Life is fun life is sad life is something that can drive you mad, what I can see could be the strangest thing, some people only see some of these things, but over all look above not below after all.. I mean yolo.

Here's to the worst freaking birthday where you can't handle anything anymore and you're left trying so hard not to cry but suffer tears down your face I can't handle this pressure so happy freaking birthday to me the best one yet! Can't you see how happy I freaking  am now I'm left at the mercy of friend, family, and God I just hope you knows what he's doing happy birthday to me.

I can't have a glow if my light is dimmed, I'm cut open with a knife because we sinned, if life is a game and there's a medal at the end, I will pass it on I won't make it there goodbye for now see you in a little I need to recharge to breathe again.

I am alone so don't call I won't pick up the phone dripping from my mouth as I lie cold will be foam I am so done with losing friends with evil comments that never end die die bye bye no more taking off to fly die die bye bye

Am I an imposter sometimes I don't like my family I wish I was fostered no one likes me for who I am everyone thinks I'm a big copycat but you don't know who I really am I am a small kitten suffering with cuts bruises my heart tries to fight but in the end always loses you don't want to see my scarred wrists but you don't know who I really am you do not know me so you cannot accuse me you may not have been where I am just be thankful the evil comments don't come from your fam I build  myself up I let myself down what is a smile I have the frown my eyes are empty all the love and light has left me you see me as an imposter but maybe I'm just dark and Lost if you hate me then just **** her end it all with a simple twist life long suffering could end BUT YOU DON'T KNOW WHO I AM.

You can see me in my shadow only some people I call a friendly fellow you can find me hiding in darkness left empty crying and speechless stress weighs down on my shoulders it's like I'm hitting giant boulders it seems like nothing could help me but I still look to the sky to try and see Lord is there I know he is how can I feel so dark if I know he's there hatred and depression it's my biggest bear life is not fair sometimes I wonder how can I live but to keep me going I try to share share poems share my thoughts but I'm still drowning and now I'm just lost.