You can see me in my shadow only some people I call a friendly fellow you can find me hiding in darkness left empty crying and speechless stress weighs down on my shoulders it's like I'm hitting giant boulders it seems like nothing could help me but I still look to the sky to try and see Lord is there I know he is how can I feel so dark if I know he's there hatred and depression it's my biggest bear life is not fair sometimes I wonder how can I live but to keep me going I try to share share poems share my thoughts but I'm still drowning and now I'm just lost.

B:broken
R: rifle
E: empty
A: anxiety
T: threatened
H: hatred
E: exhausted

I was broken shattered I tried to pull myself together piece by piece my friend picked up the pieces of me falling apart but only one person had the last piece to my heart.

Lost in my own shadow who can see me doesn't matter no one would believe I can talk I have a voice but I screamed so much I was lost in a void forcing me to break down is a demon version of me she looks at me and says you will never be free I cried till the end of May I cried so much I could fill an oceans Bay but there is one stronger than all who can hear me when I call he catches me when I fall Lord your out there I know you are sometimes I feel that you are far. Joshua 1:9