywhere else

[Verse 2]
Immortal Technique in the streets, back on the hustle
cause three strikes will get you life for stuffin cracks in a duffle
Upstate behind steel gates intact in the scuffle
Razor blades stuck on the side of pencils, hacked to your muscle
But the emptiness is what bleeds you to death when it cuts you
And its the lawyers, not the inmates scheming to *******
Trying to fight the system from inside, eventually corrupts you
But thats what you get when you put a corporation above you
And it's the people that love you that seem to hurt you the most
Sometimes when they die you find yourself cursing their ghost
But you make success, nobody delivers your fate
Sometimes you give and you take
Since prehistoric vertibrates, crawled out of the lakes
And thats the truth about life
Or to do it to ghetto and your car, rims, and your ice
Because even though we survived through the struggle that made us
We still look at ourselves through the eyes of people that hate us
But I'm going to make it regardless of the ******* up charges
And semi-automatic barrages, that empty the cartridge
Post-traumatically scar kids that try to be brave
Because ****** backstab each other just to try to get paid
Turn cannibal like nights during the crusades
Afraid of responsibility; addicted to greed
Beating their girls purposefully losing a seed
As if we were bound to the destiny we used to recieve

[Hook]

I used to wonder (I used to wonder) about people who don't believe in themselves
But then I saw the way that they portrayed us to everyone else
That cursed us, then only see the worst in ourselves
blind to the fact the whole time we were hurting ourselves

I used to wonder (I used to wonder) about people who don't believe in themselves
But then I saw the way that they portrayed us to everyone else
That cursed us, then only see the worst in ourselves
blind to the fact the whole time we were hurting ourselves

I used to wonder [echo]
One of my favorite songs.
Santiago May 2015
"Ultimas Palabras"

A new American revolution has begun,
Not against the forces of a colonial kingdom
But a rebellion against an oppressor that has risen among us,
It is not a foreign invasion we have to fear,
Rather the threat of a force within our nation
That has usurped what was once a dream of having the greatest democracy ever known to man,
We now live in a world where the population has grown exponentially,
And the planet is running out of resources to sustain us all,
We in the inner-city and those struggling in the suburban ghettos may not realize it yet,
But make no mistake,
The people who control the technology and run every enterprise that makes up our world,
Have seen this coming for a long time,
The ideas of renewable energy,
Global warming,
The idea of collectively working,
Were purposefully bought out, derailed, demonized, or corrupted,
In favor of an economic structure designed by a monetary caste system,
In a desperate attempt to convince us that we need to maintain that extravagant existence,
They've pretended we might share in their dream,
That we can justify any inhumanity in its name,
Out of this blind ignorance was born the curse of slavery,
Many of the founders of this nation were themselves Masons,
That is not a Left wing or Right wing conspiracy theory,
It is a widely known and accepted fact,
So then explain to me how a nation founded by men,
Who not only understood the long and complicated history of Europe,
But also that of Africa,
Could permeate such a lie in convincing the American public,
That one race of men was superior and one inferior,
When in fact we know that all the early men,
The men who created civilization and every aspect of what we see today,
The foundation of all human life,
Were from Africa,
The greatest cowardice of course came not with slavery itself,
Unfortunately,
But with the excuses for slavery,
For if America had been as brave as the Roman Empire and all other empires that have come after her,
And claimed "No, we were just stronger and that's why we took you",
Then when slavery was over racism would've probably followed in suit,
But instead it was the social lie,
The religious lie that was told,
That stayed in the mind of people,
That seperated one human being from another,
In order to distract us from the issues of class and freedom,
They created issues around religion and race to dominate the world for centuries to come,
Some claim that they respect that they respect the culture of life in this country,
They cry out for indignity of children that are slaughtered before they are born,
But God has not penetrated their souls,
For they have no empathy,
Nothing in their cold hearts for the 100s of 1,000s of lives we have taken in our wars overseas,
For that which they call "collateral damage",
Which the are the burnt and damaged children of the world,
They have no prayers for them,
Only snide commentary on the internet and laughter in their hearts,
And yet you claim to be one with God,
Huh,
We talk about immigration in this country,
Might doesn't make right ladies and gentleman,
It just makes right now,
What we are saying to the rest of the world,
Is one day when America grows weak,
One day when her legions falter,
On the day when her economy crumbles,
China, Russia, Europe, whatever power has arisen,
All you have to do is come here and conquer us in a few military excursions,
And then you too can set up shop here,
And in 100 years you can tell every red-blooded American,
"No, you are an illegal human being,
I am the true citizen,
I have all the rights,
You have no rights",
Maybe you forgot how you got this country,
Maybe you take for granted the blood, the sweat, the tears,
That the people who live in practical serfdom shed everyday,
For we may not run America, but we make America run,
We talk about the Law,
Yet,
How many indignities have been legal in the past?
How many treaties with Native Americans have we broken?
How many international laws have we violated?
And,
Speaking of laws,
How can a corporation be regulated by a government that is funded and controlled by corporations?
How can there be accountability,
For people who see a profit margin above the lives of Americans?
Above the lives of human beings in other countries?
We have taken the soul out ourselves and placed them inside machines,
My words of course,
Will be marginalized, demonized,
In typical fashion,
Anytime you dare to question the power structure they say you hate America,
No, I love this country,
I see its beauty everyday in its people,
And I love it a lot more than those who have abandoned the American worker,
That have chose to exploit and try to take away benefit she has,
Those that attempt to make excuses for every atrocity committed,
In the name of supposed freedom,
Those who demand accountability from everyone,
But offer none themselves,
Who favor contracts over lives,
Who favor invasion and control over organic democracy overseas,
The greatest flaw that any intelligent person has is to think they're smarter than everyone else,
And so the government has planted its spies amongst us,
We have planted our spies among them,
They have infiltrated every branch of the American government,
They have retrieved names, data, hard numbers,
The paper trail that will expose those that truly control this country,
Those that control the political parties,
Those that control the oil industry,
The energy,
Those that stand behind the companies faceless,
Whose names have never been revealed,
Until tod.. [GUNSHOT]
Santiago Apr 2015
I'm not important, I'm not special, I'm not great, I'm not significant, I'm not inspiration, I'm not leadership, I'm none of that.

I'm just simply a human being, sheds tears that come from the soul, carries wounds internally cutting spear at rapid velocities, I'm just a being, person, bleeds blood, made up of mostly water, and in the end will turn to dust, and ashes like dirt, sand, decomposing into mother earth, however my soul will remain, my spirit's strong will maintain, it's critical to understand at this point, but things reach the verge, if only I could actualize to my fullest potential, but its not easy takes time, dedication, determation, and commitment yet it's possible, maybe somewhat complex and a little complicated,
Times running out, too much to settle, survival is my awareness, keeping steady composure, maintaining sane not losing self control, too much overwhelms, but I have not given up, until he calls me, I will give in to my peace maker, my divine creator, my guardian protector, he strengthens me, enlightens me, keeps me moving, breathing, thinking, feeling, and loving, my time will come, his word will shrine through...
Santiago Jan 2015
That's just my story
And don't worry
I'll never forget you
Or regret you
I found you
Then I lost you
I can't stop my heart
Not even my thought
Santiago Jan 2015
I'm *******
I'm an idiot
I'm trouble
I'm trash
I'm dirt
I'm ****
I'm nothing
I'm hated
I'm ridicule
I'm disappointment
I'm a failure
Santiago Jan 2015
Can I taste you after you shower?
Eating ice cream for an hour?
Enjoy soft tender chicken strips
Soul exchange nothing's change
At close range body feelin strange
Heat blood pressure rises
Life's full of mystic surprises
Pregnancys a riskin crisis
Devices bonding together forever
I'm ready for commitment
Submitted ****** endorsement
I can't seem to love no one else
Forgive me for my honesty
Modesty if I could I would understood? I need your words
To set me free or let us be
Together with me
Santiago Jan 2015
I'm still loving you.... -_-
Santiago Apr 2015
Truth remains, cutting through my veins, mentally insane, heading down the drain, against the grain, for the capital gain, I don't **** for the thrill people, blood sport no fun and games, people fold ain't got no shame, live for the fame showered in vane, artificial sugar cane, sprinkled mary Jane,

Nothing is aesthetic nowadays, real has faded away, maybe past away, synthetic has now arisen, taking over dropping minds lower, instead of progressing forward, remember the pure hearted will witness the Lord, the wicked will never adore, given the chance to explore, he choose to close the door, oppress the struggling poor, the children starving for more, with pain their hearts tore, blood pore from the centers core...

This is just a brief description, natural prescription, coded encryption, real life's depiction, actuality non fiction, hells contriction, peoples restrictions, be free from *******, awareness engage to the next page,  brainstorming strikes thunterstorming please my words are simply complex...

Now to speak of my infinity,
Who brought the best-in-me
The one cutting right through me
The pain to my heartache
My favorite place I have ever been
Something which cannot be seen
My moon, my silly cartoon
My lovely melody, my charming
My last thought before I sleep
My overwhelming hurt
My heart's regret never worked
Feeling like a stupid dork
Maybe it's just me, someday I promise I'll be gone, went wrong,
Maybe people will then get along...
Luv U
Santiago Jan 2015
Cut myself & bleed
Pour out blood from my skin
Puncture through layers
Stab myself in the heart
Write you a letter in blood
Mail it to you before I leave you
Don't want to deceive you
Should I believe you
The things said the lines I read
Why you choose to haunt me
Come to me & magically disappear
& whenever you feel you reappear
Take my life but before you do
Be my wife stab me with a knife
Take my heart out
Eat it raw enjoy the taste
It's cold blooded drowning in it Flooded you didn't even budge
Holding on to an endless grudge
Did it help no right now sit tight
Watch me self fight ignite in the night
Santiago Dec 2014
I wish it was you havin my son
I wish it was you sleepin with me
I wish it was you lovin me
I wish it was you I plant my seed
I wish it was you I never leave
I wish it was you my family begins
I wish it was you that I kiss
I wish it was you I always miss
I wish it was you layin in bed
I wish it was you warmin me up
I wish it was you sleepin bside me
I wish it was you my baby's mom
I wish it was you I marry for life.
El Amor Nunca Se Borra
Siempre Queda Gabrado
Santiago Oct 2015
i love you
i miss you
i crave you
Truly i do
aka Pretty Girl
Santiago Jan 2015
1: 2-4 4: 11

2. Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 
3 Because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. 
4. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.

James 4:11

Brothers and sisters, do not slander one another. Anyone who speaks against a brother or sister or judges them speaks against the law and judges it. When you judge the law, you are not keeping it, but sitting in judgment.
Santiago Nov 2015
La mies es mucha, hay gran necesidad
y pocos obreros al campo van
hoy muchos se pierden,

viven sin dirección vagan como ovejas sin pastor.

/Heme aquí envíame a mi/
yo iré por aquellos que vagan sin ti

/Heme aquí envíame a mi/
yo iré por aquellos que vagan sin ti
envíame a mi
yo iré.
Santiago May 2015
Qué sería de mí si no me hubieras alcanzado
Dónde estaría hoy si no me hubieras perdonado
Tendría un vacío en mi corazón
Vagaría sin rumbo, sin dirección

Si no fuera por tu gracia y por tu amor

Sería como un pájaro herido que se muere en el suelo
Sería como un ciervo que brama por agua en un desierto

Si no fuera por tu gracia y por tu amor

Qué sería de mí si no me hubieras alcanzado
Dónde estaría hoy si no me hubieras perdonado
Tendría un vacío en mi corazón
Vagaría sin rumbo, sin dirección

Si no fuera por tu gracia y por tu amor

Sería como un pájaro herido que se muere en el suelo
Sería como un ciervo que brama por agua en un desierto

Si no fuera por tu gracia y por tu amor

Si no fuera por tu gracia y por tu amor

Sería como un pájaro herido que se muere en el suelo
Sería como un ciervo que brama por agua en un desierto

Si no fuera por tu gracia y por tu amor
Santiago Nov 2015
Sentado en su trono rodeado de luz
A la diestra del padre gobierna Jesús
Con ojos de fuego con rostro de sol
Cuando abre su boca es trueno su voz

CORO
Poderoso en majestad y reino poderoso
Poderoso en potestad de imperio poderoso

Un gran arco iris corona su ser,
él es el cordero que pudo vencer
Él es el primero él es el postre,
y arrojan corona delante de él
Santiago Apr 2015
I would love to talk, read your mind
I would spend my last moments with you
I just can't there out to get me
The devil and his followers
Out to persecute and execute
All his gifted children he uplifted
They only drugged me out
Held me down, a system of clowns
Why I never graduated
With my cap and gown
Now no ones around
Everyone celebrated at my fall
However I learned
Although I burned
Made the wrong turn
I'm slowly getting myself
Up on my feet coming back
To take my seat I once had
In college the Phi Theta Kappa
Honor Society President
So I'm sorry if I can't speak
To you my dear
But what I can promise you is
One day we'll reappear
And then disappear
Together, in love forever
It's me against the world baby  
Finish what we started
Take charge, I'm too weak
It's up to you now
The world is much too heavy

The Sun & Moon = Eclipse

Eliza James Best Friend
Love you mija take care god bless you always and forever
Santiago Nov 2015
I will never find another lover sweeter than you,
Sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover more precious than you
More precious than you
Girl you are close to me you're like my mother,
Close to me you're like my father,
Close to me you're like my sister,
Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing

And all my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

I said you're all that I'm thinking of.....baby

Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger,
You're all I'm thinking of, I praise the Lord above,
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug,
I really love you

And all my life, baby, baby, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you, baby
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me

You're all that I ever known, when you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow.
You turned my life around, you picked me up when I was down,
You're all that I ever known, when you smile on your face all I see is a glow,
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I ever known, when you smile on your face all I see is a glow,
You picked me up when I was down and I hope that you feel the same way too,
Yes I pray that you do love me too

All my life, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
Heidy Aka My Best friend My First Love My Everything My Hero I Miss Your Soul.... <\3
Santiago Jun 2015
"I Need It"

[Intro:]
Turn it up, let me hear it
Turn it up, let me hear it, Oh DUMB

[Hook:]
I need it up in my life
Every night I get on my knees ask but
Heaven ain't been speaking back (speaking back) I need it up in my life
This goes out to every ghetto every project who know losing's not an option
I need it up in my life (yeah)
All this money cars and clothes
You know I'm balling out control, on you hoes

[Verse 1:]
They attempt to label me inhumane
I believe in God but not your God
Last ***** got outta pocket on the wrong decor got broke off What the **** is up with these A&Rs; "I Need It"

[Intro:]
Turn it up, let me hear it
Turn it up, let me hear it, Oh DUMB

[Hook:]
I need it up in my life
Every night I get on my knees ask but
Heaven ain't been speaking back (speaking back)
I need it up in my life
This goes out to every ghetto every project who know losing's not an option
I need it up in my life (yeah)
All this money cars and clothes
You know I'm balling out control, on you hoes

[Verse 1:]
They attempt to label me inhumane
I believe in God but not your God
Last ***** got outta pocket on the wrong decor got broke off
What the **** is up with these A&Rs;
Criticizing music they can't make
Poking fun at my struggles I don't find **** funny
I live in places that ain't safe
2008 I got my leg blown off
Any given day could get my head blown off
Rest in peace to Tyree Edwards
Bullet in his head got his head blown off
Tried school was a great kid
Academically I excelled in it
Grew up poor got teased a lot
Cause my school clothes had a smell in 'em
Same shirt four weeks straight
On the block grinding, got sales in 'em
Juvenile detention my case worker said I might be headed for a crash course
No father figure role models up in prison all my jump shots hit the back board
Head-on collision, not watching while I'm steering
No air bag, head hit the dash board

[Hook]

[Verse 2:]
Approaching me and wanna shoot the ****
But pretend as if they're here to help Gates
Behind my back in front of label heads
Saying "Kevin just won't cooperate"
Missed flights, showing up late
I live life didn't rap about it
No time to live, my time for them
How the **** I'm gon' rap about it
Speak the truth or rap around it
And in a wrap around I rapped about it
Tragic ending for some family members
In heaven sitting wishing I was with them
Instead I'm stuck in this hell on earth
With pretend friends who think of ways to get me
Couple ****** I loaned money
Said they got me and never get me
Tell a ***** no I'm never guilty
Still ain't got no guilty feeling
Always telling me what I should do different
But can't explain why they ain't winning
My own blood just turned against me
In disbelief I'm like "not true"
Devastated, got caught off guard
When I seen the switch I'm like "not you"Criticizing music they can't make
Poking fun at my struggles I don't find **** funny I live in places that ain't safe
2008 I got my leg blown off
Any given day could get my head blown off
Rest in peace to Tyree Edwards
Bullet in his head got his head blown off
Tried school was a great kid
Academically I excelled in it
Grew up poor got teased a lot
Cause my school clothes had a smell in 'em
Same shirt four weeks straight
On the block grinding, got sales in 'em
Juvenile detention my case worker said I might be headed for a crash course
No father figure role models up in prison all my jump shots hit the back board
Head-on collision, not watching while I'm Steering no air bag, head hit the dash board

[Hook]

[Verse 2:]
Approaching me and wanna shoot the ****
But pretend as if they're here to help Gates
Behind my back in front of label heads
Saying "Kevin just won't cooperate"
Missed flights, showing up late
I live life didn't rap about it
No time to live, my time for them
How the **** I'm gon' rap about it
Speak the truth or rap around it
And in a wrap around I rapped about it
Tragic ending for some family members
In heaven sitting wishing I was with them
Instead I'm stuck in this hell on earth
With pretend friends who think of ways to Get me couple ****** I loaned money
Said they got me and never get me
Tell a ***** no I'm never guilty
Still ain't got no guilty feeling
Always telling me what I should do different
But can't explain why they ain't winning
My own blood just turned against me
In disbelief I'm like "not true"
Devastated, got caught off guard
When I seen the switch I'm like "not you"
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